Like a long lost friend from the other side
If you were my mum, then I'd have to cry
And if I had a girl, I wouldn't run, I'd hide
And if I loved her, I'd cover my pride

That's the price to pay
Just to hold it in your hand
Homophobic/Alcoholic
In a way you wouldn't understand

Rejection rules when I kiss your lips
I'm in outer space on a deadly trip
Forcing your mind to board my ship
If my conscience hurts, not a fucking bit

That's the price to pay
Just to hold it in your hand
Homophobic/Alcoholic
In a way you couldn't stand

I'm in outer space on a deadly trip
Fasten your mind, I'm boarding your ship

That's the price you pay
For living in this land
Homophobic/Alcoholic
In a way you couldn't stand
That's the price to pay
Just to hold it in your hand

I don't care if you don't like me
I don't care if I don't groove
All I need is some timing
Then I'm on the move

I'm gonna cross my ocean
I'm gonna explore my sea
I've been ready for ages
Waves of doubt killing me

I've been holding myself on the line
I've been trying to buy me some time

I've been waiting
I'm still waiting

And I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of standing alone
Standing alone at the platform
To see the last train go

And I explain my excuses
Until the ocean turns red
I've been ready for ages
The tide was all in my head

I've been holding myself on the line
I've been trying to buy me some time

I've been waiting
I'm still waiting

Raised in pain
And grown in rage
Learned to hate
You suffocate

Pushed away
You try to remain
Fight for space
You fall from grace

No mourning
No relief

Been running all my life
And I always thought
That my eyes were open wide
Now I realize
I can't waste my days
In the search of the right sign

Raised in pain
You learned to hate
Pushed away
You fight for space

Stillwater
Deep blue sea

Been running all my life
And I always thought
That my eyes were open wide
Now I realize
I can't waste my days
In the search of the right sign

I don't think that I'm nervous
Can't you see that I'm cool
I just paid my guitar
So let's play some blues

Take a look at my anger
Take a walk in my shoes
Close the door, turn the key
So we can have a smoke

I left my girlfriend
They will never learn
I sold your drawing
Welcome to my world

Take a look in the mirror
Take a look at yourself
Wipe that smile
Wipe it out of your face

I beleive that you're nervous
You betrayed the blues
Close the door, turn the key
So we can have a smoke

I left my girlfriend
They will never learn
I sold your drawing
This is Fabian's World

If you're satisfied with an endless drive, you're in
It's the autobahn to the other side, for real
In a week or two all your friends have turned into freaks
Insanity and lunacy on wheels

Though you're travelling far, it's the redlight bars you see
It's an autobahn to the other side for real
The food you eat makes your body wanna scream
Insanity and lunacy on wheels

It's been a long way to run
Don't you understand
It's been a long long way
It's been a long way to run

Like a ship in the night
I'm sailing, I'm sailing into the light

Into the light

I've been on the wrong wave for too long
I've been on the wrong wave for fucking to long
I've been on the wrong wave for too long

Like a ship in the night
I'm sailing, I'm sailing into the light

Into the light