All For You

You take your orders from the queen of insanity
But the contract said it was you and me
I sacrificied family, my children and my soul
To give you what you wanted, complete control

You tried to kill the love and to isolate
But then you turn around, like it's not too late
You justify your actions, forget what you have done
But no more blackmail and no more fun
Day in, day out negativity
Beat me down with your own family
Your bloodline runs in a world of hate
Of dirty white lies and to dominate

Lonely people just trying to find their way
Looking for something, but this is the price I pay
You thought I was stupid, you thought I was blind
You had me by the balls but your well ran dry
You took it all for granted and tried to bring me down
But look at what you've done, take a good look around

I'm drifting off into nothingness,
So terrified of what will be
Tomorrow is the day, I can't back out
But I'm scared of what will happen to me
They say a simple procedure
It's supposed to be all so routine
But what if the doctor was evil and very, very mean

Just call me doctor, just call me pain
I'll show you horror that you've never gonna see again
Pass me the scalpel, pass me the knife
You don't need no medicine cause I'm gonna take your life

Please wake me out of this nightmare,
I've got to get out of this dream
A victim of the Dr. Psycho,
Like nothing that you've ever seen

As I begin to cut you, screaming out in fear
There's no one to help you, no one's gonna hear
This ancient operation, extracting part of the brain
There's no way to turn it back
You're never gonna be the same

Thought I'd be in a cosmetic bliss
Now I smell the stench of my own piss
All I wanted was to look real good
Just one more chance, I'll leave it like I should

I am the doctor and I'll kill your pain
This is my specialty, extracting part of the brain

I've had it with confession, I've had it with the priest
I'm tired of all the doctor's and I want to be deceased
I can't control the madness and I don't wanna face the day
No artificial numbness, the pain is here to stay

Can you understand what it is like to be me
Climb the highest mountain and then sink in the sea
Won't you come and take a look, I give you the chance
Wrap your arms around me and we'll do the demon dance

A steady black, it multiplies, attacking sanity
A psychological battering, a relentless enemy
Things are getting brighter and the color's turning red
I'm swallowing this nightmare, the demon shall be fed

I can't hold on much longer
There must be another way
Give me something stronger
Or take my breath away

A deep depressive episode, you know not when it strikes
Is this the one to be all, end all, is the end of the fight

You are the one but so far away
To be with you, there's no other way
you kiss and you touch so perfectly
I need to hold you close to me

I wanna be yours forever, a king for and a queen
But not in a story, not in a dream
I want you and I need you, like no one else before
Right here and right now, I can't take this anymore

I try to put myself to sleep but I miss the one I love
I miss the one I love
I think I got myself in deep with an angel from above
You're the one I love

Stop your screaming, get out of my way
Your lips are moving they got nothing to say
Always steaming but you're cold to the bone
So negative, just leave me alone

No more crying, no more dying
No more bleeding me
No more screaming, no deceiving
No more bleeding me

You smell the bleeding, moving in for the kill
The way you treat me, you make me ill
Push me to the maximum, do it again and again
But I won't let you suck me in
Look at your mother, your father too
Same damn same shit that you put me through
But I'm stronger and I got the balls
I ain't sticking around for it all

Something's coming over me tonight
It's time to take this wrong and make it right
No time to lose before I die
This is my very last good bye

You say you loved me, you say that you cared
But what you need is a billionaire
You sat on your ass and now you wonder why
You need some money but you bled me dry

We lie awake and try to reason why
These people treat us so unkind
Just wanna taste the freedom one more time
Just wanna leave it all behind
We sneak down the hallway, it's time for us to go
It's time for them to let us be
So close to heaven, I can almost see the light
A few more steps and we'll be free
Leave it all behind

Breaking out in silence
As we crawl beneath the gate
Run, run so much fun
Doesn't it feel great
Over the wall, the great escape
We pledge you this and vow
That you'll never, ever catch us
You'll never get us now

Breathing hard, we got to get away
Never going back to yesterday
Run and hide from the enemy
But you can't stop the both of me

Racing through the darkness
Ad we slice into the night
There's no one here to challenge us
Our freedom's now in sight
But something moves around us
They've seen through our disguise
Flashing lights surround us
They begin to multiply

Siren's wall, they're right behind us
But I know what to do
It's time for us to say good bye
Time to split in two
Returning there is not an option
We've never going back
You cage us like an animal
Prepare for the attack

I'm felling anger, I feel rage
You see it coming from a mile away
Built up inside, I lose control
My blood boils, I can't take it anymore
Do what I want, do what I say
It's you that makes me act this way
You are my reason to un load
And I am ready to explode

Someone tell me why I'm feeling
Like I want to give a beating
Rage absolute I got rage

This fury, it starts to biuld
An eruption set to blow
The explosion and the aftermath
Never happened, you know
So irritating and so frustrating
I hate everything that you do
But you can't leave me, you can't deceive me
Or I'll run you

It's in my blood, is what you say, they're all like me
Perfectly acceptable to rage in the family

You keep my secret, until you die
They won't believe you, I will deny
So run away and tell someone
Cause I will finish you and you'll be done
You made me do it, you brought me to it
That's all I have to say
Forget about it, it's all your fault
And wipe those tears away

It's getting harder to make it on my own
This empty felling, I feel so all alone
But from the darkness, the reason I am here
You try to help me wipe away a tear
And you ask me why I'm crying, you ask me why I'm sad
So I tell you that there's nothing wrong, don't need to understand
I'm holding on for you

I'm really sorry for what you've been put through
I try the best I can, it's all that I can do
But I know you must be frightened, I know you must be scared
But I promise to protect you, I promise to be there

It's getting harder to make it on my own
This empty feeling can feel so all alone
But I know things will get better and I know they'll be alright
And as long as we're together, I know we'll be alright

I am drifting off to somewhere
Anywhere sounds good to me
But as I fade into darkness
Something's happening to me
Slipping, failing, demon's calling
Spiders crawling, dogs are mauling
Walls are closing, tumor growing
Reaper's sewing, blood is flowing
Wake up screaming
As I lay my head back down
Soaked and shaking, trembling
Please just let me slip into a
Good night's rest
Vision failing, broken railing
Tumbling off the wall you're scaling
Skin is peeling, body stealing
Total loss of any feeling

Guilty pleasure, daedly weather
Terrified to be together
Snakes are hissing, kid went missing
Crying out but no one's listening

I am drifting off to somewhere
Anywhere sounds good to me
But as I fade into darkness
Something's happening to me
Slipping, failing, demon's calling
Spiders crawling, dogs are mauling
Walls are closing, tumor growing
Reaper's sewing, blood is flowing
Wake up screaming
As I lay my head back down
Soaked and shaking, trembling
Please just let me slip into a
Good night's rest
Vision failing, broken railing
Tumbling off the wall you're scaling
Skin is peeling, body stealing
Total loss of any feeling

Guilty pleasure, daedly weather
Terrified to be together
Snakes are hissing, kid went missing
Crying out but no one's listening