A decrepit man intently stares
At the now calm lifeless horizon
While most of his memories no longer exist
There is one never fading

I was alive with youthful integrity

A cold december night
Accosted my senses whisper of the wind
Shaped my reality
Took by surprise decayed pretenses
I deciphered the meaning
To my advantage delivered false promises
Baited the trap
Deceptively clever I engaged the victim
Gained pure conviction
With deceitful lies I taught myself
To be abhorrent
Took admiration of helpless thoughts
Sufferance was comfort
Like blankets in winter a cold heart hidden
Misfortune always evident always there

Each day a new veil hiding the past
Compassion had vanished
Leaving no trace my newfound guile

Is my future
There is no shame when harm is blind
Contemplate the unknown
Whose eternal rest would always stir
A mind at ease
If only he knew his only victim
Was in the mirror
They say self-reflection is good for the soul
And cleanses the blood
But if your heart is oblivious To your grasp of life
Then the gray shadows down at your feet
Fade into black and vanish

Desolation unaware
As you look at yourself endure the pain
See the fear deep in your eyes
As you hide behind a blank disguise

A decrepit man intently stares at the now
Calm lifeless horizon
While most of his memories no longer exist
There is one never fading
You look in disbelief as you see your own life
With his tragedy
Hopeless destiny in your mind you cannot
Fight what you soon will see

Your eyes shed the tears of blood
You can't ever hide
When you see the visions behind vacant eyes

The beauty of eternal darkness,
Now spreads across this land,
Changing our reality,
The end of time has come for man,

Barren wastelands,
With nothing left alive,
Withered vegetation,
Where no light ever shines,

Searing winds have scorched the earth,
A new beginning is given birth,
The water thickened and painted red,
From all of those who have bled...

Cascading rivers of black,
Flow with blood from the dead,

Now the time has come,
For us to reign,
Misery is given life,
Through everlasting pain

I stand alone now,
In this ruined world,
Desolation was caused,
By futile wars,
For those who fought,
Are all dead and gone,
Though constant battle,
Has made me so very strong,

As I take a look around,
At this dying earth,
There is nothing left for me,
So what must occur,
Dark revelations,
Embrace my tortured mind,
The solar journey,
Is the only path I find,

The time has come to leave this place,
Drift alone in deep space,
Journey towards the burning sun,
Back to where it all begun,

I board my vessel,
And head for the stars,
Through this cosmic trail,
I will travel so far,
Enjoy the serenity,
Here alone in space,

This solar journey will,
Take me back in time,
To defy the ways of God,
And all mankind,
Returning to the ways,
Of everlasting pain,
Where chaos is the law,
And blood falls like rain,

Now approaching the sun,
It's burning my skin,
Blistering flesh appears,
Final descent into the flames,
Finally the end is here,
I couldn't imagine,
That the pain I will feel,
Is worse than before,
Exploding within,
This journey complete,
As I pierce through the core,

There in front of me is my destiny,
To invade the world,
Of the holy trinity,
To bring it down is my master plan,
As the war begins I make my final stand,

The time has come to burn this place,
Annihilate the human race,
Showing them that I am the way,
The world never thought,
It would see the day,

Now that I come to this journey's end,
My mission is completed with their death,
Returning to a place that I call home,
To suffer forever all alone.

My hands shake just like the fallen leaves,
Dyed the color of my lover's blood,
Sanguine ecstasy calls to me,
Driven forth to desperate ends,

Oh my love is newly dead,
There's no path in front to tread anymore,
The night forbids any sanctity,
From the act my heart's pain has lead,

Oh...where are we now?
My withering bride,
Within sinful arms,
Forbidden lust,
I've chosen not to defend,
Oh...where am I now?
In constant anguish,
This crimson paint,
My memory,
Of the bond that between us is dead,

This mournful eulogy I sing for you,
A final dedication to your end,

Oh...I can see you now,
A haunting beauty,
Your skin so white,
Your life's plight,
Is reflected in dead eyes,
Oh...where am I now?
Trapped within this hatred,
Feeling anger inside,
I cannot hide,
How much that I resent you,

Now my dear the time has come,
To send you,
Into the afterlife,
Where you shall suffer eternally,
Forever in misery.