Suicidal thoughts-marital crisis
Sexual predilection-homelessness-
Unemployement
Jealousy-handicapped
Indebtedness-drug addiction
Corpulence-sicknesses

There's nothing you can't tell me
I'm always there for you
Let me know your tale of woe
Your grief-is our amusement

My greed is hard to please-have no
Inhibitions
Pour out your sorrows-satisfaction for
My randiness
Disclose your private life-let us
Dissect your soul
I'm delighted by other peoples fates

Ntimacy is just a word without meaning
A sorrow shared is but half a trouble
I'm your companion in misfortune
Entertain me

Did you ever believed that someone cares
About your problems
You're just a payed victim of my show
You're talking about your worrys in the
General public
In the hope for help

Bleed for me

Cancer-impotence
Cosmetic-operations
Small cock-big titts
Abortion-hallucinations

Fascination-malicious joy
Abnormalities are wished
Your stupidity-my entertainment
Your just a means to an end

Bleed for me

Whatdid you expect?
Help and compassion?
Your personality is indefferent to me
I just want to see you suffer
I'm sensation-seeking-and you make it
Come true

Bleed for me

As the big bang broke the silence
Life came up-out of nowhere
The miracle of creation happened
Life could take it's course
The first cell-the first seed
Animals crept out of the oceans
Genesis of humanity
Genesis of intelligence

Pride of creation

Humanity you pride of creation
Fastly you inhabited the continents
You learned to use tools
You learned to build weapons
Envy greed possessor titles
War conquest for strange land

From village to city
From paradise to rubbish heap

Throw the waste into the oceans
Out of view out of mind

Stinking rivers everywhere
We enslaved the earth

Destruction of our environment
The stench of death fullfills the air

As the big bang brokes the silence

Now we live in a high-tech world
Under an artifical sky
No watter left to drink
The fields are emaciated
Hunger rules the planet

Now we have to pay for our sins
We have to take the consequences
No ear left to breathe in-suffocation
Total annihilation

No salvation no tomorrow for our children
Cannibalism the only possibility of nutrition
Food is invaluable time is up no turning back
Violence and hatred throughout the nations

Pride of creation

Humanity you pride of creation
Fastly you inhabited the continents
You learned to use tools
You learned to build weapons
Envy greed possessor titles
War conquest for strange land

From village to city
From paradise to rubbish heap

Throw the waste into the oceans
Out of view out of mind

Stinking rivers everywhere
We enslaved the earth

Destruction of our environment
The stench of death fullfills the air

As the atom bombs light up the night
Death comes up out of nowhere
The miracle of self destruction happened
Death could take it's course
No cell left no seed left
Life has disapeared
Downfall of intelligence
Downfall of humanity

Born into the lap of wealth
Always well protected
A villa is my home
One hundred rooms full of splendour
One hundred rooms

We live in a high-class suburban district
In an exclusive resident area
We can afford the luxury of expensive cars

Valuable paintings-adorn our corridors
Twenty servants are always there for us
Gigantic chandeliers decorate the rooms

We're rolling in money
Our house is surrounded by high gray walls
And barbed wire
Alarm systems everywhere
Vicious dogs guard our estate
It's like a fortress-a prison-a home
Without emotions

I'm so lonely I want out
I'm captured behind golden doors
Isolated from the outside world
From real life
I'm never had real playfallows
Rarely social contacts
Kept away from society

Golden cage-i'm lost in the hell of Luxury
Golden cage-i don't need no diamond rings
Golden cage-the wealth is suffocating me
Golden cage-i don't need designer dresses
Golden cage

My home is a prison for me
There're things in life you can't buy for money
Friendship affection love

An isolated life i live loneliness
A permanent state
Real friends i never had-explotation

I never went shopping alone
Always escorted from bodyguards
We always take a different route
Prepared for the worst
The risk of kidnapping is high

I want to lead a normal life
I want to be just a normal child

Money,money,money
Is that all that counts?
Take away the silver spoons
I want to eat with my fingers
Don't want to sit straight
I want to blotch my clothes

I want to lead a normal life
I want to be just a normal child

Golden cage golden cage

My parents are very strict
Emotions-a kind of weakness
Piano lessons i have to take
My father-a workaholic
He never had much time for me
He never said he loves me
For my ma it also snows in summer

My home is a prison for me
Golden cage-i don't need no diamond rings

I needed along time to be able to write these lines
I was totally shocked, i was paralyzed
I can't forgive you, the ravine between us is to wide
Wounds are healing but scares remain

It all started harmonically, a new friendship arised
We understood each other without any word
Everything seemed to be right but after a few months
You put down your mask i saw a person
With two faces and a splitted tongue

Suck my-suck my vomit

Like a leech you glue on your victim to bleed it white
Feasting yourself at the blood it has to give
Well-fed you leave behind your bleeding host
Just another victim, just another piece of lifeless flesh

Too much has happened, the wounds are too deep
You destroyed our freindship you disappointed me

Son of a bitch, who do you think you are?
Like a teck you sucked me out
You abused our freindship for your own
Advantage egotist-scum

Get out of my life, don't call me again
Mother fucking asshole
You disappointed me
Profit is the only thing that counts for you
I don't give a fuck for your words anymore
Twister of words, you deny the truth
Insensitive perfidious beast

Suck my-suck my vomit

Like a leech you glue on your victim to

You close your eyes for the promises you made
Crafty you lured me into your trap
Like a spider you weave your web around
Around your spoil these occurrences i can never forget

If you would say excuse me
I would spit you in the eyes
I don't need you get out of my life
Suck my vomit and eat my shit

Too much has happened, the wounds are too deep
You destroyed our freindship you disappointed me

I was just a shadow of the man i used to be
A tool of something frightening that's inside of me
It's taken command over me
A silent whispering voice told me what to do
Cremation of my spirit-brainwashed
Like in a suction i was taken with
Defenselessive to follow the orders
Of my possessed mind
Weak-will is forced to do abnormal
Things-metamorphosis

Full moon as i awoke
Cold sweat on my skin
I felt my heart was not beating
I knew i was dead

Fiction or truth nightmare or fact

Get up to see what's happened and took a look in the mirror
I saw my bloodless body and felt a stong urge to kill

Something transformed me
It forced me kill

I lost control of my body
My thoughts where eliminated
Conducted from an invisible might
Weak willed-subjected
I couldn't defend my self
It's taken possession of me
Suffocated my being, paralysed my will
Unexplainable feelings streamed through my body
Shamelessly striving for power it bursted out of me

I was just a shadow of the man i used to be

Unnoticed i left the house
To execute my orders
Thick mist fills the night-the moon
The only witness of my carnage

There's no tomorrow, no one can hear you scream
Welcome in the realm of evil where the
Ritual takes it's course
I'm on the hunt your life will never exist again
You're the one, i'm the slaughterer

Ripping-your torso
Ripping-you're dead

No one will find you
I've covered my tracks
The taste of your bleeding innards
I'll never forget

Ripping-your torso
Ripping-dead

Limbs moving uncontrolled
My tongue is lame
My veins are blocked
Too close to contain my blood
My heart is just an arbitrary twitching lump
Of emaciated rotting flesh

I see a light, it's coming nearer
I feel the strength leaving my body
Skin is cold, my blood is thick
The will to live disappeared

My life passes by my inner eyes
Forgotten experiences come to light
Rememberances awake for a split second
The suffering is over

My soul is burning
On the altar of death
My life ceased final breath
Final breath

I feel a sense of release
I'm diving into the shrill light
A warm embrace, an endless dream
I'm floating into nowhere
Take me where the sun shine's forever
Take me home behind the rainbow
Where the horizon begins

Behind the curtain of mundane thinking
To the place of eternity
To an unknow dimension above the sky
When the morning comes i'm far away
Is this the end or a new beginning
Questions left behind unanswered

Limbs moving uncontrolled
I see a light-it's coming nearer
My life passes by my inner eyes
Final breath,final breath,final breath
My soul is burning
I feel a sense of release
Behind the curtain of mundane thinking

Invisible, without substance
No weight, no material
Heart of civilisation
Our permanent companion
Ruler about everything
She let's us become wise
She has the might to heal our wounds
She never stands still
Never stands still

No superior no god
But the tells us what to do
She changes our lives with every heart-beat
Until the day of our deaths
She lets us crow old
We can't escape from her influence
Boundless, immortal, everything submit

The magic of a moment deceased
Irrectiveably in the grave of time
A second,a minute,an hour,a day,amonth or a year
Nothing lasts forever
There's no eternity in this world, permanent renewal
The might of transitio, an unstoppable force

After summertime goes by
The wheel of time never stands still
With every breath our life is brought
Nearer to the end
Take time by the forelock
Left no grass grow under your feet
Live your life now, the visit is short

Invisible, without substance

No superior, no god

Phenomenon time-a constant might undestructable
Phenomenon time-raise in value when we get older
Phenomenon time-an invaluable discovery
Phenomenon time

The magic of a moment deceased

Indifference, spiritless
Shadows upon my soul
Pressure in my head, uncreativity
A veil lies upon my thoughts
Reality distorted, mentally inhibited
Lack of interest, feeling erased
Turning away from society

Emptiness is killing me
Impossible to live a normal life
A black haze of depressions is covering my soul
I'm afraid that i could go insane
What has happened to me?
Mental emptiness

My mind is frozen, emptiness
Living in a world of mind obstruction
I'm just a stanger to my self-emptiness
Captured in my own body

I lacerate my self to feel that i'm still alive
Perceptive faculty restricted
Desperation, sadness
My permanent companions
Pursuance of gloom

Fear to leave my house
Surrounded by permanent anxiety states
My brain, a no man's land
Apathetic, fearfull, emotions dazed

This void is killing me
Involved in pointless thoughts i lost the joy of life
Completly embarrassed
I become antisocial
Lasting reproaches to my self
Numbness, timidity
Sunk in the mist of my sick spirit
I avoid social contacts
I lost the interest in conversations

Emptiness is killing me...
I lacerate my self...
Fear to leave my house...

Mind obstruction, instinctive acting
My perception becomes blurred
I'm not free, nervous, high blood pressure
My life is getting dark, everything seems strange
Loneliness, enjoyment of life obliterated

I've no explanation, suddendly it appeared
Painfull pricks of conscience
When will this torture end?

Emptiness is killing me

A misty veil lies above the fields
Fading light, feelings of doom
The summer is dying, days becoming
Shorter now, flowers are wilt
The trees have lost there leaves
Fading beauties

Chiling wind blows through the
Deserted streets, now and then veiled
People darting through the night
Snow is lashing on my window
It smells like winter, this season i hate

The crows are back-they've returned
Every year the same old story
The crows are back.
Depressions awake
The crows are back

Chiling wind blows through

Black winterday, the sun doesn't reach
The ground, the sun lost it's strength
The ground is frozen, a crow is sitting
In the tree right next to my house
It's croacking aching in my ears
It sounds that it laughs at me

A misty veil lies above the fields

The return of the crows, the winter
Has come, oppressing void

Time of depression, time of distress
Sleepless nights, fear of the dark
Return of the crows

Racking dejection is torturing me
Season of silent sufferings
Far away from better days
Happiness weighed down by worries

Sadness, the world lies low
Return of the crows
They'll bring back the sorrows
Thoughts of suicide
Suffocates the love of life

The crows are back, they've returned...
Chilling wind blows through...
Black winterday...
The return of the crows