Tracks

01. Not My Funeral
02. Shovel Knockout
03. Roundtrip To Hell And Back
04. Pussyfoot Miss Suicide
05. Relentless Reckless Forever
06. Ugly
07. Cry Of The Nihilist
08. Was It Worth It?
10. Party All The Time



01. Not My Funeral

Let me get this one flat out straight
Illuminate please it's not too late
Since when did you become a god?
You might be right, I've been tattered
'N torn, self destructing since I was born
So what's that got to do with you?

Close yet far - I've gone now
Safe and sound - I don't know how
Knuckled under - never giving up
And it all goes to show exactly what?

So much fun when you can tell me I'm dun
Such a sweet unchaining sound
Whisper me softly that I'm gonna die young
Before you do take a look into the ground
It's not my funeral

If you rip my life apart in no time
I'll put it back together in 2.5
How's that for punctuality?

Since you wanna fuck me over
And I know you do
Better be aware I'm gonna fuck you too
But you should by now be schooled in that very piece of my mind's obscurity


02. Shovel Knockout

Hundred killers after you
What the hell you gonna do?
Think they're gonna kick your ass
Bring you down, make you crash

I never thought the tables
Would turn like this
That one day on your grave
I'm gonna spit and piss

C'mon, you fucker, let's go
By this time you already know
With that standpoint of hias
You can kiss my Nordic pale white ass!

I'm a raw loose cannon til the end
To the depths of hell you
I will send

I don't think anyone ever liked me
And I don't give a fuck
Would you really think I ever dug you
Hit me with a shovel if I do


03. Roundtrip To Hell And Back

When I close my eyes I keep falling
Thought I'm plunging down it's like flying
It's funny how I'm so high yet never floated
So low
Just wanna revert from this horrid death row

And when I get back from numbness to feeling
Thinking I was out, I got pulled back in
Within this mother fucking

Deathfall
Confinement of terror
Roundtrip
To Hell and back
Save me
Forever lost I'm in
Bounded
In a place that one was heaven

Please don't let me go
Hold me tight
All I am asking
Is to make it right


04. Pussyfoot Miss Suicide

Hey there, I think I know you,
What was it, you're contending to do?
That's rite, manipulate everyone
Around to dream you're over due

You try to slit your wrists
With a dry, blunt block of wood
Upgrade it to a grater and still won't do no good
C'mon Miss Suicide, let me hand my blade
To you and since we're here
You might as well cut me too

Like an acid flashback, it all came
Back to me
Slipped to drop a hit of you, one second later
I vomit I od'd... oh yes indeed

You try to slit your wrists
With a dry, blunt block of wood
Upgrade it to a grater and still won't do no good
C'mon Miss Suicide, let me hand my blade
To you. And since we're here
You might as well kill me too

Miss Suicide, let me get the door for you
Let me love you black and blue
It's the least that I could do
Miss Suicide show me the way to go to the floor way down below
It's just a trifle hunch, that I'll beat u to the punch


05. Relentless Reckless Forever

I gotta say sometimes I just can't
Deem all the things I've done
Haunted to break the silence
Outcrying the truth that I want gone
... And I'll run

Back to the place where
I was told, drunken ignorance
Is Pure, true gold
Feeling safe to rage, star acting mad
No regret, I'm content to be bad

Relentless, no way I'm giving up
I dare you make me stop
Reckless - shattered dreams and broken ribs
Annihilated into bits
Forever - I'll stay on the run

You like to cling to my back like a monkey
Not even a chance you'd let me go
Fuck yea I'm a madman, a Jameson junkie
But I know u reap what u sow
And it all just goes to show


06. Ugly

Woke up to the sound of lucidity, feet on the ground
Overwhelming delight wipes out the wreck of my
Hollow mind

But when the dreams turn violent
Repulsive mirror likeness, if you lay out my broken bones
Beat up my heart with thirteen holes

Would want to see the tragedy
Of a mind that once belonged to me
Take one good glance and you'll agree
Like a said it's ugly, so goddamn ugly

After the terror you've seen
Try to act like a good human being
Guess the ship I did steer, sank in the sea
Of self loathing and fear


07. Cry Of The Nihilist

Don't care have faith or mindset
Plunder and pillage yet
Complain whine and cry like a baby
Ain't so tough after all
U claim that u don't believe in nothing
Goddamn that must be exhausting
I know, you know this is getting
Boring, a little dull, don't you think?

And not to mention hatred, loath and revulsion
You just throw around, like it's not even there

Embarrassing dissolution
Is that who
I have become
Over the years?
Aversion to entity and
Life in this world
Broke you up in tears

When the nite comes, when the sunlight dies
That's what it sounds like
When a nihilist cries

So it finally all got back to me
A real reactionary is what you'd like to be
When the nite comes, when the sunlight dies
That's what it sounds like when a nihilist cries


08. Was It Worth It?

I've been dragged through mud here
Completely beat up and torn
But when last night comes back
To me I sure as hell know

We rocked, went crazy
And far beyond
When I look back
And ask myself
Was it worth it?

Hell yeah
Ignore the pain
Hungover
But I'll do it again
Crying
Tears made of grit
Flying
Oh yes, it was worth it

Yeah!!

Withdrawal kicking in, I can't shake it
Yet in one way I have to take it

I'll rock, go nuts
And far beyond
And I look back
I don't need to know
Was it worth it?


10. Party All The Time

Girl
I can't understand it why you want to hurt me
After all the things I've done for you.
I buy you champagne and roses and diamonds on your finger -
Diamonds on your finger -
Still you hang out all night
what am I to do?

My girl wants to party all the time

Party all the time
party all the time.
My girl wants to party all the time
party all the time.

She parties all the time - party all the time
She likes to party all the time - party all the time
party all the time - she likes to party all the time
party all the time.

Girl

I've seen you in clubs just hanging out and dancing.
You give your number to every man you see.
You never come home at night because you're out romancing.
I wish you bring some of your love home to me.

But my girl wants to party all the time
My girl wants to party all the time

Party
Party
Party she likes to party all the time.
She likes to party all the time -
She lets her hair down
She lets her body down:
She lets her body
She lets her body down.
Party all the time - do you wanna get any party
Yeah.
Party all the time - party all the time.