What Have I done,
This isn’t me,
Is this you,
Pulling my strings..
Your Tearing my body apart, apart, apart, apart,
Screaming till no one hears me, hear, hears, me..
Is this pain,
Or is it guilt,
Eating away,
On all that’s left..
Now I’m feeling so ashamed, ashamed, ashamed, ashamed,
For the misery I caused, I caused, caused, you..
Sometimes I loose myself,
A picture flickers through,
The air is hard to breath,
I’ve fallen to my knees,
My heart it starts to slow..
Get up, Fight it, Strike out, Break through the walls of fear.
Stay strong, Don’t stray, Strike out, They’re all your enemy.
Get up, Fight it, Strike out, Break through the walls of fear.
Stay strong, Don’t stray, Strike out, They’re all your enemy.
Your Tearing my body apart, apart, apart, apart,
Screaming till no one hears me, hear, hears, me..
Now I’m feeling so ashamed, ashamed, ashamed, ashamed,
For the misery I caused, I caused, caused, you..
I’m so fucking sorry,
For everything, For nothing,
I’m sorry, Not sorry,
I’m so fucking sorry,
For nothing at all.

Who am I, In here,
Who am I, Out there,
This can’t be happening now to me,
Slipping in and out of nowhere only here,
If there’s one thing to take from this life,
I can’t trust you,
And if there’s one thing I know for sure,
I hate you.
This is my mind,
Leave it be,
There is now no doubt,
I will walk free.
Who are you, In here,
Who are you, Out there,
This reoccurring dream your living in,
Has found a way to twist our reality,
If there’s one thing to take from this life,
I can’t trust you,
And if there’s one thing I know for sure,
I hate you.
This is my mind,
Leave it be,
There is now no doubt,
I will walk free.
Use your tools to shatter anxiety,
Use your tools to pierce through this worthless skin,
Use your tools to pull down the walls of hurt,
Use your tools to put an end to this misery.

I find it hard to gather,
The shattered thoughts inside my head,
If I could only balance,
Just one personality,
But I can’t let go of the better man I could have been,
And I won’t give up I’ll keep on trying till I win,
Am I an empty vessel,
Born to be everything,
Free from the rivers,
And the streaming of will,
But I’ve fallen so far away from hope and any grace,
And I’ve clawed at trust but then I pissed it all away,
No Hope, No aim, No Hope,
It makes no difference what you say,
No Hope, No aim, No Hope,
Stay the fuck away from me,
But I’ve fallen so far away from hope and any grace,
And I’ve clawed at trust but then I pissed it all away,
No Hope, No aim, No Hope,
It makes no difference what you say,
No Hope, No aim, No Hope,
Stay the fuck away from me,
No good comes from crying for us,
Not a single drop,
Not a single tear,
I’ve wasted all my life,
Running from the fear.

Break, me down, until,
I give up everything you need,
To take away,
Make me submissive to the voice,
Inside, my head,
Is splitting open from the thoughts,
You placed, I am,
Such a worthless human being,
I could pray but there’s no one home,
And if there was would they fucking care,
I’ve tried not listening but they’re deafening,
Your blackened light is all I see,
So bright, So beautiful,
So radiant, So illuminating
Stuck, in this, fucking rut,
I do your bidding but it’s not,
Enough, dig down,
There is a part of me been left,
Untouched, unspoiled,
And I’ve been holding it for what,
I give in, a new,
Meet your new humble servant,
I could pray but it’s a waste of my time,
Those people never really cared at all,
And now I hear you fucking loud and clear,
Your blackened light is all I feel,
So bold,
So bright,
So bold.

So warm,
With nothing but us,
No choice,
But to look up,
Fall up,
Into nothingness,
No choice,
But to face it,
Being tied to a world,
That I want no part of,
Being nailed to this earth,
It makes me sick to my core,
If there only was a way,
To escape it all,
If there only was just one way to,
Fall, Fall,
Fly away, Fly away, Fly away, Fly away,
Fall, Fall,
Fly away, Fly away, Fly away, Fly away,
Fly away, Fly away.

There’s beauty in murder,
A balance undefined,
Such pleasure is present,
No not enough of time,
Can you feel it,
We are one frequency,
Anticipate what I,
Anticipate what I,
Anticipate what I,
Anticipate what I can do,
For you, for you, for you, for you,
Anticipate what we,
Anticipate what we,
Anticipate what we,
Anticipate what we can do,
For you, for you, for you, for you,
There is no beauty in murder,
No such thing as a balance,
Fuck your pleasure,
Make the fucking time,
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
I’ve had enough,
I’m done with you,
I’ve had enough,
I’m done with you,
No more, no more, no more,
No no more….

I hope we made you proud!