Concealed in this refuge
When the urges to selve
Headfirst into the dark
Grow too strong to resist

Endangered I come alive
Feel my instincts pulsating now
Endangered I breathe new life
Angst, a second awakening

My eyes caught a glimmering light
Some strangely unexpected sign
Triggering all this beyond
My wildest nightmare

How to elevate oneself
Above clouds of mediocrity
When the only open road
Leads directly to rivalry

Insecurity so vital
Ever-changing, non-revealing
Ineluctably reinforces
This jaded resignation

Endangered I come alive
Endangered I've reached new life

Fear what I see
Something unknown reflecting in me
A new parameter leaves its imprint
Feel so naked
Stripped of what once was a soul
Defeated Unsuspectingly

Inescapable refraction
Recurrent phase in deconstruction
Imperceptible Armageddon
I can't find my way

Fear me
Fear what I see

Burn this conscience
Guilt spews forth a liquid flame
Scorch the path I used to walk
Behold my fate
As ecstatic as it is bleak
In my healing process
Everything becomes so weak

Disrupting my circuitry
Caught off guard once more
Disorientation becomes my name
Everything so weak

Burning me out
Pulling me down
Gnawing at me
Devouring me raw

Shut myself off
Far too Unworthy
Dreams is my shelter
Senseless I will be

Can I take it all ?

Leaping and screaming
In from all sides
Melting and weaving
Locked in the ride

Turn myself out
Yearning for empty
Dream is my shelter
Senseless I will be

Hack my way through evolution
Stand and embrace evolution

Some jewels must remain untouched
Can I take it all and face myself ?
Some illusions must remain enthroned
I will take it all!

Fallen too deep
To live by a vow
No contemplation
It's here and now
This is me and my need
Don't even waste a thought
Just inhale and absorb

Take it all away
I exalt my emptiness
Take it all away
Feed on you till I'm done

Carry out denial
Nestled within me
Quicksand has swallowed
The guidelines I lived by
My granted existence
The center of all

Unprepared to face the day
When rights will be reclaimed
Resources dropped to nil
I pillage my way through this maze
Blind steps to the trapdoor
That beckons me to my fall

His eyes translate an
Uncontrollable fury
His dislocation jaw
Grows in a groan
He moves only at
Insanity's request
When the hope of a
Victory becomes dismal

The wisdomless man
Exhausts himself
Hiding in his den
He cooks his fears
But time and time again
He passively observes
The collective slaughter

Always the same principle
A mortal lack of confidence
He doubts about the nature
Of his instinct
Disguise your thoughts
And implore the fury
Kneel down before
The altar of light

Flattened out, corroded
Filtered till the last drop
Enlacing my damnation
Disappeared at the last stop

Digging way too deep
Wearing out my very core
One glance at this illusion
There's no exit anymore

All merged into disarming bliss
Steep hills transformed into chains
I'm bound to my uselessness

Pay heed, wanderer
To these killings in disguise
It matter not how deadly
All treasures glow from afar

Innocence laid to waste
Bitterness becomes my taste
Gold-plated failure at a breakneck pace
fathomless descent

Inhale this sweet parfume
Of acid Sulphur
Spit your despair
In humiliating joy
Sweat from all your pores
Burnt by the anger

He's in you, he's everywhere
He stabs you where it hurts
He's the creator, the only one
He's back to never leave again

What would the spirit
Be if it could burn?
Evaporating in an
Asphyxiating atmosphere
Polluted by the shockwaves
Of its predecessors
Contaminated by a disease
Which has only just begun

Disappointed, speechless
Copses are falling one by one
A psychic desolation storm is on its way
Deserters are legions,
Digging their graves
Lay down, close your eyes
Sprawl in your insane certainty
You ain't pleading anyone's cause

A few scraps of memories...

Your cosmic rictus greets him
He dominates you with his
Dictatorial behaviour
You offer all your light to his darkness
He drowns you in eternal
Sadness and locks you away

What would the soul be if it could shine?
Free from all its virtual sins
Like a flame spreading through a shadowy passage
Lost to his sight of pixelated memories

Questions poisoning my drive
Angst straight on its murder-course
Can't refrain from emptiness
Keeps on seeping through my pores

Don't belong, never have
no way to claim who I am
Failed once, never again
No way to ease this suffering

Down below where light is dim
I am cornered by my fear
Never seem to get a grasp
Distance what I hold so dear
Have no choice but to return
To this place of broken dreams
Push my soul towards the edge
Face myself as darkness beams

Died here time and time again
Wreated evil paved the way
After all that we've survived
Could you have me lead astray?

No place where I can just let it die

Don't set your foot in here
You don't belong here
Cavity becoming me
Don't set foot here
Don't belong

Rebirth
Cleansing all my fears
Rising
Mind becoming clear
Revived
Rest assured I will erased these days

I belong
Inside of here
I succumb
In this sphere
I will erase all these days lived in fear