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Highlord - Instant Madness lyrics



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01. Jester's Mask

There is an Alter in my Ego
Always telling me the wrong path I can choose
There is an alarm clock in my brain
Tick-tock-telling me the hours, the faces, the time, the lies
And there are lies all around me,
In my friends' words, my lover's looks, in each and all of my books
Seems I've been betrayed all this time

By the lies in my words, in my world, all the lies in the truth
And I'm tired of feeling sorry
I've been sorry all this time
I'm so sick of feeling guilty
Feeling guilty for living my life
The jester in a dark corner crying, sorry for
All the pain he's caused, he hops and dances
He wears his better mask and his most flamboyant costume

While inside he doesn't know if he's alive or dead
Nor me or my friends are able to live
Always looking for cheap girls and thrills, happy tricks and treats
Furry animals can trick you, your own mother could slit
Your throat at night, you might lose your sanity, boy!
And I'm tired of feeling sorry
I've been sorry all this time
I'm so sick of feeling guilty

Feeling guilty for living my life
The jester in a dark corner crying, sorry for
All the pain he's caused, he hops and dances
He wears his better mask and his most flamboyant costume
While inside he doesn't know if he's alive or dead
I'm not a Bit of a Torrent kind
The Dead don't bother me
But the Living are such a pain in the ass

The jester in a dark corner crying, sorry for
All the pain he's caused, he hops and dances
He wears his better mask and his most flamboyant costume
While inside he doesn't know if he's alive or dead

02. Orion And Ocean

Orion and Ocean
A Perpetual Love
Dreaming on a blue
Diamond path... eternally A radiant lady dressed in white
Coral lips and dewy eyes
The one who holds out
Her waves to the Pleiades
Frozen tears warm my heart
A dying gem in a golden shell
Ethereal spirits lead
Our lonely hands The moon reflected on the sea
... our sweetest kiss...
The rain falling on your lips
... my tearless weeping...
Death has woven our wedding dress
For you I'd refuse the throne in hell
Life has part our bodies...
Not our hearts
A marriage of water and stars
Dearest children of Poseidon and Ra
The stargazer and the Maiden
Hell and Heaven Orion and Ocean
A Perpetual Love
Dreaming on a blue
Diamond path... eternally
Endless flight of
Two broken hearts
Passing over blue
Diamond paths... eternally Floating upon
Hydrogen lakes
Towards clear and distant waves
Every night
I come into your depth
In an ambrosial erotic embrace
Bed of sand
So far away
From human pain
Lie with me
And kiss my heart as
If this were our goodbye at last Lies... Pain...
That's all we have spent in our life
Buried in the Palace of Gods
Enthroned upon a sea of skulls
Dominator of mankind in life...
Lonely lover lost in the stars... Hold my hands...
Forever... it is what we're searching for...
Orion and Ocean
A Perpetual Love
Dreaming on a blue
Diamond path... eternally
Endless flight of
Two broken hearts
Passing over blue
Diamond paths... Eternally

03. The Sweetest Drug

Waiting for the Moment
Of Blood to come
Pray God protect me
From the kind-hearted ones

Me and the Devil
I can't say we're good friends
We just don't bother each other
Until we meet again

So easy to let the dark thoughts inside your mind
So easy to turn on others the pain inside

When you know everything
You ought to know you're dead
I'll let my visions flow
Inside of your head

Never been young
Sure I'll never grow old
I'll suck the breath from your mouth
Until your lungs are cold

So easy to turn myself into
your life's dark lord
Choking the screams inside me with your moans
I am a noble thought paying my visit to you at night
My smell the sweetest drug, you already want more
You can call me Incubus if you please
Because I am facing you from above

04. Got A Price?

Crying in the dark won't solve any problem
Looking behind, won't bring her back
Listen to my story, my hopes, my lost love, my mistakes...

She must know 'bout the things I'm talkin'
We all face it someday
But now it's time to show what we've just learnt
She's a Queen I elope and worship
A stinging bee in my head
A rusted razorback that wrings my heart tonight
('Cause we) don't need a reason to get on fire
Don't need a thousand words to show my desire

It's true... Baby I said it's true!
When the night came over you realized
That story was changing your life
The pain you felt was the price to pay
To stay by one man's side
When the night came over you realized
That loving means giving, not taking
The pain you felt was the price to pay

To stay by my side

You said my love was a cage for you
You said you couldn't fly
But I'm the angel whose heaven was denied
('Cause we) don't need a reason to get on fire
Don't need a thousand words to show my desire
It's true... Baby I said it's true!

When the night came over you realized
That story was changing your life
The pain you felt was the price to pay
To stay by one man's side
When the night came over you realized
That loving means giving, not taking
The pain you felt was the price to pay
To stay by my side

05. Life Lymph

You love yourself when you come, nobody else
The return to the womb is incomplete
Your enemies will always live around you

When the worst is still in your head
Needing a place for your brain, to rearrange itself
I yearn to be the centre and the gravity point
I carved Babel tower with golden runes
Ascending from my blood the spirits' life
My harp will have silver strings, will you ever care?
It's not the meaning what I'm looking for
Just the point of no return

Maybe only those who leave know it all
Life's lymph is still green like blood
Feels like a tree being chopped
Feels like the trip has stopped
Please scar my brain with your tongue again
Please use my life as you best prefer
Get ready, we'll walk on the edge
This time we've got nothing to share

Stop it, live it, enjoy it once again
But remember once I was so pure
So pure...

06. The Trickster

I've got one foot in Heaven and my head lost in Hell
Too many stories in my head, the kind you can't easily tell
I've got too many bad habits, I have got too many faults
Born under the sign of the Capricorn, bastard son of a fish and a goat
Always heading for more than I can take
And I can never have enough of these feelings

And even if I changed my name
My eyes would remain the same

All hail (The Trickster)
He comes (He comes)
He messes (Your life up)
And then he's gone
All hail the Trickster
For he's the one who comes

He messes everybody's lives up
And then he's gone

I am the son of a gun, I am the son of a son
Who could never look it in the eye and face the damage he has done
I strive with the world to stay pure at heart, as I should have always been
So I say another prayer and I take another sip, to keep on with this dream within a dream

Always heading for more than I can take

And I can never have enough of these feelings
And even if I changed my name
My eyes would remain the same

All hail (The Trickster)
He comes (He comes)
He messes (Your life up)
And then he's gone
All hail the Trickster

For he's the one who comes
He messes everybody's lives up
And then he's gone

I dance under the moonlight at the end of the longest days
My stomping on the ground becomes the music and the dance itself
My mouth can swallow everything, never been sober in my life
The dance brings people new life, while the rhythm dampens their thighs
Always heading for more than I can take
And I can never have enough of these feelings
And even if I changed my name
My eyes would remain the same

All hail (The Trickster)
He comes (He comes)
He messes (Your life up)
And then he's gone

All hail the Trickster
For he's the one who comes
He messes everybody's lives up
And then he's gone

07. Instant Madness

This world's hungry for violence, and I'm here to feed it
Somebody said we're fuckin' the wrong hole
It's shit but I'd enjoy it
G-sus Krist with a hard-on and a lust for young flesh
He was drinking his glass like a man who was searching for something
I'm like fresh water flowing from a mountain spring

Being born so pure just to die suffocated in the sea
I'm a golden god or a glazed devil
A wicked angel
A lusting mirror for your desires to reflect
I am a genius or a stupid fool
A pointing finger
Some discomfort you'd better try
Is holiness to be attained through dark thoughts and impure deeds?

I fear Heaven gates' selection...
Close your eyes, let your visions flow
If women are a weapon of mass destruction
Give'em roses then make them bleed
There's something worse than dying for love
I'm a golden god or a glazed devil
A wicked angel
A lusting mirror for your desires to reflect

I am a genius or a stupid fool
A pointing finger
Some discomfort you'd better try

08. Which Side Are You on?

Have you seen
the world doesn't care of your life...
Try to realize we're such a small part
in the Divine-mind...
There are so many places
and I just want to be there...
Just take my breath of eternity
So many times I have tried
to see through the dark realms of my...fantasy
How many times have I said
I won't fall and then stand back on...a senseless road

I am sure we have to preserve
what we have inside...
We have the power and we just don't know
how to get control
There are so many places
and I just want to be there...
Just take my breath of eternity
So many times I have tried
to see through the dark realms of my... fantasy
How many times have I said
I won't fall and then stand back on...a senseless road

So far but so close
I remain here alone...
just take my part on this eternity...