So hear what grief is

I live and die now
And I cannot think
I let you endlessly burn in my head
You swiped my soul
Away
Away

You didn't feel what I felt
Forever I know
Let me into your heart
No nothing will heal the truth
And I always Knew
That you will never care

And what we become
Is only a glimpse
I let you endlessly bleed in my chest
You took my hope

I knew and will forever know
I knew and will forever know
I knew and will forever know
I knew and will forever know
I knew and will forever know

It is never enough
My girl
Falling deeper in our lust
Let us die in our arms
And see
What our feelings mean to us

When we lose
We have fullfilled our purpose
When we crawl
Back to us again

And if we just deny our meaning
We could be ourselves
You're my sweet celestite woman

You will embrace my end
Let us crawl into our blindness
Let's focus on our tears
Let us fade into the dark
And hope we fail again

And we finally closed
Our hearts
Creeping deeper in our wounds
Let us dance in our dawn
And weep
No one there to bleed with us

We have tried
And we enjoyed our losses
And we built
Our own apocalypse

Let us breathe out
We've got nothing more to lose

Not again
For the stars
That will break there
They will crumble in your heart
But pain's not over
It has just begun
And it will empty you
Till you fall through mighty doors

I'm only you
And nothing more
My frozen kingdom
I adore you while you tear me down
I crawl to you
Wherever you are
I live through your howls
And I hate myself for you again

For my fears
That will grow there
And they conquer all my thoughts
But grief's not over then
It has just begun
And it will bury me
In this dusty, empty land

My frozen kingdom
My frozen kingdom
My frozen kingdom
My frozen kingdom
I live through your howls
I adore you while you tear me down

I won't do that
But I know you will force me to want
Forever inside you
Forever alone
I feel I got caught
But in the end it wasn't for
You
My mother of doom
Please eat my heart with your tears
And swallow my thoughts
Cause I am your slave forever
My mother of doom
There's no escape
When there's nothing left to decide
There's no bitter hate, cause there's
No feeling left no more for
You
My mother of doom
Please eat my heart with your tears
And swallow my thoughts
Cause I am your slave forever
My mother of doom
My mother of doom
My father of fate
You swallow my thoughts
My mother of doom
My father of fate
Cause I am your slave for

You
My mother of doom
Please eat my heart with your tears
And swallow my thoughts
Cause I am your slave forever
My mother of doom

There's no escape
When there's nothing left to decide
There's no bitter hate, cause there's
No feeling left no more for

You
My mother of doom
Please eat my heart with your tears
And swallow my thoughts
Cause I am your slave forever
My mother of doom

You cried for me
I did not want to hear
You fought for me
I did not understand
I never really cared

The love you gave me once
I didn't want to have
The hand you reached once
I didn't want to hold
The tears you shed for me
I didn't want to see
My father of fate
You mean nothing to me

You then left me
I did not really know
Till my bleak grief
Simply overgrown
Everything in me

I shiver on these filthy floors
And wait
Till a geart nothing will create
Vast, mighty rooms for me again

I will scream alone
In those empty halls
And worship my echos
They mean everything
To my dusty heart
And I will follow them

Another bitter melody
In me
An ever-evolving concrete
And I don't want to be just me

I will scream alone
In those empty halls
And worship my echos
They mean everything
To my dusty heart
And I will follow them

A lethal kiss
To claim your soul
And escape those chains of fate
The light would take everything from her
To dive into emptiness

Caught and burning
She found the reaper
While she fell in love
Trapped and drowning
Crowned by the river
Once she gave it all

A secret place
To drink your blood
And set this love in flames
My lips would take
Everything from her
To sink her into the grave

Caught and burning
She found the reaper
While she fell in love
Trapped and drowning
Crowned by the river
Once she gave it all

I won't scream that I deny
I won't sing that I'm alright
I won't say that you don't care
But I don't understand

I am not me
As long as I
Bleed myself into your
Empty frozen heart
And I won't wait
Another infinity for you
I learned to fall apart

I will save my last embrace
I will hope in many ways
I will never think your name
And I will be the one to blame

I am not me
As long as I
Bleed myself into your
Empty frozen heart
And I won't wait
Another infinity for you
I learned to fall apart

And I bleed myself into your
Empty frozen heart
And I bleed myself into your
Empty frozen heart

I am not me
As long as I
Bleed myself into your
Empty frozen heart
And I won't wait
Another infinity for you
I learned to fall apart

We dive in those stars and leave
All our crimson emptiness
And we fall into the heart
In the centre of all tears

And we leave us
Into nowhere
And we are nothing more
Than a blind sip
Of a multiverse
Ununderstandable
But eternal

Our fears are suitable
Our blood just spillable
And our warm embrace is gone
Our old life is now done

And we leave us
Into nowhere
And we are nothing more
Than a blind sip
Of a multiverse
Ununderstandable
But eternal

And we leave us
Into nowhere
And we are nothing more
Than a blind sip
Of a multiverse
Ununderstandable
But eternal

Into nowhere
And we are nothing more
Than a blind sip
Of a multiverse
Ununderstandable...

I didn't want to know
Where your sweet love flows
And I don't want to leave
This bright kingdom of my grief

I didn't understand
Why every king must end
Why all this blood must flow
And that we must leave in dust

And I sit enthroned
On my knees
And I lick my wounds
In great halls
And I wear a crown
Made of stone
Which is only there
To bow me

(To bow me, To bow me)
(To bow me, To bow me)
(To bow me, To bow me)
(To bow me, To bow me)

I will not leave my hate
Will not congregate
I'm the king of my alone
And I want me to be gone (gone)

And I sit enthroned
On my knees
And I lick my wounds
In great halls
And I wear a crown
Made of stone
Which is only there
To bow me

(To bow me, To bow me)
(To bow me, To bow me)
(To bow me, To bow me)
(To bow me, To bow me)

And I sit enthroned
On my knees
And I lick my wounds
In great halls
And I wear a crown
Made of stone
Which is only there
To bow me

And I sit enthroned
On my knees
And I lick my wounds
In great halls
And I wear a crown
Made of stone
Which is only there
To bow me