What if I was born to save
What if I was born to break
The cycle
I've become
What if I was known to save
What if I was known to break
The silence
I've become
This little mess
I've become
Save me from something
There's no way they'll forget

Glisten Utah
Fields of why?
Calming dry
Landlocked, uncocked
Make me your life
Learn it Abraham
Force feed the lies
Brainwashed batter
Make me your life.
Wash away
Sea salt lines
Ask for more
Sea salt lines.
Winter on the summer ground
Make me a cross
Burn the song we sing
Failure is for free
Bring me your loss and mourn
My life for yours
Rose with its petals in white
Black serene
White you gleam

Here I am
I'm always on
Call my name
Sing me songs
And you're walking along the river, heading to the endless sea
Lay with me upon the Earth and come to me
Bring sunshine
Here I come
You're already gone
Call your name but something's wrong
And I'm drowning in your endless ocean, trying to bring your shine to me
Just to walk along the shore and have you hide from me
Pretty lies
Little sighs
Wander until I find my home
Pull you in
Little sighs
Turning over every stone
Bring sunshine
I'm in your ocean
Right where my rivers meet your seas
I've got a notion: You've got a halo on for me

Skipping rocks with drones
Waning to come home
Will you be?
Be with me?
I don't care what you say, you don't give a shit anyway
You're just a pretty little idiot
I don't care about you
Hidden eye of skies taking what was theirs
Will you stay?
Stay with me?
Anything...I'll say anything
Except I do
First born wears the crown
First born tears the town
I don't care what you say, you don't give a shit anyway
You're just a pretty little idiot
I don't care about you at all
Grasp and hold on
You're far too late
I'll stand with you if you'll stand tall
Broken bottles on children's feet
They don't know
Who threw it all away?
You threw it all away
Empty mothers for those who thirst
Early graves made for those that bled first
Rest assured your empty eyes, they don't know
Who through it all away?
You threw it all away

Fall from grace far from home
Haven't I done this before?
Push the stone
What to do?
Just blaming you
Will you feast?
Will you dine?
Listen up
You never do
I'm in front
For you

My best friend is dead
There's something wrong with my head
You never knew me
I never knew you at all
Hell bent the way for love
Blood birthed a famous faux
You lie you cheat you steal to be the grace that you once knew
I saw the truth in you
It led me to my grave
It was love we thought it could not be
The love that we thought?
You're getting old, and you're still so alone
Look out your window
I know what you saw
Something beautiful, something gone
Something missing, something wrong
I have forgotten the face of my love
Let me walk under the moon with you once more
Glory is all he wants to bask and simmer on
Breathe like the wind and boast forgone the chase that you once knew
It's all getting old
So very fucking old
Can't find the reason, but I'm the cause
Forever a beast that is truly a part of me
This thing I never thought I'd be
But you called for a reason
Cuz you're so alone
I change with the seasons
Could you know?
No

I can't find a way
I have to have you but I don't even know what to say
Do you need me?
There's no way out
Without a doubt this time
Because I'm yours and you're not mine
Sitting at this desk
It's what you say to me
Battle all the stress
It's what I pay to be
Pick up on the first ring
Your perfect fantasy
I'm losing my mind
There's no way out without a doubt this time
It's true
Cuz you're mine, you're mine
Get fucked...
Let's fuck the world
Cuz I'm your boy and you're my girl
Ticking in reverse
It's what you say to me
Grieving to go play
It's what I pay to be
Pick up on the ring
Marry and bury me
Delegated whore
It makes me feel alive
And I'm your favorite toy
Your special little boy
I'd make a lousy father
You'd be a crazy mother
You're the one
What do you want from me?
What do you want?

Lust
More
I need sorrow
Bruised
Stained
I'll see tomorrow
Holding punctures in your hands of blood
Willingness to strain your voice, you yearn
I'll be waiting in the hall you paved
But we'll be leaving here in time
In due time
I can't change when you always stay the same
Just to bleed away my heart and take away my name
Since I have no place to go, just take me to the edge and carry me away
I'm ashamed
In the dead of night
Lies, and surprise
I'll be following
Cries and denies
In the bed you made
Lust
More
I need sorrow
Bruised
Stained
I'll see tomorrow
I'll insist that you run back home
Lust, lust, lust

He wrote a note covered in blood
Left illegible
You thought it was funny
Rise above the cityscape
Screaming for his life but you're too late
All the same
You will never dance in rain again
Indecisions made of how to live
Breathing to forgive, you let him rest
Made a mess of father's life changed
And all your lovers grieve, dealt with how you left
Lost control of all the bullshit you put us through and you're not here
Am I to blame?
Such a god damn shame that you're gone and I'm alone
Go towards the light you fuck
You passed the buck and gave your pain away
I came too late
I left you there
Go towards the light you fuck
And you're innocent of nothing
You stole the sun and it burned up the Earth
Leaving nothing for the ones you loved
Nothing is left
Nothing at all