I can't stand to be awake
Let me die before I crack
I can't sleep cause it twists in me
Take me away without dignity
Save me or destroy me cause I can't live on
I'm just a stranger to life
Save me or destroy me I never meant to be wrong
I can't do it on my own
It burns inside like a giant flame
I've never felt a worse pain
I am a freak, don't look at me
If you got rules, just set me free
Save me or destroy me cause I can't live on
I'm just a stranger to life
Save me or destroy me I never meant to be wrong
I can't do it on my own
I walk around in circles
Cause I can't sit still
The anguish boils inside me
Like a flame it's eating me
Please make the pain go away
The guilt and the shame
Can I stand to face another day
If I die would you visit my grave

I hide myself in me and I always will
Overdose of reality has made me ill
Have I spent to much time alone?
I curse myself for being born
When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back
And I don't want to be seen
I hide from reality, I'm scared like a child
Don't come close to me
There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites
And cuts me like a knife
This is how it feels to be me, do you want to
Take over my life?
Lift me from this abyss where I dwell
Please save me from my private hell
Don't judge, just listen if I speak
No I won't reveal it makes me weak
When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back
And I don't want to be seen
I hide from reality, I'm scared like a child
Don't come close to me
There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites
And cuts me like a knife
This is how it feels to be me, do you want to
Take over my life?
Dark in room and I'm lying in my bed
Trying to figuring out when I became so sad
Is there a hope and a life for me
I need my dreams more than reality
When everything drowns in black, there is no turning back
And I don't want to be seen
I hide from reality, I'm scared like a child
Don't come close to me
There is no hope, no joy only anguish that bites
And cuts me like a knife
This is how it feels to be me, do you want to
Take over my life?

Deep within my heart your memory will live on
Always thought that you were that special one
Now we are left alone, so empty without you
Never to come back again, what are we to do
You were an angel, a beauty to behold
Now your wings you may unfold
Left your throne for good, left us all alone
But inside of me your memory will live on
Can't forget your smile, I see you night and day
How I miss you dear, I wish that you could stay
The story of an angel, that sure needs to be told
An angel who's wings now may unfold
It's destiny that brings life to an end
But why you I can't understand
Come back, come back my friend
In my heart thrives your memory to forever live on