Tired Of This
Done With That
Never Satisfied With Where I'm At
I Sit And Think
What To Do
Just A Motherfuckin' Bore
Without A Clue

Shot My Drugs
Drank My Booze
Tired Of Joy And Self Abuse
Eternally Jaded Through And Through
Just A Self Loathing Dick
Without A Clue

Oh
Bored To Death
I'm Just Bored To Tears
Same Old Shit Just Different Day & Year
Killed Myself But That Got Boring Too
So Beyond The Point Where It's Not True

Far Beyond High
Dramatically Low
Eternal Stare As If I Care To Know
All Of This Struggle
All Of This Work
In The End You Die Like Some Moronic Jerk

Shot My Drugs
Drank My Booze
Tired Of Joy And Self Abuse
Eternally Jaded Through And Through
Just A Self Loathing Fuck
Without A Clue

Oh
Bored To Death
I'm Just Bored To Tears
Same Old Shit Just Different Day & Year
Killed Myself But That Got Boring Too
So Beyond The Point Where It's Not True

The Colors I See Are All Bleeding
The Sound That Was Is Now Standing Still
I Wonder When It Was It All Faded
A Dullen Corpse That Cannot Be Killed

Oh
Bored To Death
I'm Just Bored To Tears
Same Old Shit Just Different Day & Year
Killed Myself But That Got Boring Too
So Beyond The Point Where It's Not True

The Rose Petalled Garden
Yeah.......

Alone In The Garden
And All That Would Be
Alone In The Garden
You thought would set you free
Nowhere to draw water
And If You Could It Would Be Damned
Go On Turn Your Back Now
On Everything...

Yeah.......

The Dust Distorts The Sound
Last one Left in This God forsaken Town
Tarnished All Your Memories
Your Smile's A Front At Best
As You Stare Out The Tilted Window
Is It One Big Second Guess?

Yeah.......

I'm So Far Away
I'm So Far Away Now
I'm So Far Away
I'm So Damn Far Away

Yeah.......

Out of touch
You're out of time
Left alone
Yourself to find
Bound & chained by your silence
Things to be known
If it awakens,
Just Where..
Where Will It Go Now?

Hey, Hey You
What ya gonna do?
When you open your eyes
And you realize
Hey, Hey You
What ya gonna do?
When you open your eyes
And you realize
That batch of lies was really the truth

The Paranoia
The fear they're your friends
Wish to hear nothing
While seeing all the same
Bound & chained by your silence
Things to be known
If it awakens,
Just Where...
Where Will It Go Now?

A little hating in the morning time
a little hating come around noon
Ain't no remorse,
All that you think
Ain't no regret,
All that you do

Jesus,
Hell Yeah, What do we do?
Jesus,
Can you hear us screaming up above?
Lord?
I guess we were just born to lose

A little hating on my TV screen
A little hating in the news that I read
Lay to rest a soul so kind
Rewarding the wrong
Feeding The Twisted Mind

You Lookin' At Me
Forever hurt
Forever bleed
It ain't black
It ain't white
It ain't wrong
Lord knows it ain't right

Jesus,
Hell Yeah, What do we do?
Jesus,
Can you hear us screaming up above?
Lord?
I guess we were just...

Come, Take My Hand
Let Us Walk For A While
Your burden of pain
Replaced with a smile

For The Peddlers Of Death
Come Calling One More Time
Bearing promises

So called friends running loose
Draining you whole
'Til you're of no use
Letting go of what you need most
Early Wish
Early grave
Early ghost

I feel my wheels have come undone
I've fallen off my tracks
Lord, I need your guiding hand
If I'm to make it back
Oh, make it back, back, back..

Everything's been after me
All My Life
I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come And Rescue Me
Under the wings of mother mary

Doing wrong is all you know
In the end
Do you know where you go?
You can't keep doing what you do
Sooner or later
It all comes back to you, you, you ,you...

Ohhhhhh

All My Life
Everything's been after me
All My Life
I just refused to see
Take me in from the storm
Come And Rescue Me
Under the wings of mother Mary

Beneath The Tree
In this garden full of good
Lies a garden full of evil
Awaits strange, bizarre,
Unusual people
Here is where
Tripping and nobody cares
Here is where
The setting sun is never feared
It goes on and on and on
Oh, it never ends
It goes on and on and on
Welcome My Friends...

Beneath The Tree of heaven
Lies The Horror Of The Clay
Beneath The Tree of heaven
Come as you please, do as you may

Crooked minds
Like a crooked tree
Never caring where one's branches have been
or where they're gonna be
People so seedy
People so greedy
But in the end,
Ain't we all a little needy?

You leave me hanging high
Lost my sense to confide
Blanks, confused and empty
Yet overcome with a relieving sigh
Silence, deafening silence
Wicked world running through your head
Tired of second guessing
What I did or what it was I said
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!

Anchor My Soul No More
Low Down

On the outside running smooth
Of a gutless cold machine
Although, I saw it coming
This soon, I didn't think I'd see
Just Come Out And Tell Me
You ain't gonna break my will
You're water under the bridge now
Lying dormant, dead & still
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!

Anchor My Soul No More
Low Down

{On the outside running smooth
Of a gutless cold machine
Although, I saw it coming
This soon, I didn't think I'd see} - [backwards]

My eyes can no longer be blackened
My smile can no longer break
As far as I can throw you
I wouldn't trust you cuz your so damn fake
Let's get somethin' straight here
Get the fuck outta my way
Forever my stone will be rollin'
No matter what ya do or say
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!

Anchor My Soul No More
Low Down

Lay To Rest
Bury The Dead
Tomorrow seems to turn so fast
Alone in the boiler meltin' me down
Ain't the first, won't be the last
So Many People all at once
Who I once was has died
Never feel the ills of breakin' down
Calloused & petrified

Slipped inside a hole
Don't know where it's gonna lead
Lost in a world all alone & I'm
Lookin' for me
I gotta get it back

Lay waste to a friend
Killing all the past
Pray that all is forgotten
Lost my better half

All That Was
All so fucked & trashed
Pray that all is forgotten
Lord I Feel I've Lost My Better Half

Wondering just how I got here
Shattered to the core
Lookin' to go back in time
Moving forward nevermore
On the verge of a breakdown
Run down, bludgeoned, and beat
All the things that you once held
Lying dead before your feet

Mother come pick me up
I feel I've lost all that I knew
In this forest full of lies
You're all that's ringing true

Oh, by my world
Black Pearl
Forever my world
Black Pearl

Gather all that's left
Place my fears up on this shelf
Now I feel alive
As I'm no longer by myself

2...3...4...I Drank All My Fucken Brew and I Ain't Gots No More....

Feeling so damn tired
Running on desperate fumes
For the end is
Always near, now
Empty handed
It's always soon
Psychocise me
Terrify me
Jeopardizing all that's mine
Megolamize me
Certify me
On my knees until I cry

Lord only knows where I've gone
Lord only knows where I've been

In a world of trouble again
Worries
Streaming 'round the bend

Treat me like a dog, now
Knowing I won't turn
Blind me like a slave, now
Cast Down
No concern

Lord, I Question Whether I've had my fill
Lord, I Question whether I can take much more
you may laugh as I lay here bleeding
no more afters or befores

Some day you'll know just how I feel
you left me there twice before
Some day you'll know just how it feels
shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride
like you were never nothing special
made you feel like another spoke in the wheel

so you say im just another dollar
so you say I'm just another day yeah
once my blood was strong but now its jaded and its thin
unlike you I can still tell right from wrong

some day you'll know just how it feels
while you left me there twice before
some day you'll know just how it feels
shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride
like you were never nothing special
made you feel like another spoke in the wheel

some day you'll know just how it feels
while you left me there twice before
some day you'll know just how it feels
shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride
like you were never nothing special
made you feel like another spoke in the wheel

Have all you are and all you're to be
Fade in your world and all that you see
This hole in the wall is all under your thumb
Pulling your senses until you become

Until you become
I gotta run
I just gotta run
Cought in a world where
you could never run too fast
To finally reach
The Beginning...
...At Last

Dismantling comfort of those you surround
Place joy upon strangers
Now ain't that profound
This hole in the wall is under your thumb
Pulling your senses
Until you become...

Where You Going?
Never knowing
Just who and where
You gotta turn, turn
Forever caring
Forever sharing
You never learn, learn
Lifetime of getting burned, burned

The light in the window is a crack in the sky
A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye
A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back
The man in the dark will bring another attack

Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers
Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here, yeah

No more tears

Another day passes as the night closes in
The red light goes on to say it's time to begin

I see the man around the corner waiting, does he see me?
I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here

So now that it's over can't we just say goodbye?
I'd like to move on and make the most of the night
Maybe we'll fuck before I leave you this way
Your lips are so cold I don't know what else to say

I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling
Believe me when I say to you in love I think I'm falling here