One whose behaviour differs from others
Obscure to say the least
Seeking out pleasure in the sickest of ways
Euphoria in the greatest intensity

Deviant act of self abuse
Condemned by religion, so it is said
But isn't that true for every pleasure
I'll sin for the reward of ecstasy instead
Vulnerable to my own intentions
A sexual taboo, to yield ones breath
Escalate my unimmaculate desire
And cross this thin line of pleasure and death

Auto-erotic asphyxiation is a drug for the deranged
I'm seeking out more ways to achieve this pain
I grasp for a sensation not far from reach
Pain is a delight when it and death meet

Unlock a door never before have I seen
Erotic desires burn deep within me
I am the filth from what You've been warned of
And all my delights on which I prey

Escape into the unknown boundaries
Asphyxiate, a risk worth dying for
Perversion intrigues my mind
Exhilaration, in the cruelest kind

Self strangulation to achieve satisfaction
A performance known only by few
Asphyxiate myself for the greatest relief
Achieved many times, but each time is a new
Intoxicated with pleasure I soon forget

I'm crossing the line between

Alone in a world or just left behind
Scars that won't heal from another time
Dreams of a boy crying out in pain
Abused little child, a killer in vain

Lives I have taken, souls I have raped
Remind me of a child being tied to a stake
I laugh at your blood, cry at your fear
You ever see a child beaten so serve

Frustration and anger, controlling your mind
Tearing through gray matter to see what I find

Father's sickened image, condemns my soul
Tormenting, unsuspecting, my mind takes control
Demented memories haunt me as a child growing old
Psychotic killer waiting as he once foretold

Ripping through your flesh, my hands take control
Remembering how it felt, my thoughts now run old
I've lived this endless torment, wasn't meant to be
Killing innocent people, Why's this chosen for me

Hiding from reality, escape into my mind
Key to the imagination is something hard to find
Sick of all humanity now leave them all behind
Abuse is unforgiving, this world's fucking blind
Mental deficiency, beaten into the ground
Running from my inner thoughts, screaming, without
Hearing sounds
Dreaming without sleep, endless nights repeat
My nightmare have escaped
From the darkest depths...
Of the imagination

Taking the streets
Calling it turf
Destroying the youth
With a lifetime curse
Those who fight like dogs at war
It's open season like and open sore

A city of violence
Cocaine and crack
They're selling mass drugs
Now they're shooting smack
Yards become battlefields
Streets turn bloody
The life of our youth is overwhelmed
By money

Taking the young, making them strong
Destroying their minds with the power of drugs
These presorted minds used to kill
Another life as the blood spills

Open season on your life
Painted tag you cannot hide
A nightmare that will never end
To gang violence that will never descend

Taking the streets
Calling it turf
Destroying the youth
With a lifetime curse
Those who fight like dogs at war
It's open season like and open sore

Open season on your life
Painted tag you cannot hide
A nightmare that will never end
To gang violence that will never descend

What I am is pain freak
Deeply entrenched in amorality
My pleasure comes from the cathode ray
As the vide rolls and the innocent prey

The thresholds of pain put to the test
A frightened young victim under duress
Beaten and raped, as the tape will confess
A shower of violence and then she's laid to rest

I've watched the blood on the screen
And I don't want to be saved
The tortures I've seen
In the theatre of the depraved
Freaks who prey on young flesh
And they're soon to fill graves
With their black market death
Theatre of the depraved...

My lust is criminal atrocity
Excruciation and fear feed my disease
The visage on the screen in agony

Watching her die bring ecstasy I swear

I've watched the blood on the screen
And I don't want to be saved
The tortures I've seen
In the theatre of the depraved
Freaks who prey on young flesh
And they're soon to fill graves
With their black market death
Theatre of the depraved

Coursing through their veins is fear, adrenaline
The only thing they're feeling is the pain they're in

Blood begins to drain as the axe falls
Like water from a tap as the victims crawl
Slowly towards death

Taken from the streets, and made into a star
A "one-time only" debut part
A needle calms the nerves, the "acting" now begins
Soon the set will be ensanguined
Manacled and chained, the drugs don't take effect
Though the eye are removed that's nothing yet
Slowly de-timed, while the blood runs dry
Torn to drug piece while still alive

What is the sickness over me?
It has turned me into a monstrosity
There' no end to the murder spree that I'm a witness to
Because it fills my need to study pain

I'm addicted to the heinous sight of watching others die
It's vile and Paganistic, I won't lie
But it serves the purpose of release
So I can black the voices inside me
Telling me, "Go out and kill!"...

The matrix of madness implanted
Incubation of a depleted mind
Your state of significance extracted
And nothingness is what's left behind
Your thoughts and notions are no longer your own
Induced vulnerability has left you prone
Experimentation of the unending change
Manipulation of logic, view are deranged
No comprehension of self existence
No brain activity
No comprehension of determination
No verification of expressive being
Substance of thought enslavement of your very core
You cannot retreat-individuality to be restored
Countless brain takes-helplessly it dissipates
Controlled by all hate-morbidly annihilates
A brain that deteriorates
No conscience control-all thoughts now running cold
Existence fading-new memories are becoming old
A lack of knowledge-your sanity now impaired
The permanent damage-you're mentally unaware

Your thoughts and notions are no longer your own
Induced vulnerability has left you prone
Experimentation of the unending change
Vegetated conditions keep you mentally unaware of the brain-damage
Inflicted your sanity impaired
This unchallenged dementia of influence expands
The concept of identity is not yours to understand

Thoughts in a mind chat can't be clearly restored
Fragments of all knowledge can't be reported
Distraction of al thought, temporary mind game
Confusion in your head, permanently insane

Sanity reality what is more at stake
An intensified mind helplessly as its fate
In my own world it's hard to comprehend
To think a thought I cannot think and cannot understand

A life uncontrolled and unprepared
For the time to die
In a world that will not accept
A split personality effect
A nebulous mind will forget
Or all things that they're done
To themselves and humanity

Imageries of thought
Coating the mind
Relentless torque people
Confusion ruled them blind

Incubated psychosis
Impaled by mass fear
Having no control
I feel the end is here

Demolished, demented inferior crushed
S.S. Brigade, not one to trust
Invasion, devastation mind's decay
Hitler's child's own game of play

Six million down jews destroyed
The holocaust started now ecplise the employed
Showers of death, as they colonize
Defend their religion and dehumanized

Pathetic, dendredict the flow of blood
Bodies pile, a human flood
Hitler's Reich you'll never win
A concentration camp they'll throw you in

Rise and fall, the Third Reich
The deadly day was all in sight
He brought his power of reign on thee
A demented ruler he shall never be
Demolished now of their mortal plea
Let them go, them free

Corruption, disruption of the homeland they dwell
No need of a penny for the wishing well
Nazi pilots as they bomb with rage
Killing their victims, catching their prey
Killing their victims, catching their prey

Torturing the Jews, now their feeling of pain
Fighting for their lives in blackened dismay
The children that are raised now falling for their games
No one to help them, Hitler's going to pay

Conclusion, disillusion, one by one
No hope for their freedom now their future is gone
Contact, impact above now deceased
Prelude of life, injection increased

Rise and fall, the Third Reich
The deadly day was all in sight
He brought his power of reign on thee
A demented ruler he shall never be
Demolished now of their mortal plea
Let them go, them free

As I walk through devastation and isolation
I see bodies before me
As I can see from eye to eye
I see bodies from mountains to skies
The souls that'll never be free
But will scream for all eternity

Demolished now of their mountain plea
Let them go, set them free

Life condemned at birth
Death is slow but sure
Pressured until the end
Anguished dealt within

Power, a state of mind
Helpless, the weakens cry
A predator, upon the weak
Your will, you can no longer keep

Prey upon the weak
Your helpless soul they'll keep
As you fall onto your knees
As they prey upon the weak

Avenge, the guilty one
Condemned, for his sins
A life, of brutality
Destroyed, society

A person, filled with hate
Uncontrolled, bottle fate
A problem, dealt by one
Now, the deed is done

Slaughter of the weakened ones
That they can find
The deviating pain of their own decline
Fate that they will live
Well this is happening
Will the lord forgive

Strength, given to one
Misused, for his own fun
Primitive, ways of life
Deviating, the prey now dies.