Dark figures are twisting in the distance
Are they real or in my twilight zone?
I hate this face, a part of this vision
From the dark half of my brain
I try to concentrate my mind
But an inner voice whispers my name
I live in my unending nightmares
Wakeful and alone with my fears

Compassion is their kind of sympathy
"Just call me and I'll be there!"
People I would like to trust
Are just feeding me with fuckin' hopes

Like preached directions
This voice in my brain
A whisper turns into reality
I ask myself : "Am I insane?"

"You have got to obey!"
This voice will crack my mind
Trying to get me under control
My will must defeat his force
A succession of psychotherapies
Try to pierce in this secrecy
But it's just a thing of my own
My turn to win this game

Dark figures are twisting in the distance
Are they real or in my twilight zone?
I hate this face, a part of this vision
From the dark half of my brain
I try to concentrate my mind
But an inner voice whispers my name
I live in my unending nightmares
Wakeful and alone with my fears

Like preached directions
No voices in my head
Mysterious whispers so unreal
A new Beginning instead

Money made my condition possible
Frozen to satisfy my curiosity
To visit a time and world
Which nobody has ever seen
The moment of awakening...Now
I get my chance for a new existence
And the time I was dependent
Upon human faculties and science...
belong to my past

I am feeling like reborn, leaving my cell
I am thawing, regenerated by reminding where I dwell

How many surprises I must face?
Will my ignorance punish me?
Or will I find the answer for
Questions I asked myself in my life?
Too many things which are unsettled
But I had to curb my impatience
I chose this fate in hope
This voyage explains me our origin

I am feeling like reborn, leaving my cell
I am thawing, regenerated by reminding where I dwell

Standing in front of this mortal remains
To see this environment as my new home
Trying to build up a new existence
But I know there has changed a whole generation

My body laid in that chest of coldness
Captured in ice I was waiting for my exemption
Now I'm free-an inhabitant of this new world
As a remnand of a damned generation

I am feeling like reborn, leaving my cell
I am thawing, regenerated by reminding where I dwell

Standing in front of this mortal remains
To see this environment as my new home
Trying to build up a new existence
But I know there has changed a whole generation

Our tiny earth lost in a cloud of dust
Nothing but a toy for the gods
Rules of the game controled by fate
To which we compulsory succumb

Each one without significance
Life ends where life just begins
Mortality takes each existence
Accompanies the silence of being

Arrogance leads to ignorance
We still haven't realized yet
Another life of vanity
Means just another death

Supercilous human race
Doubtful supreme creation
Arrogance blows the wind beneath
Our wings of self-destruction

Illusive Supremacy

Arrogance leads to ignorance
We still haven't realized yet
Another life of vanity
Means just another death

Black and white painted harmony
Colours seem to be unreal
Behind the wall of ignorance
Illusions of humanity

Supercilous human race
Doubtful supreme creation
Arrogance blows the wind beneath
Our wings of self-destruction

Illusive Supremacy

Supercilous human race
Doubtful supreme creation
Arrogance blows the wind beneath
Our wings of self-destruction

Illusive Supremacy

Raped first at the age of twelwe
Her childhood was filled with dismay
The connivance of abuse
Maltreated, young and confused

Aggressions which get bottled up
Hidden deed beyond a doubt
Lies dermant deep down inside
Unspoken words save her pride

Can't get his face out of her mind
Emotional coma still lasts
Weakened and victimized
Still haunted by the past

A needless sense of shame
Covers the untold truth
Silence surrounds crimes
Of pervers insane mind

Aggressions which get bottled up
Hidden deed beyond a doubt
Lies dermant deep down inside
Unspoken words save her pride

Therapies can't make forget
Touches on an open wound
Still she feels lowdown kisses tasting like pain

Sexual abuse silently
Swallowed a thousandfold
Tacid society suffers
Hidden crimes untold

Aggressions which get bottled up
Hidden deed beyond a doubt
Lies dermant deep down inside
Unspoken words save her pride

Can't get his face out of her mind
Emotional coma still lasts
Weakened and victimized
Still haunted by the past

Sexual abuse silently
Swallowed a thousandfold
Tacid society suffers
Hidden crimes untold

A whole life living in fantasy
A dreamworld made of illusions
His lifestyle based on belief
In a false hope of relief

Ceremonies, Adorations,
Celebrating orgies in trance
Oblatons, Incantations
Magic spells fill the air

Shooting his parents in a trauma
By visions of ritual killings
Pulled by strings of insanity
Leaded into a fake reality
Satanic circles and their influence
On persons with unstable minds
Forcing and pushing their followers
To make a certain sacrifice

He lives his life
With Malice Prepense
A freakful way
That makes no sense

Shadow of remembrance surround him
Be condemned, guilty for your act
Child of god with an obscured past
Be sure this sin will never last
A belief that changed from wrong to right?
A conversion from blindness to sight?

He lives his life
With Malice Prepense
A freakful way
That makes no sense

Ceremonies, Adorations,
Celebrating orgies in trance
Oblatons, Incantations
Magic spells fill the air

Now he changed his mind
Pretending a different religion?
Fanaticism and belief
A deadly mixture leaves open wounds

The elder's eyes tell pain hidden by lies
The young child's eyes speak true dreaming in faith
The sanctum of dreams lives inside
The naive and innocent minds
Reach deep within to my core
The sanctum will come to the fore

I try to throw my own bridge across society
Where they swim like bricks in a pool of blood
Aversion to the failed existence of those
Who try to tell me how to live my life
The older they grow the more they blunt
While sands are running out

Far beyond human imagination
Another world those will reach by faith
Who leave reality behind
And Enter hallowed grounds

Dreaming in passion as life fades away
Longing for my inner peace
Trains of thoughts through time and space
I reach for secret worlds
I've always been wondering 'bout
The mental decay of the old
It seems unavoidable
To lose your dreams in the end

The elder's eyes tell pain hidden by lies
The young child's eyes speak true dreaming in faith
The sanctum of dreams lives inside
The naive and innocent minds
Reach deep within to my core
The sanctum will come to the fore

Dreaming in passion as life fades away
Longing for my inner peace
Trains of thoughts through time and space
I reach for secret worlds
I've always been wondering 'bout
The mental decay of the old
It seems unavoidable
To lose your dreams in the end

Years pass by one by one
The older we grow the more we blunt
The doors are closed, life's running out
Dreams fade away forgotten lands
Life leaves scars join the blind
Eyes tell pain, lies will hide...

Possessed by many occult personalities
Frightened by knowledge of owning them
An amount of faces she tries to ignore
She isn't able to recognize herself
Diverged characters got a hold on her mind
Which eyes will stare at her in the mirror

Astrayed Thoughts

Questions overrule her own thinking
Seeking for answers in one
Oppressed by dictating voices
Personalities altering her states
Is there a live to live for?
Wanna know, will find out
A life worth living
Or right into insanity
Alter into a new personality
Characters to choose?

All those different states of humanity
Expressed in her unkempt appearance
She's so uncertain scare rules her soul
Fighting the odds between them
Tries to control the different kinds of being
But she never knows who she'll be next

Astrayed Thoughts

Possessed by many occult personalities
Frightened by knowledge of owning them
Various kinds of caricatures influence her behaviour
They wreck her hope for a normal life

Anguish masters her realistic feelings
Nothing left but a silhouette of what she used to be
Counting the steps to her so desired liberty
Will she ever be able t ofree her mind?

Anguish masters her realistic feelings
Nothing left but a silhouette of what she used to be
Counting the steps to her so desired liberty
Will she ever be able t ofree her mind?

Possessed by many occult personalities
Frightened by knowledge of owning them
An amount of faces she tries to ignore
She isn't able to recognize herself
Diverged characters got a hold on her mind
Which eyes will stare at her in the mirror

Astrayed Thoughts

Words are the key to this world
Closed to me by a wall of silence
I never tried to ask for reasons
I see the answer in their faces:
"Don't try to speak a language
You even don't understand"

Sometimes it seems the less I hear the more I see
Deaf I am but blinded the men around me

Thinking about my life makes me feel
Like walking on thin ice
I'll break through by roaring sounds
An unreal fall with silent cries
Feeling their looks burning on my skin
When I'm trying to explain
Always not alone but I can hear
My inner silence calling me back

Sometimes it seems the less I hear the more I see
Deaf I am but blinded the men around me

The silence of being
Just an empty feeling
A voyage into the unknown
No trip out of this stillness

Four walls seem to get closer
To hug me into solitude
But how can I live
When silence kills my being?
Day by day, Piece by piece
Crawling in my innerself
Fingers of lonelyness
Slowly touch my soul

Desolation, isolation
Discontent with my situation
Frustration, simulation,
To hear is my solicitation

Thinking about my life makes me feel
Like walking on thin ice
I'll break through by roaring sounds
An unreal fall with silent cries
Feeling their looks burning on my skin
When I'm trying to explain
Always not alone but I can hear
My inner silence calling me back

Sometimes it seems the less I hear the more I see
Deaf I am but blinded the men around me

The silence of being
Just an empty feeling
A voyage into the unknown
No trip out of this stillness