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Nemesea - In Control lyrics



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01. No More

Take my hand,
I heard you say
Depend on me.

Close your eyes,
I'll lead the way
Don't disagree.

I've tried so hard
To make this happen
I've lost myself
Now it's time to see.

You won't let me go,
Right now you should know
I'm no longer yours.
It won't be the same
You're the one to blame
I can't take no more.

Here we are
You had me fooled
Don't lie to me.

I've realised
How hard you tried
To damage me.

You wont let me go
Right now you should know
I'm no longer yours
It won't be the same
Your the one to blame
Can't take no more.

I can't and I won't believe
The lies you told me
You can't and you can't
Deceive me, hurt me anymore.

You won't let me go
Right now you should know
I'm no longer yours, no.
It won't be the same,
You're the one to blame.

You won't let me go,
Right now you should know.
I'm no longer yours.
It won't be the same,
Your the one to blame
I can't take no more

You won't let me go,
Right now you should know,
I'm no longer yours.
It won't be the same,
You're the one to blame.
I can't take no more.

02. In Control

Can you hear me, you've lost and I control you.

Here, in your mind, in your dreams
I will stay forever.
You will become
Less than one, after I am done.

Fear, will be yours, in this world,
Full of whispering voices.
Day after day, I will stay, I will haunt you.
Here I am am, you will be mine.

Can you hear me?
You've lost and I control you.
You won't escape, all your nightmares will break free,
'Cause you are afraid of me.

So, here you are, wide awake,
You won't give up fighting.
Still, you can pray, on your knees.
I am here.

Can you hear me?
You've lost and I control you.
You won't escape, all your nightmares will break free,
'Cause you are afraid of me.

Your greatest fear,
In your darkest dreams.
I'm here.
You will is lost,
And you can't run from me.

Fear, is the key,
Of your life,
It has locked your doors.
Day after day,
I'm here to stay.

Can you hear me?
You've lost and I control you.
You won't escape.
All your nightmares will break free,
'Cause you are afraid of me.

Can you hear me?
You've lost and I control you.
You won't escape.
All your nightmares will break free
'Cause you are afraid of..
'Cause you are afraid of me.

03. Home

I would run a thousand miles
Just to see you again
I would cross the widest sea
Just to touch your face once again
Is there a chance for you and me?
Would you try and let me see?

When I cried did you care for me?
I don't think so, I don't understand
Don't you know I relied on you?
To help find a way, way back home

I would never breathe again
I would cry, cry a river for you
'Cause there's no chance, I'll tell you why
A broken heart will always die

When I cried did you care for me?
I don't think so, I don't understand
Don't you know I relied on you?
Just to help find a way...

Tried to hard to make you love me
Fought so hard just to reach you
Now I see it was worthless to think you
Felt the same

When I cried did you care for me?
I don't think so, I don't understand
Don't you know I relied on you?
Just to help find a way... find a way

When I cried did you care for me?
I don't think so, I don't understand
Don't you know I relied on you?
To help find a way, way back home

04. The Way I Feel

I cannot seem to reach you
Although you're so close now
I'm moving 'round in circles
Come to me

I cannot seem to leave you
I'll reach out to you now
You're moving way to fast, love
Stay with me

Now I know it is time to move on
And I know that I should forget you now
But I can't change, no
The way I feel about you

I cannot understand this
The change in your emotions
And why you cannot love me
The way I am

Now I know it is time to move on
And I know that I should forget you now
But I can't change, no
The way I feel about you

I cannot find the right words
Why don't you understand them
How much I really want you
To change your mind

Now I know it is time to move on
And I know that I should forget you now
But I can't change, no
The way I feel about you

05. Lost Inside

I cannot tell you how it feels
Here inside my heart and mind
I cannot show you what it means
To live without this pain inside

Believing you are all I'm living for
So I will not tell you what it is I've done

Day by day
I grow stronger
I can feel
I can bear it
Even though I am lost
I'll find my way
I'll find my way out

You'll never understand my pain
You'll say it makes no sense
Drowning every day a little more
But how can I tell you when I cannot confess

Day by day
I grow stronger
I can feel
I can bear it
Even though I am lost
I'll find my way...my way

I can't tell you [x3]
How I feel inside
[x2]

I can't tell you [x3]
I won't tell you now!

I can't tell you [x3]
How I feel inside
[x2]

Dying every day a little more
I can't tell you what I've done

Day by day
I grow stronger
I can feel
I can bear it
Even though I am lost
I'll find my way
I'll find my way out

06. Remember

I hear voices in my head
They won't stop haunting me
Can't breathe, my thought are killing me
They are my enemy

You knew how to sell your lies
I followed easily
Misled couldn't see what you were like
You betrayed me

When I look into your eyes
I see right through your disguise
Suddenly I realize
I don't remember
When I look into your eyes
I discover all your lies
Suddenly I realize I won't remember you

You say "Let me hold your hand
I can't stop loving you"
You lied and made me lose my mind
You betrayed me

When I look into your eyes
I see right through your disguise
Suddenly I realize
I don't remember
When I look into your eyes
I discover all your lies
Suddenly I realize I won't remember you

All you are and all you told me
All you wanted me to be

I hear voices in head
But they are my own this time
I can breathe cause I have found myself
Finally

When I look into your eyes
I see right through your disguise
Suddenly I realize
I don't remember
When I look into your eyes
I discover all your lies
Suddenly I realize I won't remember you

07. Believe

I still remember
The time you told me
That I would never
Climb too high on my own

The painful memories
Of how you taunted
And never praised me
I don't mind, I'm doing fine

Take a good look at what I've become
I don't need you to be proud
It took my strength to unlock my dreams
If you were here you would see... I believe

I've not forgotten
All my desperate ways
To gain attention
But now I've learnt to be myself

Take a good look at what I've become
I don't need you to be proud
It took my strength to unlock my dreams
If you were here you would see... I believe

Living my life
And working so hard
To reach my goals
Finally I have left the past behind

Take a good look at what I've become
I don't need you to be proud
It took my strength to unlock my dreams
If you were here you would see... I believe

08. Like The Air

It won't take long
Till she fades away
Will she be strong enough to fight?
She tries to survive
Trying hard to run
But she fails
She fails every time she tries to hide

[Chorus:]
Everyday
She's blinded by her pain
And she thinks
The solution is to become just like the air

Soon she will be gone
What reason to hang on?
Will she fight?
Can she find the strength she needs she needs today?
Lights fade in her eyes
It's her sacrifice
If she fails
If she fails today she'll lose it all

[Chorus]

What she is turning down
(she will become just like the air)
Will kill her slowly
(she will turn it all down today
If she tries to hide she will fail)
What she needs most becomes her enemy

[Chorus]

09. Broken

Every memory
Every angry thought of you
Makes me certain
What you took away from me

Every moment
Every happy thought you stole
I've not forgotten
What you did to me

Every harsh word
Every cruel trick that you played
Makes me wonder
What I'll do to you

Cause by breaking me
You have made a stronger person
You will see!

Today is the day to take a hold
This is the truth that I have found
For those who tore my life apart
Are gonna find what comes around

Every dark day
Every painful second spent
Made me discover
What to do for me

Cause by breaking me
You have made a stronger person
You will see!

Today is the day to take a hold
This is the truth that I have found
For those who tore my life apart
Are gonna find what comes around

Diamonds only shine when held in the light
You could never treasure me
Now I've made my choice

Every small step
Every link I have to break
Leads me further
Away from you

Today is the day to take a hold
This is the truth that I have found
For those who tore my life apart
Are gonna find what comes around

10. Never

An angry thought runs through my mind
It rushes down, stabs from behind
Filling me up, it twists my soul
It overflows

Too many times you called me names
You fed me lies and played a game
These words were strong
They held me down
I nearly drowned

Mixed emotions
Run free inside a poisoned mind

Sweet cold revenge
Cannot kill the pain and
Fear should never be your guide

And angry thought inside my head
It rushes down, stabs till it's dead
Empties my mind and leaves me cold
My race unfolds

Sweet cold revenge
Cannot kill the pain and
Fear should never be your guide

No hatred, just try to tolerate
Don't worry, don't be dismayed
Cause I say

Sweet cold revenge
Cannot kill the pain and
Fear should never be your guide