As the silence looms before us
Tears are flowing out from our eyes
Detatching our frantic desperation
As our stagnant bodies arise

On the haunted path of existence
Assuring my severe fate
Twisted eyes crying for the end
Forever in my mind desolates

Memories i lock you up
On the sheets the act was done
Now dwells in me
Devours me from within
But you can't see
Memories paint you black
Never to stand in my mind again
But in my sleep control is lost
You're back again
Memories i disgust you
Because you're in me
You're in me
'Til the end of time
Excursion demise

A place where time stands still
Feel the sickening disgrace
Abandonment of humanity
Hateful flames pumping inner rain
Filling me as i go insane

No salvation just a hopeless spite
Excursion demise
Lives are taken tasting gruesome plight
Excursion demise
For sick passions paying brutal death
In torment you fly
Excursion demise

On the haunted path of existence
Assuring my severe fate
Twisted eyes crying for the end
Forever in my mind desolates

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Death unfolds beneath this sun
Wasted breedings expire in one
Causing lasting delusion
In forsaken relations left behind

Deterioate the abject existence
Which incapacitates
The wonderful soul to last
When insanity tears our ways apart
Time increases
Forsaken ones
Abusing the prospect to live in sanity
Moribund state
Reminder of my vanity
Turns to selfdestructive haze
Forsaken ones

Devoid seeking human quality
That seems lacking in our excursion
Burning waters, fervent pain
Mirrors screaming, dark reproach

Words that you speak
Leave a trembling fear in me
Emersion of shallows sympathy
Forsaken souls now will fall as one
Dementia
Never saw the sun

Black is filling all sights out there
Plaguesome spots, blinding fear
Writing r.i.p. after everyone
Empty eyes, swallowed death insane

Haunting the substantial healthy remains
Rampageously fading away
Resistance so hopelessly, experience fate
Harvest, unending decay

Taste forbidden fruits
Live out your rampant desire
Covered with symptoms confirming end
As the tone in your voice expires

I had a dream this night
Leading me into chapter one
Of a versified event
Numb, slipping right into
The void of the past
Which seemed within my sphere

But dreams cannot heal a scarred within
Today i'm not able to touch

I felt a strange delight
Breathing life into my dreams
Of a level sentient
A new intrusion of the realm of illusions
That caused me all that pain

And so wrong these dreams of joy i must repress
Forever living for a future unknown

I felt so good this night
Reading the lines of chapter two
I replenishing my wish
Iredeemable
But somehow it melted my day
So soon to be

But dreams cannot heal a scarred within
Today i'm not able to touch

The dreams to be recalled...
To the past they belong
Fake happiness and joy
No more a dream, it haunts
Memories want me back
But dies at dawn
And so wrong these dreams of joy i must repress
Forever living for a future unknown

Can i just turn away a sunlit time?
Embrace my dreams - so fatal lies
From sleep to reality, a twisted mind
Behold this dream - o, the pain...

Can i just turn away from warmer winds
I search within beneath my skin
From sleep to reality dies everything
The persistence from memorial chasm

Back in the days of misleading thoughts
Hopelessly lost
Try to refuse it, but it's no use
With emotions tossed

Enfold your double standard ways
That i have observed
Just stop your masquerade, 'cause it's all too late
My contempt serves

Can't live with this
Absurd temptation
Break free from this
Self condemnation

Such extreme emotions generate hate
And expelled naivety
Extinguish the light
I've seen in this bitch
It somewhat blackens explicitly

Conceiving myself
That the open wings
Were a trustful sign of hope
Desperately seeking some kind of confident
But with such things it's hard to cope

Left with this dishartening sensation
That with time leads to selfdisdain
Another part of my soul is conquered by the desert
Which leaves only bitterness to remain

Slowly executed are the hopes
As this hibernation seems eternal
Staring at the light above
Searching for the stairs with the access

Robbed by anxiety
Emotions so battered untold
Festered my destiny
Eternal disgust fills my mocking soul

Consume the tempters hidden world
That cleanse so fake
Realize the mess
That oneself made
O, tempt his ways

Gaining life in the darkest corners
That no one sees
Infinite powers chopping souls in two
Falls out from the draining increasing seed

Distant traces leading us into temptation
A fainted hidden concious killing inspiration

In a world where the exit can't be found
Where the walls close in forcing us forever down
Schismatic symptoms
Growing strong within our minds

Floating hopelessy
Breeding endelssly
Schismatic injective therapy
Survival
A sarcastic hope
Suffer massive insanity

Changing all from white to black

Extinct ourselves in this selfmade war
Where no one learns
The process slow, but yet so effective
Leave behind a dying world

Twisted faces breathing death in massive doses
As life fades away in giant airy decomposion

Population joining death
In their crownded tombs
Let my whisper end in thunder
As i no longer can't ignore our doom

Distant traces leading us into temptation
A fainted hidden concious killing inspiration

Drained
Left alone in the deepest ocean
Defeat
The final 'cause this never ends

Thoughts
A thing that only causes devastation
Travel
Through schismatic injective therapy

Oh yes will you follow me
Through the twisted fields of eternity
Into a recess of mind
Held sacred and hidden well by time

A trip to my inner secrets
Search the perils of mind
A place where dark reveals
Scenes of an ancient time

Putridity revealed - Interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - Solicitudes expiration
Putridity revealed - Interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - Solicitudes expiration

Oh, these events so real
I must reach and gaze for what's concealed
Writhe in the torment of thoughts
The nightmares of mine in front of us

Now you must bear confession
Silent cries - A distant past
A key to pleasure and pain
Unlocks the recess at last

Putridity revealed - Interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - Solicitudes expiration
Putridity revealed - Interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - Solicitudes expiration

Now witness
A touch to feel
How much this cave of fear can reveal
Only a step from my soul
Set free the spirit
Eternal cold

Putridity revealed - Interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - Solicitudes expiration
Putridity revealed - Interminable destitution
Occurrence concealed - Solicitudes expiration

Taste the descending
Moments of amusement and joy
Pulsating nightmares exaggerate
Strikes in pain in the hours of day

Demolish
Now everything is distorted in my mind
Can't help it now that it's gone too far
No distinguish between wrong and right

To watch
The silence without eyes
To chase time
In the echoes of my cries

Taste the descending
Light as the room turns black
My fear just grows enormous
And from confidence I lack

Obfuscate
The preventive ways to go
Invoke the dying sleep
As I'm sinking slow

To watch
The silence without eyes
To chase time
In the echoes of my cries

Take a look into my world of obfuscation

Beyond insufferable dormancy
A frightened soul so terrified
Where confidence means poverty
Beyond insufferable dormancy

Close in the heavens before me
I wish for a life beyond this dormant point
Taste the descending
Sense to steal our souls
This winter freezing sorrow
Brings death to take it's toll

To watch
The silence without eyes
To chase time
In the echoes of my cries

Desperation in the frustrated mind
As the real world stands before my eyes
This obnoxious addiction forced a restriction
Because dreamworld also has its price

Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion

Society
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of
Anxiety
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation
Invalidate
This sickness got stronger when they also realized
It's too late
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death

This way to life has its consequences
Not so easy to turn back to life again
Once started down in this hell

Always stuck in misery and pain

When you feel like your soul has started to rot
And your goals you never succeed
Lying here welcoming death
God, what has happened to me?

Society
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of
Anxiety
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation
Invalidate
This sickness got stronger when they also realized
It's too late
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death

Oh please drag me up from this blackened world
The addiction's got my hands in its chains
Surely lost all the contact with myself
Will this putrid life ever change?

Here I am for you all the people "who cared"
My rotten flesh will be what remains
Just give me one single thought
This last day
As I shoot death into my veins

Afraid to build a mutual love and trust
Too easy seeing through fake faces
The only manageable way to escape
Must be another trip to oblivion

Society
Please tell me what my chances are in this world of
Anxiety
Afraid to open the gates in to my life of deformation
Invalidate
This sickness got stronger when they also realized
It's too late
I'm moving fast down the stairway to death