Only a blank sheet facing me.
The rough touch of paper brings me back.
Here where I can get rid of all the veils.

A series of fears, thougths, prayers.
All I have hidden, I've spent so many sleepless nights.
Trying, trying to figure out
How could I stand with it
So I put that in writing, and I go through it.
The more I read my words, the more I reflected and

Crying my heart out, and somehow, also found some peace.
None of these will ever see the light of day.

My covenant, my writings will follow me.
I won't get them away.
It will not be a weight, it will be my trusted ally.

The last thing from witch I'll depart, my covenant.

Rewind the tapes, images flowing in front of me.
Bitter tears flow from my eyes.
Sobs that make crack the bones in my chest.
Without useless burdens, I am not afraid anymore.

My own worth, the very essence of my self will drive me there.
I accept my mistakes.
All of them
But even the slightest I believe should be by my side