[Instrumental]

For years I have lived inside this shell
Attempting to melt the paradigm
And I dwell in solace and die in darkness everyday
My shackles have become so surreal
All love disappears
All love disappears

And I live only to breathe and leave
I dilute my senses with the likes of gin

This void is growing deep within
This void is growing deep within...

Blind me
Bind me
Find me, twitching in my skin
A watercolour smearing

This aching void
Buries me in sin

Blind me

Bind me
Find me, twitching in my skin
This aching void is growing
This aching void is growing

My breath is a flame
My love, a sin
My heart would weep for you
But I'm too cold and dry
I'm not weak for you
I just need to cum, cum, cum inside
To make me feel, one iota of life

(I want to feel the pain)
Liquid dreams and garbled speech
(Hands around my throat)
Share my deep, bittersweet self loathing
I ravage thee, my cockroach queen
While we scavenge the depths below the human scum
line

In ecstasy, with my vanity sheathed
Between your thighs
As I offload my hatred into you
Until the sun returns to life or one of us dies
Until the sun returns to life or one of us dies

My vanity has consumed me once again
Foreshadowed by ethanol and broken dreams

And it burns so loud
When I open my eyes
Open my eyes
(And I open my eyes)
Bitter fucking end
(And I open my eyes)
Perpetual relapse
Reminds me I'm prone
To feeling broken and alone

I can't help
But feel like there is
Something crawling
Deep within
Living in me, feeding off me
Or am I feeding it

Can't you see, my dear, I'm bleeding
But I'm too far gone to care
I ate the worms to carve the craving
I'll use the can to set them free

I force my trembling fingers
Down my throat to purge the sickness
They're hungry
The worms must feed

I submit
Take me, my parasite
I submit

Take me, my parasite

The morning comes, it blinds my eyes
As I struggle to find the time to care
The smell of vomit in my hair
Cleanse my body
Today just seems so out of reach
Red wine lips and another empty bottle
Woke up somewhere between the gutter
And the edge of hell
A beating drum echoes through my mind
I've seen better days

And you can,
Consume me
As I consume you

You'll find me broken on the stairs
As I consume myself
As I consume myself

I once swore to live
I once crawled to breathe
I've endured the will to suffer in silence

It's been years since I could feel
Your beating pulse, the only one here
And alas, only I am to blame
In my fictitious fight I see you smiling

As if you could bring me home
In this shattered shell I am alone

Electric hearts and shackle wires
The dearest noose you can't afford
The dearest noose you can't afford
I am still a soldier in this ward
The stillest soldier in this ward

This is not a dream...
I give up
It's like a closed casket reunion
A comatose cathartic movement

Some of us were born to burn
Like a thousand suns,
My soul is fucking old, an antique urn
I once swore to live
I once crawled to breathe

[Instrumental]

Bury me in your soft regret
All hope is lost in my lament
While it swallows me
While it hollows me

Ominous footsteps all around
My fear is no longer my own

Zealous whispers as I perspire
Expire

Suffocating sorrow
Holding me down, as I leak bitter life

All hope is lost in my torment
As I embrace the liquid sky
As I embrace the liquid sky

Farewell now...

(Banish me from this) bitter fucking place
Where nothing can grow
But hatred in my bones
(Banish me from this)
Hatred in my bones

For I've dabbled in the art of death
I've died a thousand times before
I've lived in rigor mortis

Farewell now,
As I embrace the liquid sky
I can't hold on forever

Let go please, I beg you now, my bittersweet
And now to sleep forever