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Far away and oh so near
I lost my way as I found my place
In this damned
Playground of the universe
On the tracks of blood drops from my kin's veins

Once again
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And as I turn back
I hear your cries, calling me, I hear you screaming my name
As I close my eyes and hide the past inside
Wishing there was nothing to remember you by

Félek, álmomban itt voltál, éreztem a szívem meghasadt
Éreztem a lelkem szétszakadt, és igaz volt minden
Nem csak álom mely elvész a reggellel
Once again
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And as I turn back
I hear your cries, calling me, I hear you screaming my name
As I close my eyes and hide the past inside
Wishing there was nothing to remember you by

Once again I am back here
With you inside this dream
And I try to believe
Trying to believe
To believe that I'm forgiven
That my tears are not in vein

And as I turn back
I hear your cries, calling me, I hear you screaming my name
As I close my eyes and hide the past inside
Wishing there was nothing to remember you by

She's not to be seen today
Silent in me, doesn't scream
But there's a noise

That's she
Just careful once again
While you're with me
She's brave as you leave

Please stay
Don't go, you love me
Shield me
Save me
Love me bravely
From the soul's core she descends
Screamingly blames, feverish madness
She works as poison in me
And falls asleep

Oh... so rarely

She lives inside and out
And when the moonlit night is white
She's delving into my mother's grave

"You gave birth and died!"

She looks at me sometimes
Tears the days away from my calendar
It's up to her forever after, ever
How far and where... forever, never...

You were sleeping when she arrived
I stood naked in the night
Strange fragrance drifted
Cold breath touched my ears
No one was here to save me from tears

Flay yourself
Don't be defended by your skin
You are only raw meat, naked nerves
Flay yourself
Foolish are all the ones who pride their skin
The lying jail, raw meat of sins

Stepping through an old forgotten door
Into a world of sorrow and joy
Buried under spider webbed memories
Some things are never to be found

I try, try, try to keep my eyes open
But the night around me is just as dark
I try, try, try to keep my fading strength alive
But the darkness creeps into my mind

A thousand dreams march through the night
A thousand dreams destroy my life

Rusty silence grows inside the darkness
Feverish dreams slip through the walls
He holds my hand and I am now flying
Over the shadows of the moors

I try, try, try to keep my eyes open
But the night around me is just as dark
I try, try, try to keep my fading strength alive
But the darkness creeps into my mind

A thousand dreams march through the night
A thousand dreams destroy my life

The morning wakes me, eerie silence
Blood drops leave my hands
Only my conscience's heard
Wondering where to run from myself

Fragile moments come to life inside my head
And turn into an army of... an army of unspeakable fear
Reality is now a dream
And I am all by myself against them
Could I... could I ever win or will I just become
One of them?

A thousand dreams march through the night
A thousand dreams destroy my life

So strong is the silence
So harsh is the touch of the air
Beauty...
Can you not see the rays of the light
Shining through my eyes
My love
Is free for your heart

Do you care if it bleeds me
Do you care if it drowns me
Slowly
In a cloud blood red
Cut my wings
My strength
Oh save yourself
I need a moment
To feel your care

Save yourself
Don't let me drown into
This life

Away from the dark, afraid of the light
Shadows around... The emptiness cries out
Into the darkness of senses to try and forget
The morning waits outside the night

Cut my skin and hurt me
Kiss me and comfort me
I want to feel reality struggle through my brain... my veins

Wondering dreaming illusions of life throughout our days
And wake up with empty eyes to pretend another day
Will bring something to live for... to live for today

Wish I'd stayed there in the dark
Wish I never crawled into the light
Wish there was enough light to fill my heart

Away from the dark, afraid of the light
Shadows around... The Emptiness cries out
Into the darkness of senses to try and forget
The morning waits outside the night

Oh Paris give yourself to me
Your smell is sweeter than hyacinth
Your sweat in cinnamon, lily is the filth
Don't you stamp on the violet of sins

Birth and Death
Tears and sweat
Your scents are so near, awaken my fear
It fills my soul
I'm drowning in you

Madness fights me as hate adores love
With empty eyes I beg for love
Could you love me? Could you die?
For a word I just thought, for a lie?

For I die

As the night falls
Shadows grow over the mind
The cross in my hand
Strikes down the light

For I die
And I burn with a frozen heart
Desperately I've no fear inside
'Cause the world let me in
And now it closes me out

The fragrance of beauty lies dead on the ground
All that I want is a bottle of Love

Eyes in the dark
The illusions of love
The smell of your heart
Emotions driven out
Ripped bones around
As hate adores Love

For I die
And I burn with a frozen heart
Desperately I've no fear inside
'Cause the world let me in
And now it closes me out

Loving arms crushed me softly
As she whispered tears into the air
Happy hours drowned cruelly
Into days of endless despair

Laughter died a painful death there
Filled the air with deadly sparks
Soft screaming voice chased me away
Caressed my wounds as she tore me apart

Run away, run away, run away
From the pain inside and scream
Run away, run away, run away
From the eyes that beg you to stay
From the eyes that beg you to stay away
To find your way alone

Somewhere from the inside
Blurry scenes cut sharp wounds into my heart
I'm lost in my obscure oblivion

Run away, run away, run away
From the pain inside and scream
Run away, run away, run away
From the eyes that beg you to stay
From the eyes that beg you to stay away
To find your way alone

Warmed up by cold hands, frozen inside
I listened to rhymes
Turn into distant, old sounds
Echoing, shouting, fading inside

The night sky descends onto the mind
Leaving capricious dusk behind
In the silence of the depths the sky spins star shine above me

Bleeding white moon watches shadows cross the land
And vanish at the edge of the light

Someone will miss me when this night is over
Someone...

Bleeding white moon watches shadows cross the land
And vanish at the edge of the light

Someone will miss me when this night is over
Someone... somewhere...
Someone... somewhere...

Then it drifts away, suddenly it
Drifts away and I am left wondering
When this darkness will end
When this pain will cease to be
When can I feel life again?

Bleeding white moon watches shadows cross the land
And vanish at the edge of the light

Someone will miss me
When this night is over
Someone... somewhere...
Someone... somewhere...