Tracks

02. This Aching Isolation
03. Hz
05. Distances
06. Inversions
08. In Times Of Silence
09. For Your Glory, Great Deceiver
10. Nisi Credideritis, Non Intelligetis
12. Singularities
13. Loves



02. This Aching Isolation

Chance upon chance, Moments divided by movements,
Withdrawing further into...The old womb of senselessness...
For so many years, Still ubiquitous

"So here is my advice to you...cut the umbilical and float freely...here with me."
But in doing so...you're really just letting go...of this world...to me, that's quite absurd...

Couldn't do it...could you?
Lacking vertebrae...
Petition the skies with hands held high...

I think, But what do i know?
Yet see it time and again,
Petition the skies with hands held high...

Seeking...
Something...
More...

Ignite the skies shows a lunacy,
Repeating their words, Just doesn't fit today with me...
Modern Fables, still a curiosity.
And I'm amazed, you still...have power...

I'll make a deal with you and you show me a miracle.
Make me feel like it's all for something.
Forgive me, I'm skeptical...but let's take a look at this...logically, rational

You would have thought...No wait, you would have thought...

"And here is my advice to you...come and be cynical. Isolated and frustrated"
Care to expand on a thing or two? Make me give a...care.
I don't mean to complain...
I can guess but how would i know?
(So I'll) Petition the skies with hands held high...

Ignite the skies shows a lunacy,
Defeated by words, Just doesn't fit today with me...
A god disabled, Logically.
And I'm amazed, you still...have power...


03. Hz

Steal a look around...Cynically opposed.
Breathe...Let it out. Open to this, I feel...not a lot.

Take my best shot at being a man, Alive.
Place my hands on your heart...while sealing off mine.

They watch as i squeeze...till there's...nothing left
Nothing left...
Nothing left...

It used to feel so alive...when the light comes...
Falter...As i reach out to your form...
Cower and stumble...
As i kneel before you...


05. Distances

As we skip across the event horizon, Blissfully led deep inside,
Bright and alive...We escape for a while...
Does it solve things?
As i think about these paths we tread,
Ambling along towards that golden dawn,
Sunrise, How i conspired...To lead you...
Away from lonely...

When you talk about ambition...I wanna be a better man,
Improving our live daily by doing all that i can,
Here is where i found love, and i find peace,
Stay open, Stay loving, Stay hopeful, Just stay that way...

And we'll push back the dawn...


06. Inversions

If this...is all...I...
Get to say...
Better make it worthwhile.

Hold this in fascination, while accepting our short duration, here.
May you find nothing but love while you're here.
The truth and light, embrace all it steers...
In focus.


08. In Times Of Silence

Never been afraid to mention...Never been afraid to show, but now...Guess it's how it goes.
Protest the innocence, yet revel in the lies, these are the thoughts that cascade through your mind.

Never been afraid to lie, never been afraid to do what's best... for me...

Come inside...now...

Take a little look around.
At this awkward aftermath of...everything I wanna be...but only allude to...

Hand on heart, It made so many plans...
Now leaving it's dying pulse weeping through our hands...

Listen...

I can hear it whistling through the trees...all the dreams of everything...

You want to be.

Take what they say...to heart and soul.
Yet read between the lines.
Go ahead and take your time...I don't have forever to get it right...

How do you change the word, if it doesn't want to change?
How do you make it work, when everything seems lame.
Riddle me this and puzzle me that. The ride is becoming the same...
Be the change you want to be?
Ruined.
Over and over again...


09. For Your Glory, Great Deceiver

For your glory...

To say we lied now just beggars belief,
Stroke the horns till we get our relief,

(Oh, how we laughed...)

No let up, the season, Questionable reasons,
Winters coil wrapped tightly around your neck.
(Oh, how we cried...)

Pity pity little boy..."pretty shitty" you'd reply...
Vapid and hollow, Drown in your sorrow,

Credence...Failure

Just forgotten, you and I..."No empathy here", states a mind...
Caustic and so low...(Here)
Hollow, Below, No...(There)

Of darker realms, that wage...war...while...you...sleep

For you...Glorious, Deceiver...

The life that you made...

For you...exquisite redeemer...
The choices you make...

Embrace the ghost,
Entrust no one with your heart...

Can't take it anymore, this sense of loss and yet still in my hands...
And, I feel like more...

A brazen lie...Best kept...To yourself...
But you know...You were...
Losing out from the start...yet so far away...
Yet you know me...
It's killing this...
We're running from ourselves...

Gifted with...
A hurting...
Dark, it owned me,
How I'm sorry...
Do you know me?
How I'm sorry...


10. Nisi Credideritis, Non Intelligetis

And i think...It's as i thought, Getting nowhere pretty fast.
The answer is for me...and me only.

Slightly...Self indulgent.
Slightly...Selfish.
Slightly...All those things that make up my...
Mind...

Slightly...Hopeful.
Slightly...Caring but scared...
But mainly...All those things that make up my...
Mind...

Yeah, It's like you didn't notice...All the things that hold you back,
Losing an objective focus...Now pity the fool, pity the fool.
And it's like you didn't care for this...All the things haunting inside...
And it's like you didn't notice...

Scratching...and waiting...and seeing...and playing the game.
Observing it collapse...(watch it all)...as they fold in...upon themselves.

Constantly...try to find redemption. A way back to myself from this latest addiction...And now...
...I appreciate, a dew more...things I...took for...granted, but...always too late...
To take an interest in, 'a you and me'...What you afraid of?
Being...

...aware that...I'm not...the...only one...in this...relationship...selfish little manchild...

And it makes the stains in my bed more cunning,
Makes the scratches on my back that much more telling...

Yeah, It's like you never dealt with this...
All the confusion built up inside,
Yeah it's like you didn't notice...
Yeah, you didn't notice...

And as it comes apparent to me,
I'm reeling and feeling for a change,
And it's like I didn't notice...

Till it's always too...

Late...

If i could have that time again...
I'd...walk...clear...
Can't look back, Must look forward...Embrace the chance...Here...
Then breathe...Deeply...
Then seek a reason...
To feel...


12. Singularities

There are still no words to describe you...
And all you are, Here...Proves...
This to be true...an "alive you"...worth more...
(Just so you know...)

I never gave up on you...Neither should you, yourself...
(...and i could almost...)
I could almost hear you say..."maybe this is not for me..."

(You) Let go of life...Let's go our hearts...
But don't ever think that way.
(And as she...)
The thaw brings cheer of sorts...
We remember how we became that way...

We all know what's right from wrong, but can you say...you exercise peace daily...
And no matter where you're coming from, some things are not done...don't be "the divine son".

We all hope for better days...A place to move our souls...
(Their scriptures, confused and dull)
We're in the strangest times that we've ever known...
"You ask...but don't listen..."
To more that what you see...

Think you'll stay within 'Euphoria' reborn,
It's not beyond our understanding...
There's no reason to hate, No reason at all...Have patience and wait...

There are many reasons to hold on...and here's one...
Hope...
And no reason to believe in the end if our days...Is it a reason at all?
There are many reasons to hold on...
And here's one...
And here's one...
And here's just...one...


13. Loves

"Logically..?" What have i been saying?
"Think clearly..." Not under...influence.
You're my friend...There's no guide to life or how it should go,
So...
Spend time thinking...
Waste time waiting...
To feel something...
That...could mean nothing...
But you.,,You're here...
And you...Have every right, my dear...
Have every right, my dear...

Should say what we need to say, With open eyes that hide nothing,
And if you ask me, It's harder than it seems...
As I'm...
Hiding from this, Hurting process,
With...shifting mindsets, We...shouldn't go through this...

But we are...Here...
And we've...Gotta get right, my dear...

Gotta get right, my dear...