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Posted by Troy Killjoy on 14.12.2011 at 23:17
Due to the off-topic conversations in the love thread leading to talks of suicide, depression, angst, anxiety, and the likes...

This is your place to discuss your inner conflicts, share with others or simply give positive advice to people suffering. Reflect on past experiences, post your views on mental illnesses, share stories of family members who suffer from such illnesses - basically just keep it on topic.

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no one

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Age: 33
From: New Zealand

  03.07.2015 at 01:02
Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 21:35

Written by no one on 02.07.2015 at 21:31

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 16:21

I take anti depressants for depression and anxiety, but I would never think it was the only way to solve the problem. Doctors always say that it's not a solution. It helps me have a bit more energy and gets me out of bed in the morning, so I can then exercise or do whatever. Anyone who takes an anti depressant and thinks depression will disappear is wrong surely?
What ones you on now, i cant get of the the fucking things


my wife's dad and his wife think anti depressants are the answer to life.


I suppose I can't speak for everyone. Some people probably feel completely different with them. I've had like 4 different types in the last year because they all had weird side effects. The side effect of one "feelings of depression" .... sigh haha

what ones you on now? i cant get off the fucking things
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Belegûr
Arise In Might!

Posts: 317

Age: 29
From: UK

  03.07.2015 at 01:21
Written by no one on 03.07.2015 at 01:02

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 21:35

Written by no one on 02.07.2015 at 21:31

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 16:21

I take anti depressants for depression and anxiety, but I would never think it was the only way to solve the problem. Doctors always say that it's not a solution. It helps me have a bit more energy and gets me out of bed in the morning, so I can then exercise or do whatever. Anyone who takes an anti depressant and thinks depression will disappear is wrong surely?
What ones you on now, i cant get of the the fucking things


my wife's dad and his wife think anti depressants are the answer to life.


I suppose I can't speak for everyone. Some people probably feel completely different with them. I've had like 4 different types in the last year because they all had weird side effects. The side effect of one "feelings of depression" .... sigh haha

what ones you on now? i cant get off the fucking things


Sertraline hydrochloride at the moment. Got the dosage upped a couple of months ago. You?
no one

Posts: 4082

Age: 33
From: New Zealand

  03.07.2015 at 03:05
Written by Belegûr on 03.07.2015 at 01:21

Written by no one on 03.07.2015 at 01:02

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 21:35

Written by no one on 02.07.2015 at 21:31

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 16:21

I take anti depressants for depression and anxiety, but I would never think it was the only way to solve the problem. Doctors always say that it's not a solution. It helps me have a bit more energy and gets me out of bed in the morning, so I can then exercise or do whatever. Anyone who takes an anti depressant and thinks depression will disappear is wrong surely?
What ones you on now, i cant get of the the fucking things


my wife's dad and his wife think anti depressants are the answer to life.


I suppose I can't speak for everyone. Some people probably feel completely different with them. I've had like 4 different types in the last year because they all had weird side effects. The side effect of one "feelings of depression" .... sigh haha

what ones you on now? i cant get off the fucking things


Sertraline hydrochloride at the moment. Got the dosage upped a couple of months ago. You?

Effexor xr…demons drug
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Belegûr
Arise In Might!

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Age: 29
From: UK

  03.07.2015 at 15:03
Written by no one on 03.07.2015 at 03:05

Written by Belegûr on 03.07.2015 at 01:21

Written by no one on 03.07.2015 at 01:02

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 21:35

Written by no one on 02.07.2015 at 21:31

Written by Belegûr on 02.07.2015 at 16:21

I take anti depressants for depression and anxiety, but I would never think it was the only way to solve the problem. Doctors always say that it's not a solution. It helps me have a bit more energy and gets me out of bed in the morning, so I can then exercise or do whatever. Anyone who takes an anti depressant and thinks depression will disappear is wrong surely?
What ones you on now, i cant get of the the fucking things


my wife's dad and his wife think anti depressants are the answer to life.


I suppose I can't speak for everyone. Some people probably feel completely different with them. I've had like 4 different types in the last year because they all had weird side effects. The side effect of one "feelings of depression" .... sigh haha

what ones you on now? i cant get off the fucking things


Sertraline hydrochloride at the moment. Got the dosage upped a couple of months ago. You?

Effexor xr…demons drug


Not been on that one. I was on Mirtazapine and it basically knocked me out for like 10 hours. They say the symptoms were improved. Of course they were, I was unconscious most of the time.
no one

Posts: 4082

Age: 33
From: New Zealand

  04.07.2015 at 09:41
Written by Belegûr on 03.07.2015 at 15:03


Not been on that one. I was on Mirtazapine and it basically knocked me out for like 10 hours. They say the symptoms were improved. Of course they were, I was unconscious most of the time.

Never heard of those ones, i have been on flurox, citelapram,aropax and now effexor over the period of 11 years.

I hope those ones are ok to come off if you ever feel the need.
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3rdWorld
The Psilosopher

Posts: 1455

Age: 24
From: India

  25.08.2016 at 22:24
It depresses me so much that I'm not much depressed these days.
Cynic Metalhead
Atrocious Virgin

Posts: 4634

Age: 26
From: India

  26.08.2016 at 08:21
Written by 3rdWorld on 25.08.2016 at 22:24

I'm not much depressed these days.


That's depression.
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3rdWorld
The Psilosopher

Posts: 1455

Age: 24
From: India

  26.08.2016 at 19:02
Written by Cynic Metalhead on 26.08.2016 at 08:21

That's depression.

Not really. It feels like a state of depressive anhedonia.
Cynic Metalhead
Atrocious Virgin

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Age: 26
From: India

  26.08.2016 at 20:26
Written by 3rdWorld on 26.08.2016 at 19:02

Written by Cynic Metalhead on 26.08.2016 at 08:21

That's depression.

Not really. It feels like a state of depressive anhedonia.


As long as it's not harming to yourself, it's perfectly fine.

You know I don't get depression and want to know why? I believe in chronic wankery.
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no one

Posts: 4082

Age: 33
From: New Zealand

  26.08.2016 at 22:48
Quote:
Written by Cynic Metalhead on 26.08.2016 at 20:26


Not really. It feels like a state of depressive anhedonia.


As long as it's not harming to yourself, it's perfectly fine.

You know I don't get depression

clearly
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!J.O.O.E.!
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Age: 32
From: UK

  27.08.2016 at 13:23
So I was diagnosed (finally, at 32!) as ADHD last week. Probably get thrown on ritalin next week some time so intrigued to see what effect it has on me. I'll be one of them medicated lot. I'm still partly convinced it's actually temporal lobe epilepsy, which apparently causes inattentive behaviour, because of the weird deju vu shit and stuff I do in my sleep but nothing showed up in an MRI so guess it probably isn't that.

Not sure that falls under mental illness, more a disorder I guess. At any rate, if nothing else, I can now explain away why I'm such a lazy fucker.
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3rdWorld
The Psilosopher

Posts: 1455

Age: 24
From: India

  27.08.2016 at 19:58
Written by !J.O.O.E.! on 27.08.2016 at 13:23

So I was diagnosed (finally, at 32!) as ADHD last week.

Was there any significant reason you chose to have a diagnosis for?
!J.O.O.E.!
Defunct

Posts: 18317

Age: 32
From: UK

  27.08.2016 at 20:06
Written by 3rdWorld on 27.08.2016 at 19:58

Was there any significant reason you chose to have a diagnosis for?

The main reason was me flunking university badly. I know I have pretty above average reading comprehension but I could just never absorb the reading material. I would be distracted by any minor noise or thing, and would just end up reading whole sentences over and over and just never really being able to put together an essay. Weirdly I came top in my class at college but I was really into the course which I guess is why. If I'm interested in it then I'm fine, if I'm vaguely uninterested in it it's impossible for me to focus on it. I got diagnosed pretty easily because I was a bit of a nightmare as a child as I was considered hyperactive: I got kicked out of two schools because I was so impulsive and out and control. I calmed down in my teenage years but I guess that's when I became inattentive. Could never concentrate in class, etc.

Lots of other reasons too: have terrible memory for details; am useless at following verbal instructions; I zone out when my girlfriend is talking to me about her day; generally pretty disorganised at life, and so on.

I guess I'm lucky I never developed depression or anxiety as a result which is apparently pretty common.
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3rdWorld
The Psilosopher

Posts: 1455

Age: 24
From: India

  27.08.2016 at 20:25
^Wow, that definitely sounds lucky indeed.

I've been depressed ever since my earliest memory maybe because some of my earliest and strongest imprinted memories were entirely negative. Yeah but looking back, that's how my childhood was I guess.
Karlabos
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Age: 28
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  27.08.2016 at 23:49
Written by !J.O.O.E.! on 27.08.2016 at 20:06

I would be distracted by any minor noise or thing, and would just end up reading whole sentences over and over

If I'm interested in it then I'm fine, if I'm vaguely uninterested in it it's impossible for me to focus on it.

have terrible memory for details;

wow, I also have all that stuff :p

that's why I chose a graduation I was interested in, if I had picked something quite boring just for the money I think I'd never had succeeded.
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no one

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Age: 33
From: New Zealand

  Today at 00:02
Written by !J.O.O.E.! on 27.08.2016 at 20:06


The main reason was me flunking university badly. I know I have pretty above average reading comprehension but I could just never absorb the reading material. I would be distracted by any minor noise or thing, and would just end up reading whole sentences over and over and just never really being able to put together an essay. Weirdly I came top in my class at college but I was really into the course which I guess is why. If I'm interested in it then I'm fine, if I'm vaguely uninterested in it it's impossible for me to focus on it. I got diagnosed pretty easily because I was a bit of a nightmare as a child as I was considered hyperactive: I got kicked out of two schools because I was so impulsive and out and control. I calmed down in my teenage years but I guess that's when I became inattentive. Could never concentrate in class, etc.

Lots of other reasons too: have terrible memory for details; am useless at following verbal instructions; I zone out when my girlfriend is talking to me about her day; generally pretty disorganised at life, and so on.

I guess I'm lucky I never developed depression or anxiety as a result which is apparently pretty common.


I don't think the zoning out when your girlfriend is talking about her day is part of the disorder

I know a few guys with adhd who reckon cannabis works better that Ritalin, it doesn't really seem to get them stoned either, but i think i remember you saying you don't get along with weed.

Strange that your a into drone, music that probably needs the longest attention span.
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Cynic Metalhead
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Age: 26
From: India

  Today at 00:10
I'll still go on a record and say that Joe's condition is a very normal behavior among many other people who diagnosed with OCD's and start hurting themselves. Time and again, when you pushing yourself in deep trouble, that's where you inviting a danger.

So far what Joe is diagnosed has been reached to the level where it's affecting his normal life(thus taking medication). What i've seen are those people who suffer from little bit disorder towards themselves/people/loved ones/life and they make these disorders normal events. Not been depressed but these events become their follow-up schedule in life and the great part is, they're happy in it. Not a single cent of any anxiety/depression/dejection/obliteration found to be in these people who live normal life.

Even though they went to psychologist counselor for assistance, they treated like a normal people with few issues. They never come to know that such kind of people been affected to disorders has normalize to their life.
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!J.O.O.E.!
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Age: 32
From: UK

  Today at 04:23
Written by no one on Today at 00:02


I don't think the zoning out when your girlfriend is talking about her day is part of the disorder

I know a few guys with adhd who reckon cannabis works better that Ritalin, it doesn't really seem to get them stoned either, but i think i remember you saying you don't get along with weed.

Strange that your a into drone, music that probably needs the longest attention span.

I get that not everyone listens to their partner or whatever, but for me sometimes I really try to listen, like, be completely aware that I should be listening, but my mind just cuts out and before I realised it I've missed minutes of what she's says because I was thinking about something totally different :/

I actually think ambient stuff without structure is better for low attention span, because there's not specific details that need to be heard. I think things like funeral doom are the hardest because it's proper song structures but really drawn out. Probably very taste dependent too.

And yeah, I can't smoke weed at all. It puts me in a really weird state, even though I'm ok with hallucinogens like 2CB and LSD. ADHD is a weird thing though where stimulants supposedly calm down and help focus people with it, but I don't know how weed would interact with it. Probably heaps of forums about it though I imagine.
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!J.O.O.E.!
Defunct

Posts: 18317

Age: 32
From: UK

  Today at 04:31
Written by Karlabos on 27.08.2016 at 23:49

wow, I also have all that stuff :p

that's why I chose a graduation I was interested in, if I had picked something quite boring just for the money I think I'd never had succeeded.

Yeah I did film because I thought it would be fun, but it ended being lots of reading on politics and sociology and really pretentiously written critiques of films by critics that were clearly getting paid by the word. I can totally hyperfocus on something I enjoy, like conversations on here for example. Otherwise it's just an uphill struggle. I should have chosen something more practical and hands on really.
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no one

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Age: 33
From: New Zealand

  Today at 04:38
Written by !J.O.O.E.! on Today at 04:31

Written by Karlabos on 27.08.2016 at 23:49

wow, I also have all that stuff :p

that's why I chose a graduation I was interested in, if I had picked something quite boring just for the money I think I'd never had succeeded.

Yeah I did film because I thought it would be fun, but it ended being lots of reading on politics and sociology and really pretentiously written critiques of films by critics that were clearly getting paid by the word. I can totally hyperfocus on something I enjoy, like conversations on here for example. Otherwise it's just an uphill struggle. I should have chosen something more practical and hands on really.


Hyperfocus ...the distance from where things start to be focused?
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!J.O.O.E.!
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Age: 32
From: UK

  Today at 04:43
Written by no one on Today at 04:38


Hyperfocus ...the distance from where things start to be focused?

Nah =P the opposite of inattentiveness, where a person will focus too much on one thing for too long. Every now and then I'll find a game where I'll play it for like 20 hours and think about nothing else. That kind of thing. I don't think it's just a trait of ADHD, but it's quite a common thing for those that do get it. Ironic really considering it's the opposite of what generally ADHD is about.
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  Today at 11:21
If you want a different take on mental matters these two guys do offer some interesting read. Its not a easy read or ride but definentely worth it if you ever thought about normality or why some people get depressed and others dont.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Madness_and_Civilization
This is probably more interesting for anyone with some diagnosis.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Being_and_Time
This is probably more interesting for those who are interested in the phenomenon of depression and angst.
Mikolaj

Posts: 228

Age: 21
From: Poland

  Today at 11:42
Written by !J.O.O.E.! on 27.08.2016 at 20:06

Written by 3rdWorld on 27.08.2016 at 19:58

Was there any significant reason you chose to have a diagnosis for?

The main reason was me flunking university badly. I know I have pretty above average reading comprehension but I could just never absorb the reading material. I would be distracted by any minor noise or thing, and would just end up reading whole sentences over and over and just never really being able to put together an essay. Weirdly I came top in my class at college but I was really into the course which I guess is why. If I'm interested in it then I'm fine, if I'm vaguely uninterested in it it's impossible for me to focus on it. I got diagnosed pretty easily because I was a bit of a nightmare as a child as I was considered hyperactive: I got kicked out of two schools because I was so impulsive and out and control. I calmed down in my teenage years but I guess that's when I became inattentive. Could never concentrate in class, etc.

Lots of other reasons too: have terrible memory for details; am useless at following verbal instructions; I zone out when my girlfriend is talking to me about her day; generally pretty disorganised at life, and so on.

I guess I'm lucky I never developed depression or anxiety as a result which is apparently pretty common.


Now that I read your text I think I might have ADHD too. I have never made a diagnose but I had exactly the same problems (and still probably have) in school. I was always quite intelligent but somehow I could never absorb the whole learning material which was in school. I also get distracted very easily so that it often happens that I forget everything "important" which is around me. (its a bit better nowadays but it still happens occasionally). I also have major organization problems and my elementary school teacher at that time questioned If I ever would attend a higher school. Now that I'm in university I broke up one study already simply because I couldnt organize my time with learning and got distracted too easily. The thing is also that the subject wasnt always that interesting as I hoped and so I automatically couldnt pay attention to it as was needed. Things that interest me get my full attention (even too much I must say) but if something interests me just remotely less its like my brain suddenly turns off. I also just suck at verbal instructions and I'm probably always the last who understands a joke.

For about two month I'm using pills which help me to be more active, because I was such a lazy bastard before and it really helps me. I have a really good job at the moment and I do many things but the time organization is still a big problem for me. I begin a new study in october which interests me more than the last anyway and I really hope that I can do the best right from the beginning.
Vombatus
Potorro

Posts: 1906
From: Belgium

  Today at 12:32
I took Ritalin a few times to get high, it's a nice and cheap way to do it But that's coz I have a friend with ADHD who takes a lot of it.

Like a lot of people, I also tick most of the boxes for ADHD but I have difficulties to discern whether it's actually the condition, laziness or just something else.

Always had attention problems, get distracted easily, learning disabilities coz I couldn't bother paying attention, and when something doesn't really interest me it's almost impossible for me to complete it correctly or on time.
It's particularly annoying at work, where I just watch the deadline approach and have this urge to continue procrastinating yet internally always want to puch myself to do it. Then I start freaking out when the end is near and do the job in crappy way (or at least, knowing I can do much better) or just admit I didn't do it. I also get burned out of doing the same tasks with extreme ease, which worsens the situation considerably. On top of that, I tend to turn off my brain (as in, I don't really know what I'm thinking of at that moment) when someone talks about something I'm not interest in, which makes for some weird situations sometimes

On the other hand, I have great memory for details and overall, I'm quite well organized and tidy. So that probably rules out ADHD, and I'm just lazy (or something worse ).

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