When darkness is fallin' and you feel alone
You pray for love but none you found
The girls in graves are callin out your name
You gonna get love but it's from the underground

Your paralized legs starts to walk
The moon is full and the shadows crawl
Cemetary is misty and cold
You wanna have love but with no one old

You look at the stones and read their names
You startin to dig you feel insane
The spade hits the coffin you get a chill
This one is dead you don't have to kill

You have just commited a crime
But you don't care the girl was fine
What will you do when you are done
Were you proud with yourself when you made love

You know it's wrong to dig up people from the graves
Is there something that is'nt working in your brain
When you were younger no one gave much love to you
Alone in this world no one knows that you exists

You're a psycho and sick to the core
You dig up the girls and make them to whores
Don't you know that is wrong
The dead are helpless and you're feeling strong

Is this some kind of revenge
When you were little no one gave you a chance
No one knows what's going on in your head
All we know you make love to the dead

Now you are dead and gone and lyin' in the dirt
The dead ones rest in peace they are no longer disturbed

The night is dark my heart is black
Sittin here alone with a candle lit
I mourn you taste a tear on my lip
Who decided that just you, you have to die

Shadows gazing and stands so tall
Moon is full and so is my head
You are now walking among the dead

Memories of you is all I got
In this world where everything is lost
I don't believe in good or evil
The only thing I believe is in sadness that I feel

Shadows gazing and stands so tall
Moon is full and so is my head
You are now walking among the dead

When I close my eyes to go to sleep
In memory I search so deep
Of the finest picture i got of you
You are not with me that's sad but true

Shadows gazing and stands so tall
Moon is full and so is my head
You are now walking among the dead

Welcome to a trip with me
Inside my brain to insanity
A guided journey to misery
You listen to what I say
I don't know you, you know my name
We sit and talk and you're gettin paid
I can't explain how I feel
When everyone is judging me

I hope you find the reasons why
I'm sittin' here and almost cry
It cuts so deep inside of me
But at the same time I feel complete
Is life a mission or is it a gift
I can't think more see you next week
What would you think if I told you the truth
In this world we are born to lose

The thoughts I have is makin me
So afraid for reality
I'm sittin' here in the chair again
Speakin emotions direct from my brain
I can't tell this to anyone
Just the ones there trust is found
Maybe you think I'll be better of dead
But I just wanna know who I am

Cold December night darkness descending outside
Surrounded by silence and time
Dreams start to arise
I wish it was real I wish it was life

Escape from reality

All the dreams I have and I want them to come true
It will never happen wouldn't you be broken too
I sit here alone with all the dreams in my head
Please stop messin with me, stop messin with my head

When I close my eyes I still can see
All the beautiful places where I never been
I wish I could see this in reality
But I can only have it in my fantasy

Escape from reality

The places I have seen with my eyes closed
They are printed in my mind them I never lose
I can't visit them but they can't be taken away
In my memory forever they will stay

Sadness overcomes me my soul is unleashed
I spoke to my master who guides me in my dreams
I enter my dream world with tears in my eyes
Hunger for the beauty reality starts to die

I'm longing for my dreams everynight
Cause they make justice to my life
When I feel the fear I start to dream
Reality I no longer can see

Escape from reality

If I don't have my dreams I don't have anything
All would be senseless why can't life be a dream
I'll try so hard to see joy in reality
But I have my dreams that's all that matters to me

I am the blood flowing in your veins
I am the one who's making you insane
I am the one who's eating on your brain
I am the one who gives you all the pain
I am the demon that lives inside of you
I'll make you do thing you don't want to
I control you everything you do
I'll just say and you will obey

I am your heartbeat and your feelings too
I am the hatred you carry around
I live inside of you til you are underground
I am the tears you never cry
I am the demon that lives inside of you
I'll make you do thing you don't want to
I control you everything you do
I'll just say and you will obey

I have lived inside you for a long long time
I will surely miss you the day you die
Then I transfer into another body
I can never die I'll just live inside

I am the hatred when everything turns black
I am the one who gives you a heartattack
I am the one that make your wounds bleed
No matter what I'll do the guilt is on you
I am the demon that lives inside of you
I'll make you do thing you don't want to
I control you everything you do
I'll just say and you will obey

Close your eyes as if you die
There is no lies in the twilight sky
Don't try to hide don't you realize
The only thing is to take your life
So come with me I'm all you need
Or I will never let you see
I have the key to the eternity
Suicide and you're forever free

I am walking in the winter night
Under the moon alone
Shadows hanging over me
Like painful memories
Can't you tell me where I belong
In this society
I don't care about anything
It's all destiny

Someone else is telling us
How were suppossed to feel
I am so sick of it
The news on T.V.
If you don't feel like others do
Then you're a stranger
Can't help it but I hate it all
Then I'm danger

My head is full of voices
Which are calling me
I can't sleep because they speaking
My mind is full I want it free
Sometimes it feels I wanna cry
I wanna scream I wanna die
Can't you see I'm afraid
To fall a sleep and let voices take
Control of me like they done before
I'm not sure I can take no more
Sometimes I need to clear my head
In silence, In silence forever

Sometimes I need to be
Alone in silence
Sometimes it's hard to be
Solitude in silence
I guess it doesn't matter to you
How I am feeling
That's the sign you're giving me
When you never set me free

I am walking alone again
No one can touch me
I need this to clear my head
The cure is pleasing

I am now layin on my deathbed
Cold and weak and full of pain
My skin is wrinkled and I'm searching
For a reason to not pass away

I have been sick for a long time
The cancer has taken my soul
I lay alone in a dark room
Wait every day to be fetched by death

In silence I'm lying
Deathwish burning strong
I just wanna sleep forever
I'm to weak to take my life

I am now dreaming that I'm dying
My soul is free from all the pain
I am now crying, crying in happiness
But I wake up to reality again

I hate this life that I'm living
People surrounds me to take goodbye
I can feel it this is my last time
I close my eyes and smile to my death

Preachin' about a nice paradise
That don't even exists
You are so full of shit in your brain
That you don't understand

Someone created the lies that you buy
You believe in what they say
Can't you realize it's all fantasy
Find out when you die

You trying to talk to the people you meet
And they don't care a shit
You feeling helpless and out of control
Religion is your friend

Many other fools like you
Believe's in the same paradise
That must be something you just can see
Through your religious eyes

I guess that you never learn
When you die you gonna burn
Or rot away in the underground
And if there was a paradise
You gotta ask the reason why
You ended up in that place
I will never believe your lies
About the disgusting paradise

You were preaching about a nice paradise
That don't even exists
You were so full of shit in your brain
That you didn't understood

I hope you see there was no paradise
It was all in your eyes
Lived your whole life with the lies
I'm glad that you died