Trauma - DetermiNation lyrics
Tracks 01. The Elegy For Doom
02. The Solitude Remains 03. Wings Of Frustration 04. An Act Of Providence 05. The Loneliest 06. As Never Before 07. Frozen God 08. Determination 01. The Elegy For Doom
We are enslaved by the vision of minds
Hunger of blood leads us to authority Consuming world - an impulse to our development "Kill or be killed" - the rightist law in the sick times We are sick - The elegy for doom We are wicked - The elegy for doom No-one - will be saved, No-one - will be sacred No-one - will be reminded, We are insane Empty words flows to the millions of deaf ears Blind eyes can't see the kingdom of greed and misery Internal war - convulse sickness and perplexed thoughts Hate gave us tools to destroying of equilibrium We are insane, No-one - will be saved No-one - will be sacred, No-one - will be reminded This is a countdown to our desolation Still waiting for the beast's descending God forsook us and your inheritance From man to god - a great metamorphosis We are condemned in the world of god We are lost in the world of lies No-one - will be saved, No-one - will be sacred No-one - will be reminded, We are insane 02. The Solitude Remains
It's inside me
It makes me weak, it paralyzes, grows Turns me into flesh Without a soul Another prick and lack of signal Horror or indifference? Horror or indifference? The solitude remains Poisoned or sensitive? I absorb the pain without the control Lack of acceptance, lack of pleasure Degeneracy Awareness No agreement in the inside fight Solitude The organism which has benn badly designed Constantly modified Experiment, lottery, Experiment, calamity Divine mirror of vanity In a sinusoid of life We are distinguished by two values Zero and One - the code of our creator A new bible of the future Without us... 03. Wings Of Frustration
In every moment of your life
You were trying to fulfill To satisfy conditions And all known and unknown Were only make demands Were only make demands On the wings of frustration I reach the highest point I reach the highest point On my destiny Desolation of my relations In th circle of close f(r)iends Felicity is my camouflage But in reality I'm waiting for the moment of attention I'm flaying on the wings of frustration On my destiny But I know it's the right time To show me to all surrounding That jester is dead I'll jeopardize Cause it's my way of life 04. An Act Of Providence
I can see death in me - Paranoia
The Fractal of life I am trying to defend myself Against the whirl of destination Against the whirl of domination escaping from pain into pain again Never ending A constant revision of imperfection Like a verdict - Frustration Like a verdict - Depression Awaiting for the final act An act of providence I can see death in me - Paranoia The Fractal of life I am trying to defend myself Against the whirl of destination Against the whirl of domination Beuond time, in nonentity I am being punished By non - existence in loneliness Pain - a friend Pain - a sickness I don't know something more different An act of providence Waiting for the final act Election of power To find own way To nowhere? Like a verdict - Frustration Like a verdict - Depression Awaiting for the final act An act of providence 05. The Loneliest
In the darkness
In the longest night I set free the most dangerous Part of my being Hunter, hangman Night stalker Carnal desires Twisted bodies Madness in the eyes But I just wanted To catch your dream Symmetrical life Schizophenic mind Rake as thousand other Delusion on invisibillity I would like to catch you My permanent hunger Speed me up Your sweet blood is My only acceptable fuel My only acceptable fuel The loneliest And the most complicated The loneliest In the world of simple-minded People, common creatures Self-abasement is the sign Of every existence But in my world I, the one who creates the rule The loneliest madman The loneliest madman The loneliest And the most complicated The loneliest In the world of simple-minded The loneliest And the most complicated The loneliest In the world of simple-minded 06. As Never Before
I'm quietly waiting
For long awaited death No sisters of mercy Nor fucking priest Could give me a moment Of silence and peace Could give me a moment Of relief All these hypocrites Morons with Juda's face No-one understands How long they'll stay So profundly certain They are right With every morphine breath I can see more and more Positive points of Long awaited death Happiness of ending existence And immortality as punishment Many years, many moments I was waiting My exhausted body Personal fragments of life Emotionally dead and alive As never before... and free 07. Frozen God
Frozen in chaos
In thousands of events In milliards of beings Unending train Reason - Result Action - Reaction Stagnation? In the bull's eye, I'm surrounded by the silence With the eyes which are lost, I'm looking for the world, The world that is dead for me I'm a frozen god The vortex of disease That's consuming the world Who is strong enough to chance it? Where is the author of that sad comedy? It's not my world I'm a frozen god Stagnation In act of depression Out of control To be the close to damnation You - creator of gods and thoughts! Where are you? "Opus dei" - a derisive slogan Milliards of cloven atoms Joined again, without the aim? In this devilish composition I'm a frozen god Hund on nothingness I'm going with the stream of chaos Without thousands of events Without milliards of beings I've found my own dimension I'm a frozen god 08. Determination
Accept and follow and do not engage
In lust and envy, In lust and envy, Greed and wrath, Your life is planned And moves are traced out, And moves are traced out Why should I to follow the rules of light? Listen and accept the determination right? In spite of determination I would like to act To evolve and flourish In every aspect of my life I don't care about religion I don't care about money I don't care about the influences And inherent others Why should I to follow... The borrowed impressions lust and dust Means all the same for you The ten dommandments For humans choosing Endless death and pain I would like to hint At the nonsense of common laws Because every man and every woman All people are unique And a pinch of self-admiration In these strange times Is better than self-mortification Why should I to follow... Bizarre and twisted strange values In this sick world, In this sick world There is no place for A moment of satisfaction For a minute of musings For normal life Why should I to follow... |