Poisonblack - A Dead Heavy Day lyrics
Tracks 02. Diane
03. Left Behind 04. Bear The Cross 05. A Dead Heavy Day 06. Me Myself And I 07. X 08. Human-Compost 09. The Days Between 10. Hatelove 11. Low Life 12. Only You Can Tear Me Apart 02. Diane Music & lyrics by Laihiala
I see you're shaking your ass on your slut-athon
Still too fat to be fucked but hey keep going on You've painted your eyes and your scars all black Denying what you are, what you are You've crossed the line, there's no turning back With your wet cow-eyes you wave the "fuck me" flag Sucking the fingers pointed at you Denying what you are You say: See you on the other side What the hell is this other side? Diane - Tell me is your hell freezing over? Diane - Is the hunt finally over? Drop dead gorgeous is what you're not Two tits and a hole is all that you've got You search for a heartbeat amid the dead Becoming what they are, what they are Open your eyes and see you're lying on a bed Aching all over as you've fucked with the dead Tears run down your (s)cum-stained face You are what you are You say: See you on the other side What the hell is this other side? Diane - Tell me is your hell freezing over? Diane - Is the hunt finally over? Diane - Tell me what is behind those eyes? Diane - Is life regrets and lies? [Solo] Diane - Tell me is your hell freezing over? Diane - Is the hunt finally over? Diane - Tell me what is behind those eyes? Diane - Is life regrets and lies? 03. Left Behind Music by Markus Lyrics by Laihiala
I am closing
Shutting down this need so vain For this time around I won't live the past again I have chosen To leave your trap so far behind To bury your face I have failed but not this time Then I feel you slashing to me I am the one you tried to leave behind I am the guilt you'll always feel (Taste the pain) Just pour me in and face the rain again (Face the pain) And I will take you to the end I'm inhaling The scent of everything I've done To bury disgrace Is to pull the trigger I am done Then I feel you slashing through me I am the one you tried to leave behind I am the guilt you'll always feel (Taste the pain) Just pour me in and face the rain again (Face the pain) And I will take you to the end [Solo] Then I feel you slashing through me I am the one you tried to leave behind I am the guilt you'll always feel (Taste the pain) Just pour me in and face the rain again (Face the pain) And I will take you to the end Just pour me in and face the rain again (Face the pain) And I will take you to the end... 04. Bear The Cross Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Lame spirits beaten by this love
Countless times have given in, surrendered Worthlessness weighs heavy on the hearts And pleas for life to wake up seem to echo in vain And slowly we bury our pain Bear this cross for the rest of our time With trust forsaking us - Blame is breaking us Is this all truly worth of our lies? Together we stand alone Bear this cross for the rest of these lives We both know we're coming back - Yes, we're coming back Is this all truly worth of our cries? Together we die alone Moaning in this pseudo-happiness Where the shit stained teeth fake a smile Keeping everything locked within When true tears are reliving And the warmth of an embrace not a threat And slowly we bury our dead Bear this cross for the rest of our time With trust forsaking us - Blame is breaking us Is this all truly worth of our lies? Together we stand alone Bear this cross for the rest of these lives We both know we're coming back - Yes, we're coming back Is this all truly worth of our cries? Together we die alone [Solo] Bear this cross for the rest of our time... Bear this cross for the rest of our time With trust forsaking us - Blame is breaking us Is this all truly worth of our lies? Together we stand alone Bear this cross for the rest of these lives We both know we're coming back - Yes, we're coming back Is this all truly worth of our cries? Together we die alone 05. A Dead Heavy Day Music by Markus Lyrics by Laihiala
When two becomes one... Life pulls a gun
Many turns to none Devotion and sharing... Loving and caring Then it all disappears It holds onto our fears And we just want to disappear Hold our breath right here united in our misery Torn in the claws of fear End it all right here inside our bitter agony When there's nothing there... That we can bear Just lay beside me here Indifference prevailing... We fell and we gave in As it all disappeared It holds onto our fears And we just want to disappear Hold our breath right here united in our misery Torn in the claws of fear End it all right here inside our bitter agony 06. Me Myself And I Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Enough about you, let's talk about me
My ego refuses to hear or see To be distressed by your reality Don't give a fuck about you, it's all about me I know I control the struggle to be pseudo-free To keep loss at arms' length To make you bow and bend So come and get me babe Come invade my mind Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like So come and take me babe Are you of my kind? Laughing in denial when the end is nigh Enough about you, let's talk about me My disastrous lies will make you bleed for me And I will lure you into my reality Don't give a fuck about you, it's all about me For I am the big star and you're just a wanna-be Wanna be with me Keep your love at arms' length Can't make me bow and bend So come and get me babe Come invade my mind Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like So come and take me babe Are you of my kind? Laughing in denial when the end is nigh [Solo] So come and get me babe Come invade my mind Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like So come and take me babe Are you of my kind? Laughing in denial when the end is nigh So come and get me babe Come invade my mind Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like So come and take me babe Are you of my kind? Laughing in denial when the end is nigh 07. X Music & lyrics by Laihiala
'Twas stone on my tongue
So how did I expect you to understand Conceit grown too strong True love an excuse to submit, to demand Please take my hand And kill the sickness within me I'm sure that you can Not sure that you can Did death do us apart? Well, to us now we're truly dead Oh, suffer my heart As our funeral still lives in my head Please stay away And leave the sickness within me I'm sure that you'll stay away Dead sure that you'll stay When you hear this song Everything's gone And when you hear this song You know you must bear along Or are you playing the part As if your heart's forgotten? Entire, unscarred What a perfect disaster Absorbing shit from left to right But making love we did master That constant battle our primal fight Please touch again And awake the sickness within me Touch me again dear Come, touch me again When you hear this song Everything's gone And when you hear this song You know you must bear along Or are you playing the part As if your heart's forgotten? Entire, unscarred [Solo] When you hear this song Everything's gone And when you hear this song You know you must bear along Or are you playing the part As if your heart's forgotten? Entire, unscarred When you hear this song Everything's gone And when you bear this song You know you must sing along Is this not true? From me to you I know you can feel it too 08. Human-Compost Music & lyrics by Laihiala
I'm surrounded by sub-entity
I knew it would happen Figure in black would take me into the shades Six-feet under and it's hard to breath I knew it would end here Sheep in wolf's clothing entombed in waste Today I wish I'd have a gun Gasping for air I'm rotting all alone Just how I wanted With Karma's blades carving my flesh to bone I am reaping everything I've sown The filth I have planted And digging south towards the great unknown Oh yes I wish I'd have a gun Been playing the bitter game With the leeches sucking blood out from my veins With hook in mouth I've gone astray Been shovelling shit in vain From grave to grave burying myself Just one last death before I go to hell Here I lie my shovel next to me Still squeezing the handle There are many like it but this one's mine Hole after hole it's suffered 'cause of me Growing the anger With contempt and loathing over all that is I Somebody please give me a gun Been playing the bitter game With the leeches sucking blood out from my veins With hook in mouth I've gone astray Been shovelling shit in vain From grave to grave burying myself Just one last death before I go to hell Human-compost I am Human-compost I am Human-compost I am Human-compost I am I am! [Solo] Somebody please give me a... Somebody please give me a gun Been playing the bitter game With the leeches sucking blood out from my veins With hook in mouth I've gone astray Been shovelling shit in vain From grave to grave burying myself Just one last death before I go to hell 09. The Days Between Music & lyrics by Laihiala
This muting numbness
Is far from the peace I am searching Just a twisted silence - Weird tranquillity An uncomfortable heartless kiss Is what you left me in darling Your twisted violence - Cold audacity I hate these days between Life and death Cannot feel the warmth of your embrace There is nothing left of me Take these days between And lay 'em to rest eternally And let the memory of your face Be just another stranger to me This soothing numbness Is not exactly what I am searching This pitch-black silence - Deathlike tranquillity An uncomfortable heartless bliss Is where you left me in darling But you are forgiven You are forgiven because, because... I love these days between Life and death Can not feel the warmth of your embrace There is nothing left of me Take these days between And lay 'em to rest eternally And let the memory of your face Be just another stranger to me I don't want to miss you I don't want to miss you I don't want to miss you I don't want to miss you love I don't want to miss you love I hate these days between Life and death Cannot feel the warmth of your embrace There is nothing left of me Take these days between And lay 'em to rest eternally And let the memory of your face Be just another stranger to me 10. Hatelove Music by Markus Lyrics by Laihiala
Hand in hand, a gun in hand
Ready to shoot down a promise again Tempting lips, burnt fingertips Ready to tell another lie once again Hand in hand, a chunk in hand Ready to take another bite once again Swollen lips, swaying hips Able to whisper a lie once again Floating down this river of shit with you Can't you see that I am so full of it And I know you're too It takes two to play this sick game Two going insane So tight is the noose around our necks Words roll out in vain Looking for something to blame Don't you think that enough is already said? We play this sick game while going insane So tight is the noose around our necks Words come out in vain Looking for someone to blame Don't you think that too much is already dead? Hand in hand, a gun in hand Ready to kill another promise again Tempting lips, burnt fingertips Ready to yell another lie once again Floating down this river of shit with you Can't you see that I am so full of it But fuck you too! It takes two to play this sick game Two going insane So tight is the noose around our necks Words roll out in vain Looking for something to blame Don't you think that enough is already said? We play this sick game while going insane So tight is the noose around our necks Words come out in vain Looking for someone to blame Don't you think that too much is already dead? [Solo] It takes two to play this sick game Two going insane So tight is the noose around our necks Words roll out in vain Looking for something to blame Don't you think that enough is already said? We play this sick game While going insane So tight is the noose around our necks Words come out in vain Looking for someone to blame Don't you think that too much is already dead? 11. Low Life Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Drool rums down from my mouth again
Low-life I've killed myself again Time is running out too fast for me Living in lie is just too much for me The next day dawns dead Off with my head And the circle begins again No place left to somber Not a single rock I can crawl under Never again or forevermore Self deception calls This heavy lead, full bottle The crawl along the floor This is the end I won't take anymore Again the weak one falls Straight ahead, full throttle Smashed against the wall I can see that you don't get it It eats you alive if you let it That's what I've done No place left to run Not a single rock I can crawl under Never again or forevermore Self deception calls This heavy lead, full bottle The crawl along the floor This is the end I won't take anymore Again the weak one falls Straight ahead, full throttle Smashed against the wall [Solo] Never again or forevermore Self deception calls This heavy lead, full bottle The crawl along the floor This is the end I won't take anymore Again the weak one falls Straight ahead, full throttle Smashed against the wall Never again or forevermore Self deception calls This heavy lead, full bottle The crawl along the floor This is the end I won't take anymore Again the weak one falls Straight ahead, full throttle Smashed against the wall 12. Only You Can Tear Me Apart Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Drop a word and I shake
That one look and I break down And then you bury the dead again Could you ever forgive? When I let in the lies to give you faith Please don't raise the dead again Are we reaching the end? The shortest straw's been pulled And can't be bent no more But it ain't over yet Don't turn away Listen to me - These words I say to you It ain't over yet It ain't over yet Cut me down to size Only you can tear me apart No lies being told tonight Love me down to size Even though I broke your heart Come ravishing over me Please believe, this heart is open wide I'm sick and tired of lying So step inside - I won't hide No more Please believe, this heart is true tonight I know you're sick and tired of trying But you are the one You are the one [Solo] Cut me down to size Only you can tear me apart No lies being told tonight Love me down to size Even though I broke your heart Come ravishing over me [Solo] |