September 3010
A sunny day in autumn
It semed to be a normal day
But the unexpected became true
The unbelievable has happened
Science fiction became reality
The world should never forget this day again

The sun disappeared
Day turned to night
A loud rumble in the sky
Wind arose
At the horizon-flying objects-approaching the earth

Questions about other life-forms have fulfilled on this day
There are other creatures beside us

We're not alone-we can be sure-it is real
They come from the depths of the universe

The arrival-the wildlest fantasies came true
The arrival-the unexpected happened-we are not alone

Defenseless-against their weapons
Mankind subjected to slavery
Security of new resources
World domination was their aim

Governments were overthrown-new laws were enacted
Nothing will be like before-nothing at all

Dead-human bodies
Incubator for their offsprings
An implantated-fetus-in-each of them

The innards used as their food-after complete maturity
A thin cover of skin remains-bodies eaten up from inside

Machinery of perverse horror-manufacturing of pain
Gigantic halls with human cocoons-where the new life is
Growing in

The arrival-the wildest fantasies came true
The arrival-the unexpected happened-we are not alone

The conquest campain
Extended over the world
Thousands of human slaves were forced to dig their graves
Disregard of orders-death as consequence
Resistance is useless

Technology-inteligence
Thousands of years ahead
They are far superior
Mankind-just a primitive form of life

Intellect turn of
Brutalization of the spirit
I stopped to live-i only work
Just a tool of the machinery

Money defeats the courage
Degenerated to a slave of weekday
Indifferent-never asking why
Do i still live-or have i already died

Forbidden opinion-without own will
Caught in-life

Your self-pity
Nobody cares
If you're not satisfied
Change your fucking life

It's hard to realize
It' more easily said than done
Obligations-responsibility

Apparent death-mental impoverishment
The own will-eliminated
No place for self-realization
Just a marionette

Locked in the dungeon of discontent
The behavior remotely controlled
I work,eat and shit-every day it's the same
Caught in the structures of my life

Stop moaning and complaining
Lay down the bond of lazyness
Believe in yourself
Open your mind for new aims

Internalized processes
A modern slave
Just a number-replaceable
Money reduces me to silence daily monotory
Caught in-life

Within some years-old and grey
Reproaches-fucking life

Never let your aims out of sight
Let the thoughts be follow by deeds

Caught in life

Never resting in the marsh of lies
The wall of excuses
Protect me from annoying questions
Protect me from confrontation
Lies-excuses-misleading

I'm not the one-you think that i'm
Behind my wall of lies i' have a second face
Caught in the morass of despair and deceit
My face is just a mask
My life is built on lies

My dark one-my dark one-my dark one

I am just an illusion-to you my second life is hidden
Only one part of me is visible for you
Perhaps it is better that way,the painwould be to big
I have become entangled in the net of self-deception
One person-two faces-a bumpy path-a walk on thin ice
An illusory world surrounds you-i lead a double life

Master of hypocrisy-master of excuses
What you see is not real

I'm playing just a game
There is another side-two indentities

You say you know me,but your are wrong
Veiling of truth

I'm no longer strong enough to carry the cross of delusion
The mental pressure gets too high-the walls desintegrate
Involved in contradictions-i lost control-the limit blur
The mask starts to crumble-i lost the game-the curtain falls

My dark one-my dark one-my dark one

I am just an illusion-to my second life is hidden
Only one part of me is visible for you
Perhaps it is better that way,the pain would be too big
I have become entangled in the net of self-deception
One person-two faces-a bumpy path-a walk on thin ice
An illusory world surrounds you-i lead a double life

I lost the game against myself
Tangling up in contradictions
Spin around in the circle of delusion
I'll-reveal the secret
Reality-truth-confidence
I'm no longer strong enough to carry the cross of delusion...

My dark one-my dark one-my dark one

Fear of death as i woke up
I was bathed in sweat
Struggling for breath
I felt my blood breaking off my veins
I could not breathe anymore
Something tied up my neck
Close to unconsciousness

Alien hand syndrome-my own hand wants to kill me
Alien hand syndrome-it doesn't obey me anymore
Separated from my-self-rudderless
I can't control my hand anymore
Loss of coordination

Like hanging on the gallows
Panic-but no air to yell
Something tried to strangle me
I reached for the switch of the lamp
As i could finally see
I hardly could believe it
It was my own hand
That wanted to kill me

It was my own hand-that wanted to kill me
It was my own hand-whitch wanted to strangle me to death
My own hand had become a threat for me
My own hand-my enemy

It was my own hand-that wanted to kill me
It was my own hand-which wanted to strangle me to death
My own hand had become a threat for me
My own hand-my enemy

Under mustering of my last strengths
I defeated the hand
I escaped the stranglehold
I took a belt and tied up the hand at the bedstead
It twitched from time to time
I was afraid to fall asleep again

Alien hand syndrome-my own hand wants to kill me
Alien hand syndrome-it doesn't obey me anymore
Separated from my self-rudderless
I can't control my hand anymore
Loss of coordination

It was my own hand-that wanted to kill me
It was my own hand-wich wanted to strangle me to death
My own hand had become a threat for me
My own hand-my enemy

It was my own hand-that wanted to kill me...

A town in riot and fear
Horrid things happened lately
The cemetery
In front of the town
The place of horror
And sinister doings
No week without these deeds
Something or someone violates the graves

Violated graves
The caskets opened
Corpses with no lips
Bitten out or cut out

Another night-another tomb
Another desecration
The bodies show injuries all over their faces
No more lips after these atrocities
A skinless hole in the skull
The mouths are always missing

Cut out-divided out
Disfigured corpses
Infestation of a perverse lunatic

Piece by piece-scoop byn scoop
I did for new treasures
My collection is waiting for your lips too

Who's the one who violates and desecrates the tombs?
Who's the one who makes the people scared
And spreads horror and fear?
Who's the brute of the graveyard and keeps the city on the jump?
Who's the one?-when does it stop?-sleewalker

Sweetheart keeps silent
The way is onerous and dirty
But i know you're waiting for me
I feel dragged out for you
Sweetheart keeps silent
I can't resist you

Sludge under my shoes?
Dirt under my nails
How can this be?
Where have i been?

Another night-another tomb?...

Who's the one who violates and desecrates the tombs?...

A used scoop in my car
A strange smell at the cloth
How can this be?
Where have i been?

You represent the ideal of beauty-spotless skin perfect
Appearance-carefree-slim-unrestrained-free from any fears
Everythings seems to be perfect-your look-your body
Your movements-zest for life-the beauty in person
Unattainable for me

Arbitrary or systematically?-who select?-who does decide?

Advantaged-fortunate
Random of determination?
Despotism or preordination?

Life should be simple-without any compulsions
You have been blessed by nature
A present given by creation
Blessed by nature

Blessed by nature-blessed by nature
Blessed by nature-blessed by nature

Admiration and injustice-forced me to write these lines
Words of fascination-words of disadvantaging
I don't care about your person-it's not your character
It's just the admiration what nature has given to you
You're standing in the light-i'm in the shade
Equipped with everthing that makes you lead an easer life

Only the ones who feel the same like me
Are able to look behind the curtain of these veiled words

Advantaged-fortunate...

Life should be simple-without any compulsions

You may consider yourself lucky
You're standing on the sunny side
What's impossible for others-not worth mentioning for you
Unattainable for me-how does it feel to be like you?

Mental faint-sorrows-depressions and pain
These words do not exist in your world-daily confrontation
To me

Admiration and injustice...

Only the ones...

Advantaged-fortunate

Life should be simple-without any compulsions

You represent the ideal of beauty...

Destination-no man's land-it's still inside of me
Sometimes-it's slumbering and i'm feeling good
But i know-it's not for long-soon it will return
Something-inside my head-undead

Torturing hollow-maze of suffering
Mental darkness-punishing my sins?
Deep black hole-my mind corrodes
The absolute horror-emotions-stunned

Soulpain-soulpain-shadows upon my soul
Soulpain-soulpain-needless in my heart
Soulpain-soulpain-a labyrinth of nightmares
Demons in my head
Soulpain-soulpain-caught in me

I walk-through the garden of darkness
Mental emptiness my companion
Never ending torture
Suffocation of my life

Mist-is surrounding my spirit
Conspiracy againts myself
A beast inside my head
Action without thoughts

Mental torture-phobia
Standing in my shade
Slow decay-mind corrodes
Separated from myself
I'm floating into emptiness
Depressions state my life
An everlasting horror
My thoughts are paralyzed

Soulpain-soulpain-shadows upon my soul
Soulpain-soulpain-needless in my heart
Soulpain-soulpain-a labyrinth of nightmares
Demons in my head
Soulpain-soulpain-caught in me

Desperation-hollowing me out-emotional desaster
Atrophy of mind-merciless-it's ripping me apart
Burdens of grief-are squashing my soul tormented by life
Sorrow-despair-lost in the crypts of insanity

Torturing hollow...

Soulpain-soulpain-shadow upon my soul
Soulpain-soulpain-needless in my heart
Soulpain-soulpain-a labyrinth of nightmares
Demons in my head
Soulpain-soulpain-caught in me

Sheet soaked with blood
More dead than alive
The certainty took all our hopes
Son-brother-freind
You've been taken from our midst
Out of the lap of life

Dreadfully-cowardly-incomprehensible
Unscrupulously-far-too young

Cold blooded murder-cold blooded murder
Cold blooded murder-the time will come for you to bear the blame

Crafty-malevolent
A fatal knife thrust
Killed by a murderers hand

Senseless death-cowardly murdered
Unable to hold any clear thought
Desperation-we're standing at the abyss
We can't believe that you are gone
Shocked by this terrible deed
We're stanting face to face with ruin

The call-the shock-the insane rage
The unbelief-the despair
Hoping and worrying
The terrible certainty
The death-the why ?

Your murderer disappeared in anonymity
We were stunned-shocked-paralyzed
I'll never forget the last moments with you
These pictures are branded in my brain

As i saw the death-i couldn't beleive my eyes
You're gone before i could welcome you again
Torn out of life in the age of 21
Just the memory of you remains

Questions left unspoken
Too many words are left unsaid
He died a senseless death

Cold blooded murder-cold blooderd murder
Cold blooded murder-the time will come for you to bear the blame

Helpfulness-has become your doom
Irrevocable-where are you now?
For eternity-i wish you freedom
Irretrievable-the pain is deep
Did you see him ?
Did you feel the pain ?