Tracks

01. The Lost Way
02. Clinic For Dolls
03. Time
04. Mockers
05. Not Enough
06. The Last Tear
07. Home
08. I Ceased
09. A Single Touch
10. Why



01. The Lost Way

Lyrics by Anna Aya Stefanowicz
What can I do when I have no more power
To find the faith by sorrow devoured.
What can I say when hopes slowly fade
To again light the fire that got lost on the way.

How much more can I take?
What will come with the new day?
How much defeat, how many tears?
You need to cut all the thorns that pierce.
How many tears?
How much more can I take?
What will come with the new day?
How much defeat, how many tears?
You need to cut all the thorns that pierce.
How many tears?

What can I do, which way to go
To save myself, the last good thought.
What can I say when I'm out of breath,
Unable to find the key to cheat death.

How much more can I take?
What will come with the new day?
How much defeat, how many tears?
You need to cut all the thorns that pierce.
How many tears?
How much more can I take?
What will come with the new day?
How much defeat, how many tears?
You need to cut all the thorns that pierce.
How many tears?

What can I do when time runs like it's insane,
When old wounds are washed with acid again.
What can I say when the mocking world's power
Tears my heart into pieces like a fragile flower.
What can I do when I have no more power
To find the faith by sorrow devoured.
What can I say when hopes slowly fade
To again light the fire that got lost on the way.

How much more can I take?
What will come with the new day?
How much defeat, how many tears?
You need to cut all the thorns that pierce.
How many tears?
How much more can I take?
What will come with the new day?
How much defeat, how many tears?
You need to cut all the thorns that pierce.
How many tears?


02. Clinic For Dolls

Lyrics by Małgorzata Zielińska
She ran to the door - now impossible
For her to pass
Night as a guard
On the other side of time

She said - it will pass, after all
It must end
She said - I'll return transformed
With the power of places
Time crumbled, into grains of sand
Traces of feelings
How to remove the spell?

Clinic for dolls
White rooms, beds in rows
Clinic for dolls
Clinic for dolls
White ladies with aching souls

She said -what will be
Will be,tough luck
And she walked the night down the path
Of nightmares
Refused to listen when he told her
The world will harm you
How to,how to,how to,how to
How to remove the spell?

Clinic for dolls
White rooms, beds in rows
Clinic for dolls
Clinic for dolls
White ladies with aching souls

She ran to the door - now impossible
For her to pass
Night as a guard
On the other side of time

She said - it will pass, after all
It must end
She said - I'll return transformed
With the power of places
Time crumbled, into grains of sand
Traces of feelings
How to remove the spell?

Clinic for dolls
Glass eyes,dead smile
In the evil carnival

Clinic for dolls
Ballet of shadows with empty hearts

Clinic for dolls
Glass eyes,dead smile
In the evil carnival

Clinic for dolls
Ballet of shadows with empty,empty hearts


03. Time

Lyrics by Anna Aya Stefanowicz
When rain washes blood off the ground
Down the shadowy path I'll come by
When you utter your last sin aloud
My star will shine in the sky
When time decides to kill
When time closes our eyes
Our sins will vanish in tears
The ground will hush our cries

And the rain keeps falling outside
As if crying on our behalf
And the wind keeps howling outside
As if screaming on our behalf
And the rain keeps falling outside
As if crying on our behalf
And the wind keeps howling outside
For the eternal soul that I have

When the blood is washed off by rain
The sky will never shed tears again
I will utter my one last request
In silence my sadness will rest
And then time once again
Will open our eyes
The glow of new life shall reign
What was turned to dust shall rise

And the rain keeps falling outside
As if crying on our behalf
And the wind keeps howling outside
As if screaming on our behalf
And the rain keeps falling outside
As if crying on our behalf
And the wind keeps howling outside
For the eternal soul that I have

When time decides to kill
When time closes our eyes
Our sins will vanish in tears
And then time once again
Will open our eyes
The glow of new life will reign

And the rain keeps falling outside
As if crying on our behalf
And the wind keeps howling outside
As if screaming on our behalf
And the rain keeps falling outside
As if crying on our behalf
And the wind keeps howling outside
For the eternal soul that I have


04. Mockers

Lyrics by Anna Aya Stefanowicz
What was best,
Was fiercely crushed.
They killed the dreams,
And now they are gone.
Sneering smiles
Mocking looks
Pointing out sins,
They hide in their nooks.

The bloodthirsty band creeps out of the murk
The gun of sharp words on the verge of the dark,
To finish off our tainted hearts,
All that we saved torn apart.

How can they know,
That thanks to their mumble
They turn into gold
The defeat of the crumbled.
These shadowless men,
How can they know,
The power of the scorned
Is letting dreams go.

Merciless speech
Merciless acts
Words made of lead
Of beasts so voracious.
Sneering laughter,
Mocking glances,
Envious faces,
And lack of tolerance.

The bloodthirsty band creeps out of the murk
The gun of sharp words on the verge of the dark,
To finish off our tainted hearts,
All that we saved torn apart.

How can they know,
That thanks to their mumble
They turn into gold
The defeat of the crumbled.
These shadowless men,
How can they know,
The power of the scorned
Is letting dreams go.


05. Not Enough

Lyrics by Małgorzata Zielińska
Empty and strange
Bad omens catch the rain
Outside
The wind howls

All the years lost
Like fools we spent most
Of our lives
You and me

Not enough warmth
Hell was too cold
Shivering hands
And dark

Love's gone away
Ultimately slain
By our final
Night...

I thought you said
It's for the best
If nothing lasts
Forever

This night will grow old
And the sun so cold

I thought you said
It's for the best
If nothing lasts
Forever

This night will grow old
And the sun so cold

Not enough to say
On forest ways
And whispers as quiet
As night

In order to live
We need to believe
As long as we
Still can

Not enough dreams
To go down the stream
To places where light
Flickers

When in dark mirrors
Emptiness whirls
And heart wander
In fog

I thought you said
It's for the best
If nothing lasts
Forever

This night will grow old
And the sun so cold

I thought you said
It's for the best
If nothing lasts
Forever

This night will grow old
And the sun so cold

Not enough warmth
Hell was too cold
Shivering hands
And dark

Love's gone away
Ultimately slain
By our final
Night...

I thought you said
It's for the best
If nothing lasts
Forever

This night will grow old
And the sun so cold

I thought you said
It's for the best
If nothing lasts
Forever

This night will grow old
And the sun so cold


06. The Last Tear

Lyrics by Anna Aya Stefanowicz
Something out of me flows...
Love so unrestrained flees.
Slowly becoming less
My tears turn into seas...

I tore down the wall,
Armed well my own heart
Banished grief and pain
And made fear depart...

I'm not scared of the places
Where my heart hurts the most.
I'm not scared of the moments
My mind full of ghosts.
I'm not scared of the words,
That cut like a knife.
I'm not scared of dreams,
When it's hard to survive the night.

I hide from the world, my blurry eyes.
I don't reach out for help, I never ask why.
Kind God refuses to hear my requests.
Uncertainty chills the heart in my chest.
Slowly becoming less
My tears turn into seas...

I'm not scared of the places
Where my heart hurts the most.
I'm not scared of the moments
My mind full of ghosts.
I'm not scared of the words,
That cut like a knife.
I'm not scared of dreams,
When it's hard to survive the night.

Something out of me flows...
Love so unrestrained flees.
Slowly becoming less
My tears turn into seas...
I tore down the wall,
Armed well my own heart
Banished grief and pain
And made fear depart...

I'm not scared of the places
Where my heart hurts the most.
I'm not scared of the moments
My mind full of ghosts.
I'm not scared of the words,
That cut like a knife.
I'm not scared of dreams,
When it's hard to survive the night.


07. Home

Lyrics by Anna Aya Stefanowicz
Alone I look for the way
Hoping you're waiting for me
Where the hostile world has no say
That is where I always want to be.
Where my eyes want to follow
When I'm far away,
When life brings sorrow,
Into silence I escape.

Among the stars
There is a place
To where my heart
Always returns.

Alone I look for the way
Hoping you're waiting for me
Where the hostile world has no say
That is where I always want to be.
Where my rush of thoughts
In oblivion drowns
To forget the evil lot
I will sleep in safe arms.

Among the stars
There is a place
To where my heart
Always returns.

There I always have some time
To heal every wound,
To help the life's shine
Long forgotten, return.
There is such a place,
My own little space,
After each lost battle
Its power remains.
There I always have some time
To heal every wound,
To help the life's shine
Long forgotten, return.
There is such a place,
My own little space,
After each lost battle
Its power remains.

Among the stars
There is a place
To where my heart
Always returns.

There is always some room
When the world brings me gloom.


08. I Ceased

Lyrics by Małgorzata Zielińska
I ceased to say what I feel
I didn't stop feeling, did I?
It's an eyesore to hear something real
Slowly faith also dies
Silence fails to bring salvation
Maybe there is none at all?
I will not find the direction
To places where hope still strolls

One word and a word too much
Was spoken between us tonight
Broke the calm before the storm
Tore the velvet of the night

Now live the way you like
Don't ask me how I feel
When words are full of spikes
No thoughts ever seems to be real
When our ways, our ways again
Go apart and we can't carry on
Why play on, why remain
Maybe rain, maybe wind
Will bring back faith to us

One word and a word too much
Was spoken between us tonight
Broke the calm before the storm
Tore the velvet of the night

I ceased to say what I feel
I didn't stop feeling, did I?
It's an eyesore to hear something real
Do what you want, live as you like
The turmoil of words we know
I don't want anymore empty terms
What will be time will show...

One word and a word too much
Was spoken between us tonight
Broke the calm before the storm
Tore the velvet of the night


09. A Single Touch

Lyrics by Anna Aya Stefanowicz
Why are you not here,
I'm waiting for you
The our is late
Outside a full moon
I look in the closet
With all of my dreams,
Hung on the hangers
Are our memories

Single touch,a single stare
The air stood still as thick as glue
Like inspiration, out of nowhere
You changed the world I knew

Time so slowly runs
I yearn for the day
When longing shall pass
When I finish this game
You're finally here
Your face full of sorrow
Caused my heart to chill
And burned my eyes hollow

Single touch,a single stare
The air stood still as thick as glue
Like inspiration, out of nowhere
You changed the world I knew
Single touch,a single stare
The air stood still as thick as glue
Like inspiration, out of nowhere
You changed the world I knew

We walked in the forest
Picking blackberries
Your basket was full
Of blood-red raspberries
And just as a bolt
That comes from the blue
Your unspeakable sorrow
Into my basket flew
We walked in the forest
Looking for flames
Walking barefooted on the ground's solid frame
And just as a bolt
That comes from the blue
Your unspeakable sorrow
Into my basket flew

Single touch, a single stare
The air stood still as thick as glue
Like inspiration, out of nowhere
You changed the world I knew
Single touch, a single stare
The air stood still as thick as glue
Like inspiration, out of nowhere
You changed the world I knew


10. Why

Lyrics by Małgorzata Zielińska
In the purple glow of the fall
In shivering, chilled arms of trees
Struck with the very last breath
Our love like a dragonfly flees

In the purple glow of the fall
In shivering, chilled arms of trees
Struck with the very last breath
Our love like a dragonfly flees

Why? Why?Why? Why?!!
I keep asking, why?
Obsession, depression
Resurrecting the past
Same fear in the eyes
Same fighting for air
Time turned dusty grey
The evil steps echo
Why?

There's no need to look for the culprit
Maybe there is no one to blame
Life is sometimes been unfair
It gives us love and then takes it away

There's no need to look for the culprit
Maybe there is no one to blame
Life is sometimes been unfair
It gives us love and then takes it away

Why? Why?Why? Why?!!
I keep asking, why?
Obsession, depression
Resurrecting the past
Same fear in the eyes
Same fighting for air
Time turned dusty grey
The evil steps echo
Why?

Someone slam the door on my heart
Run down the stairs without...

Someone slam the door on my heart
Run down the stairs without...

Someone slam the door on my heart
Run down the stairs without...

Someone slam the door on my heart
Run down the stairs without saying sorry.

Why? Why?Why? Why?
I keep asking, why?
Obsession, depression
Resurrecting the past
Same fear in the eyes
Same fighting for air
Time turned dusty grey
The evil steps echo
Why?