Destroying myself, I never feel love again, only hate
Meet my world, confused and cold
I am not afraid to kill, I am not afraid to die
Witness my madness and pleasure
Taste my world and say goodbye

Hopes denied, seal the gates of my life
Hear me cry, before I close my eyes

Destroying myself, I never feel love again, only hate
Stain in the mirror, reflecting my descent

I stand for no-one ´cause no-one stands for me
Wicked thoughts controlling me, I follow, I bleed

From nowhere they appear, so blown up, fake they are
Just a shell - astray inside
So high they fly, just pretenders with empty lives
Preaching meaningless words to survive

Swells with pride, fool´s life dies

Dwarfed mind no life
All slowly fading
No matter, what you say
You prolong your fate

Open your mind to see, the lies you spread on
Full of wisdom turns into plague
Before that one time, the point you stare at your final drop
Never realize how low you´ll get

Outdoors, infiltrating the inner side
Indoors, finding a place to hide
Control, they follow behind me
Collision, with unknown
Trail to subjection

I won´t tell them why
They won´t tell me why

They´re coming to take me away
Bright the light hits my face
I feel no fear, choking breath
Growing pulse of heart
That I never hear, never feel

Never seen, never been in such a
Hollow syndicate, below society
Willing to exterminate this place around me
No matter what, in the end you fail

You should beware
Evil deeds you pursue
When you fall asleep
I´ll creep next to you

Silence falling
Better you, never me
When you fall asleep
I´m still awake

Silence falling over you
You´ll get what you deserve
Payback period!

You should beware
Evil deeds you pursue
When you fall asleep
You wish you never did

I watch you come in to my circle
See you as my redeemer
I hear you shouting in my head
See me as your friend

You´re setting my life to next infinity
Beyond the haze you force me to stay

Don´t wake me now
The morning brings glimmering
Ghost for me
You know how
I´ll never find what I´m looking for
Without your guidance

Seeking no more
Fulfilling the needs I never had
You´re what I´m looking for

Take me now
The morning brings glimmering
Ghosts for me
You know how
Set me fee

Shivering I stand
Obtrusive noise nearing
Faces passing by, among the others I hide
Your eyes fell on me, your glance, so cold
I´d love to see you lying
Eyes wide open
Feel my remedy

I wish you were dead - I don´t regret
Wish you were dead - as cold as your heart
Wish you were dead - rotten to the core
Wish you were dead - lying eyes wide open

Several times and nights
You seed your lies
And drew my life
Dream I used to live, faint memory
You never prevailed to me
You shut the door in my face
You stabbed my back
And you laughed
I´ll never forget those eyes
And my hate for you

Every time I look above
No shooting starts in my sight
I´m just a waste of good human material
I just let my life go down the drain
All I need is a bottle of gasoline
It doesn't matter if I´m melting my brains

Downfall sings in my head, screams at me
Burn me - in my broken down palace
I´m dead anyway

Every time I look above
No shooting starts in my sight
Hey you so called god
Why did you leave me alone?
Why do you hate who I am?

Just shadows with me
Can´t you hear me? I´m shouting
Shattered palace is all that I have
My cards are doomed, I´m going down

Tell me what you see
Is it just dream or fantasy?
Tell me what you feel
Is it just hate or bitterness?

Release all your emotions
Make them dominate

Tell me what you fear
Is it just your imagination?
Escape from external form or
Beginning of a new stage

Glowing spark near ahed
Still away from reality
Illuminate your descent
Make your world dominate

Tell me what you see
Is it just dream or fantasy?
Tell me what you feel
Is it just relief?

Words don´t mean nothing to me
Just a diablerie to lie to get inside my head
Pain is all I get from these motherfuckers
Who won´t stop trying to show

Things I have heard before
Things that shouldn´t matter to anyone

Your kind, so blind
Reflecting your fragile side
Your kind, you´re never right
Living in a lie since the day one

I was raised in pain, never heard from joy
Unaware of it´s meaning
I shall pass away
Those who try to bring it will follow me

Like a swiftly blowing wind
I´m after you to take another win
Don´t run away from me
It´s a dead-end you´ll never pass
Never!

I only take what is mine
Let your spirit follow my sign
Don´t resist
I´m only guiding your way to mine

I won´t disappear
Where ever you hide I´ll stay near
I´m not the enemy
Your soul goes with me
I came for you

Come with me, don´t resist
You will see a much better form
Your time has come, so follow me
To my shining throne

As soon as it comes to you
Countdown to another world
One way or another you will
Follow me to my throne

Come with me, don´t resist
You will see a much better form
Your time has come, so follow me
To my shining throne
To your shining throne