Love

^ that's a good advise actually.

Five times? Y U NO TRY ALCOHOL!!?

Written by [user id=28526] on 30.11.2011 at 18:04
Five times? Y U NO TRY ALCOHOL!!?

Alcohol gave me the courage to actually attempt suicide... so that might not be the best advice for some people.

Written by Angelic Storm on 30.11.2011 at 18:21

Written by [user id=28526] on 30.11.2011 at 18:04
Five times? Y U NO TRY ALCOHOL!!?

Alcohol gave me the courage to actually attempt suicide... so that might not be the best advice for some people.

Not drinking home alone, I meant it like Alcohol(maybe some weed ?) + some stupid friends = good times

Anyway it worked for me(maybe because whenever I feel depressed it becomes an anger so I start to hit stuff and get in fights, and piss people off etc, so alcohol helps me to chill)

Written by Roro on 30.11.2011 at 13:18
i just hope that she came to u bcoz she wants u, not bcoz she's feeling rejected and having low esteem.
i am not for the idea of moving together now, very soon for that, both need more time to talk together, to be more open towards each other.
here is a thing,why u dont try spend a weekend together somewhere as a start?

Trust me, this has been a long time coming. We've talked about it at length to make sure this was the decision she wanted to make, and one she felt comfortable making. She's wanted to leave her ex for almost 4 months. She emailed me a while back expressing that, and from there we talked. That's when she revealed it was a mistake, we never should have broke up, I never should have left, etc.

As for moving in, I've already lived with her before. We agreed to start slow though, as if we're just two friends living in the same house. We aren't going about this like we're already together. We still need time to make sure all the kinks are worked out. So it might be a matter of spending a week there and realizing it's not the right move. I always have a way back out West. I just don't think it will be necessary.

Written by [user id=28526] on 30.11.2011 at 18:47
Not drinking home alone, I meant it like Alcohol(maybe some weed ?) + some stupid friends = good times

Anyway it worked for me(maybe because whenever I feel depressed it becomes an anger so I start to hit stuff and get in fights, and piss people off etc, so alcohol helps me to chill)

If you need substances to relax yourself, you are quite weak. Also, lol, depressed anger management clusterfuck.

Some love might help too, just so I don't steer off-topic.

I hope things go right this time, i see u're fighting for such thing to happen so u deserve a better ending .. i knew u were keeping a kind and sentimental person underneath that gloomy black metal head
she's lucky .. keep posting the updates, i still thirst for more
... and for u my sweetie JD , here's something whenever u feel anger

Written by vezzy on 30.11.2011 at 21:21

Some love might help too, just so I don't steer off-topic.

That's cliche Oprah, I expected something better than this.

Written by Roro on 30.11.2011 at 22:35

and for u my sweetie JD , here's something whenever u feel anger
*Anger Management*

That's one of my favorite movies

Written by [user id=28526] on 30.11.2011 at 22:39

Written by vezzy on 30.11.2011 at 21:21

Some love might help too, just so I don't steer off-topic.

That's cliche Oprah, I expected something better than this.

Oprah said that love might help? How weird. Is she not certain anymore?

Written by Troy Killjoy on 29.11.2011 at 22:47
I've tried (and failed, thankfully) five times.

Oh man
*Bro hug*

Written by X-Ray Rod on 02.12.2011 at 22:30
Oh man
*Bro hug*

It's in the past, and I'm in a better place now. But thanks for the sentiments.

Written by Troy Killjoy on 02.12.2011 at 22:31

Written by X-Ray Rod on 02.12.2011 at 22:30
Oh man
*Bro hug*

It's in the past, and I'm in a better place now. But thanks for the sentiments.

No man... I just.. caught... something in my eye man... Damn onions.

It might sound cheesy but I was really glad when you came back in the end... and I don't even know where Zimbabwe is located.

Written by X-Ray Rod on 02.12.2011 at 22:33
and I don't even know where Zimbabwe is located.

I just woke up here one day. It's in the southwest, almost near the ocean but it's landlocked.

Written by Troy Killjoy on 02.12.2011 at 22:40

Written by X-Ray Rod on 02.12.2011 at 22:33
and I don't even know where Zimbabwe is located.

I just woke up here one day. It's in the southwest, almost near the ocean but it's landlocked.

That must have been one hell of a "welcome back" party....

I've always been so non-conformis that its fucking retarded. I've been realizing lately that its no use expecting everyone to be perfect, and I've also been finding that most people in college are way cooler than in highschool. Still, I never chill with anyone whose not into music, skateboarding, or running or something haha. It's not really too much social anxiety either. I usually just way over analyze everyone, so I never really get to know people until they pass my test in a way. Totally inhibits a lot of relationships, and romantic ones. At the same time though, I'd rather not have to spend a lot of time keeping up with a lot of relationships and instead keep up with the real friends I have now.

Friendship is as much a part of love as being in a romantic relationship.

Even the kind without benefits.

Goddammit I'm the stupidest fucking person alive.

Written by Troy Killjoy on 10.12.2011 at 20:26

Goddammit I'm the stupidest fucking person alive.

Spill the beans.

Ugh, just some stupid shit happened. I'm gonna lock myself in my room for a solid few hours and listen to music. Maybe eat some ice cream and cookies while I'm at it.

Written by [user id=115335] on 11.12.2011 at 01:13


I've never understood comfort eating. When I'm down, I actually can't eat.

it works differently with me. because i eat as hell when i get mad or upset. but nothing when i get depressed and it could last for days without feeling hunger.

hope ice cream is helping in ur case ..

Written by [user id=115335] on 11.12.2011 at 01:13

When I'm down, I actually can't eat.

Me too, but I drink.

Written by [user id=115335] on 11.12.2011 at 01:13

I've never understood comfort eating. When I'm down, I actually can't eat.

Me neither. But only when I'm angry, irritated, nervous.

If I'm just depressed and emo, eating (and drinking) is what makes me happy as hell. Works well. I generally feel awful in the mornings but after having some fried eggs, ham, fish etc, add coffee and cigarettes and you get a positive and merry me.

Every time I feel down, I like to cut myself...






... another piece of cheesecake.

Love isn't that important anyway. Love can make you feel bad. Eating good food can only make you feel good.

Don't try excess comfort eating without sufficient physical exercise routine tho.

Written by Ernis on 11.12.2011 at 01:37
cigarettes

Heh, weird... I really don't know why but for some reason you didn't seem like a smoker to me.

Written by X-Ray Rod on 11.12.2011 at 01:41

Written by Ernis on 11.12.2011 at 01:37
cigarettes

Heh, weird... I really don't know why but for some reason you didn't seem like a smoker to me.

Avid.

However, my wallet is forcing me to reduce the frequency.

In any case, I'm off to raid the fridge and have my before-bed cigarette.

I think I was overreacting. I'm fine now, no big deal. Living in the moment.

Written by Troy Killjoy on 11.12.2011 at 01:56

I think I was overreacting. I'm fine now, no big deal. Living in the moment.

Yeah, look at the light side: You got ice cream. I don't have Ice cream here

Written by X-Ray Rod on 11.12.2011 at 04:29
Yeah, look at the light side: You got ice cream. I don't have Ice cream here

I love ice cream.

My one true love.

I'm reading this thread for the first time and I must say that everyone's lives seem to be fucked up at some point. But if you try suicide and succeed... dunno, dudes, whatever your problems are, is it really worth the end of the game? I never got to the point where I've actually tried suicide although I contemplated it, because when you kill yourself, it will fuck up at least one person's life and launch them into depression and blaming of self.
Since the last topic of discussion was comfort eating... Troy, starting with today, you won't be able to do a lot of it anyway if you wanna stay true to the pact

Written by Milena on 14.12.2011 at 14:56

I'm reading this thread for the first time and I must say that everyone's lives seem to be fucked up at some point. But if you try suicide and succeed... dunno, dudes, whatever your problems are, is it really worth the end of the game?

You know what's really sick? Hating yourself so much that you don't kill yourself. Not because you like being alive, but because you don't want to give yourself the luxury of non-existence, you torture yourself by sustaining your existence. Bet dr Phil wouldn't have thought of that!

Anyways, back to love. I love coffee.