Can't close my eyes
They burn from inside
Shaking and awaiting for magical signs
Internal storms are taking me back
To the lost monotony
That seems so black
For I sing my monody

I'm glad I saw you enjoy the new day
Be glad to know I end my way

Nets of rivers deep down in the abyss
As I fall and call all throat your name
My close black future cries a thousand of tears
Soft waves make ways to reach a shore of endless fears

I'll wait for you in the night
Cold dark with no evilness
Just a stream of warm remembrances
That can hold us together for so long
Meet me, meet me, meet me

Let me scratch away my dirt with burning snow
And tear off my head with these thoughts full of you
Catch the darkness
Melt in night with me
Such a dark

Let me scratch away my dirt with burning snow
And tear off my head with these thoughts full of yours
I've never seen the light
I forgot how beautiful you are
Oh Sasha d'Ark

Standing on knees
He's crying in front of me
I'm silent eventhough I'm crucified
He's alive but he's crying
In my wooden temple
The same tear on my face
If I knew how to drop it
I would cry for myself
I wouldn't cry for you
Cause I've died for you
I'll be silent with you
In your pain I'll be cruel

That's the way you love me
All your troubles surround me
Seaking for beauty and light
In love you shall die
In love you shall die

For love you're crying
I'll give love
And I'll be silent
Here you come begging for more
I'll keep silent
Begging for more
You just cry
(repeat verse)

Always drinking my blood
Holy flesh is too hard for you to bite
When you killed me you thought you're a God
So then leave me and dry up your eyes
That's the way you love me
That's the way you love me
That's the way you love me
In love you shall die
Thet's the way y?ou love me
Sorato much pain in your eyes
You were dead a long time before
I've got a life
In my wooden temple
The same tear on my face
If I knew how to drop it
I would cry for myself
I wouldn't cry for you
Cause I've died for you
I'll be silent with you
In your pain I'll be cruel

I'm tired of being a shadow in daylight
I'm through... it's getting darker!
On the way to my dark castle
Where I can hide from you
And rest in high old rooms
In a heart up to the ceiling
Joyful lights get warmth and comfort
Painting twisting shadowdances
On the hundred-aged walls

Let me touch your soul
Let me be with it
A stream is powerful and fast
But it won't take me
Only you are real for me
Only you are true to me
You is what I need
Until the sun comes up
And windows light
Then I feel fine
Just wanna see how
We fall through time

Still I feel your warm tears
When I draw my empty dreams without you
Stay with me, let the world run away
Night, hold me the way I loved her

Space is near, I swim in trance
Calling you to twist in dance
Along with me in sinking night
When the dawn burns red and windows light
(1994 august 10)