Written by:	spiritofvengence
Published:	May 17, 2010

At the dawn of the twenty-first century, I knew nothing about metal or even rock for that matter. The only hard bands I was able to get hold of were Linkin Park and Disturbed. Then one day, after watching Mission: Impossible 2 on DVD, I saw a music video for a song "I Disappear" by Metallica. I thought it was "Take A Look Around" by Limp Bizkit (their remixed version of the MI theme song - because I didn't know what it was called), so I clicked it. And what happened?

Well, just the loudest, heaviest, hardest eargasm I'd ever had! It was so loud that I feared I'd get caught because it was so loud (which I wasn't). It was harder and heavier than anything I'd ever heard before, and I was strangely both repelled and drawn towards it.

Little did I know that this was only the beginning...

At first Metallica was just sort of "over there" and my music tastes remained outside the realm of rock or metal. But then, about six or five years ago, I was drastically reintroduced to Metallica. My brother opened the door to a whole new world of music, starting with Metallica. ReLoad, ...And Justice For All and Ride the Lightning came first, with the Black Album, St. Anger, Garage Inc. and S&M later, finished off with Master of Puppets, Load, Kill 'Em All and Death Magnetic. Eventually I was getting hooked on this band. But my fandom did not mature just yet.

Originally, I, like many of you, discarded St. Anger without a second thought - just because everyone else hated it - and liked the old stuff (RTL). However, after hearing songs from the album bit-by-bit, it slowly dawned upon me that there was no real reason for not-liking it other than the word of the crowd. Therefore I gave the album a second chance and haven't looked back for a moment.

Obviously, I am a new-comer to the world of metal, but it seems that I was also a new-comer to the fandom of Metallica. Apparently I didn't and still don't know all the rules and "hidden curriculum" of Metallica-fandom. For instance, it is apparently a rule to hate them entirely, to rip on all the members save for Cliff Burton and Jason Newsted, to like only their old material (KEA through MOP), and it is also a rule that they must always be called sell-outs no matter what they do.

It's somewhat hypocritical. Other bands have changed their sound (Bathory), or played slower (Motörhead) or gone through numerous line-up changes (Black Sabbath), or have mainstream success (Iron Maiden) and yet are revered and defended without question. So why is it that makes Metallica the scape-goat for your ire?

To start with, let us look at the history of the band...




Inspired by the new wave of British heavy metal as well as various punk groups, a native Dane named Lars Ulrich contacted Californian James Hetfield about starting a band sometime in the early 80s. Shortly thereafter, they were joined by guitarist Dave Mustaine and bassist Ron McGovney. They played several gigs and recorded several demos and singles, such as the "No Life 'Till Leather" demo and the "Jump In The Fire" and "Whiplash" single. Shortly thereafter, they were given a name - Metallica.

Tensions within the band mounted as Dave constantly bullied Ron about being an incompetent bassist. One of the most infamous incidents involved a drunk Dave pouring beer into the pick-ups of Ron's bass, electrocuting Ron in the process. These and other incidents caused Lars and James to seriously reconsider Dave's place in the band. In interviews, Lars has said that they did not see the band going very far with Dave at that time. It was also during this time that they found a new bassist following McGovney's departure. Clifford Lee Burton filled his shoes and the band then made their way east to begin recording their first album: "Metal Up Your Ass." Upon arrival, Dave was unceremoniously awakened by the other band members and promptly told to gather his things and head back to San Francisco - he was out of the band.

Recording of the first studio album, renamed "Kill 'Em All" took place later that year, with former Exodus guitarist Kirk Hammett as the new lead guitarist: Dave Mustaine was credited for all of the songs which he had a hand in writing during their pre-album years ("The Mechanix" - renamed and rewritten as "The Four Horsemen," "Jump In The Fire" among others). A year later saw the release of "Ride the Lightning" a second album which many saw as a departure from the old "bay area thrash sound" with songs with acoustic, melodic introductions such as "Fight Fire With Fire" and the almost entirely acoustic "Fade to Black." Though he had been gone for almost a year and was beginning work on his own band Megadeth, Dave Mustaine was given credit for the title track and the instrumental "Call of Ktulu." 1986 saw the release of "Master of Puppets," which catapulted Metallica into mainstream success, as well as opening for Ozzy Osbourne during a tour of the US.



Though 1986 was a good year for Metallica-fans in that it saw the release of the ever-popular Master of Puppets album, it was a drastic turning point for the band. September 27th, during the European portion of the Damage Inc. tour, the band's bus slid on "black ice." Cliff Burton was crushed by the bus and died thereby. It would be one of the defining moments of Metallica history.

Feeling that Cliff would not have wanted them to call it quits on his account, the band began taking auditions for the bass role to continue their tour. Jason Newsted of Floatsam and Jetsam, and a big Metallica-fan, was the chosen replacement. Little did he know what he was getting himself into. The band took their grief over the loss of Cliff out on Jason, and he became known derogatorily as "Jason Newkid."

With the release of the "Garage Days Re-Revisted" EP in 1987, Metallica recorded "...And Justice For All" the following year. This has received criticism by most fans because of the low-end production quality and the over-all absence of Jason's bass-line, part of the hazing he endured. Another high/low point of this album is "One," the song based on the novel "Johnny Got His Gun" about an injured war-soldier trapped in living death. This was also the first Metallica song to have a music video made of it, which made many accuse the band of selling out once again.



Those who thought Metallica sold out with RTL and "One" were not ready for the 90s at all. 1991 saw the release of the aptly named "Black Album," which catapulted the band out of underground thrash metal into the wider, heavy metal/hard rock scene. With music videos of "Enter Sandman," "The Unforgiven," "Nothing Else Matters," mainstream recognition, spots on MTV and a much wider fan-base, many believed the band had sold out.

Two other incidents in the early nineties would leave an indelible mark on the band. James Hetfield broke his voice while recording a cover of "So What" by the Anti-Nowhere League and had to take singing lessons. Many saw this as selling out, since he no longer performed the growling, screamed vocals of the 80s which are considered a thrash-metal standard. Secondly, though more serious, was the incident of August 8th 1992. During the climax of the intro to "Fade to Black", James stepped in front of a twelve-foot-tall pyrotechnics pillar, causing severe burns. He would survive the incident (much to the dismay of those who have hated Metallica).



1996 saw the release of Load, the beginning of an experimental stage of Metallica's discography. Instead of mind-numbing thrash, more blues/early rock-based songs. Though Load received much mainstream success, the metal community has mostly looked down upon this album and its successor ReLoad as instances of Metallica selling out. In addition to the new sound was the new look, which one magazine entitled as "...And Short-Cuts For All?". Considered low points are "Mama Said" from Load and "The Memory Remains" from ReLoad, mostly because of Marianne Faithfull as a guest vocalist.

Later 90s ventures included the re-re-release of the covers from the Garage Days EP, the Creeping Death EP, various others from the singles of "Harvester of Sorrows," "Enter Sandman," "The Unforgiven" and "Hero of the Day" as well as several new recordings for the "Garage Inc." compilation. This has received mostly negative reception from metal fans who consider it another point of selling out. Another late-90s venture was the live performance in San Francisco with the San Francisco Symphony Orchestra, entitled "S&M." This was later released on a CD, which has received mixed reception from metal fans.

The darkest times of Metallica were just ahead. With James and Lars starting families of their own which took more time from the band, Jason Newsted began side-project Echobrain. James Hetfield confronted Jason about this, stating that he could not be in Metallica and Echobrain at the same time since he saw it as taking away from the band's energy - even though he had appeared as a guest vocalist on Corossion of Conformity's "Man Or Ash" and on the South Park film's song "Kenny Goes To Hell."

The year 2000 saw the release of "I Disappear" for the film Mission: Impossible 2, as well as a music video for the song. During recording of the song, Lars Ulrich discovered their entire discography available for free file-sharing download on Napster. In an act of narcissistic control similar to James-vs-Jason, Lars joined the campaign against Napster along with many other artists, which resulted in an even greater loss of fans and continued accusations of selling out. But harder blows were in for the band later, as after a live performance of "Fade to Black" in 2001, Jason Newsted abruptly left the band.

With pressure for another studio album, James, Lars and Kirk hired therapist Phil Towle as a consultant while working with former producer Bob Rock on bass, they rented a military barracks at the Presidio Military base to act as a recording studio. After a heated debate over Lars' unorthodox drumming and James' "stock" guitar riffs, an angry James stormed out of the room. He later checked himself into an alcohol rehabilitation group, telling Kirk over the phone that he was technically "not in the band." December 4th saw his return and the completion of the album shortly thereafter. Ozzy Osbourne bassist Robert Trujillo was offered $1 million after auditioning for the role, which he accepted.



The new album, St. Anger, was released in 2003. Though it received some level of critical acclaim, every metal-fan who stuck with them through the 90s abandoned them now after the album featured not Master-of-Puppets-2 but a 70+ minute work filled with strained vocals, long, down-tuned songs with no guitar solos, little or no evidence of bass, low-end production quality, introverted lyrical content and simplistic rhyme structure. The album and its related singles and EPs have been labelled "nu metal" - though it bears no resemblance to early Disturbed, early Linkin Park, KoRn, P.O.D., System Of A Down or early Slipknot - and the band criticized as being "over-the-hill" and "washed up," with the largest drop in popularity since Napster.

Five years later saw the release of Death Magnetic, something that, like Megadeth's "The World Needs A Hero," was a sell-out reaction to the negative fan-reaction of the previous album. Sacrificing uniqueness and experimentation for acceptance, Metallica tried to make a master-of-puppets-2, but instead made something the "fans" still love to hate for being "too loud."

What does the future have in store for the Four Horsemen? Well, hopefully they will release a new album soon (Dave harks only on the same old subject over and over and over again - it gets boring), but if they do, it will be to your hatred. Unfortunately, the inevitability will come and one of them will die. If any of the three original members do, then it will be Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan all over again (ie. disrespecting the dead just because you hated them in life and show no respect for anyone even after they're gone), and I doubt anyone will miss Trujillo that much (except for Ozzy, but you hate him, too).

God, it feels like it only rains on me.