Now I just try to practise mindfulness, enjoying what I'm doing at the moment the most I can... Not thinking about all the think I'm not and probably will never be doing.
I used to be like that for pretty much everything. Need to watch all good tv shows, all youtube videos, do all amazing experiences in life, listen to all new good metal, etc ..
Anyone feel like they're obsessively adding music to their libraries/collection? By obsessive, I mean the feeling that you need to hear everything possible, man. Sir.