How does it feel to see you
Die by my hand
How will I feel when my
Suffering will end
Will I bleed or will I
Suffocate in pride
You and me we will play
The dying-game tonight
Into the abyss
Down by my hatred
Away from me
You are the cancer
Growing inside me
Get away from me
How does it feel to see you
Die by my hand
How will I feel when my
Suffering will end

Far away from the mainland
There's an island of the damned
An island of the poor men
Where all emotion must die
Tere's no way out of this exile
Heaven should be my place
AlI have is just the bottle
It is the only rescue
How will I sleep
Will I be satisfied
How will I sleep
Will I see you again
This is the time
When this world ain't mine
Where everybody and everything
Is wrong
And I get nothing at all

Darkest night brought me
A surprise
I was beginning to
See the light
A blind man's light
May sunshine rise
When daylight fades
I have to leave
This one way street
It is a desert road
And the tears are falling
Down
I shed my tears to wet
The ground
Come on let it grow
But we all were sowing
Bad seeds
Like we always do
Seeds of anger
Bad seeds

The days are long when I roam
Still I breed my psychodrome
My wounds won't heal overnight
Still I chase the moonshine bright
My whores and friends and lovers
Hear my cry
Give me pain and make me
Feel alive
Why cry over what is done
When there is nowhere left to run
Screen my mind do me wrong
I will be king when you're gone

I see the sun in your eyes
When I drown in your arms
And sink in the dark
In these dead sands
Of an unknown shore
I see the sun in your soul
As I die in your arms
And I see you descending
Into silent suicide
On your lost shore
Black sun dawning in
Your soul
Hollow soul
You see the sun in my eyes
When you're fucking my soul
And you stifle my life
With this shallow sands
That know nothing for sure
And I see you descending
Into silent suicide
On your lost shore

All the leaves are brown
And the sky is grey
I've been for a walk
On a winter's day
I'd feel safe and warm
If I was in L.A.
California dreamin'
On such a winter's day
Stopped into a church
I passed along the way
I got down on my knees
And I pretend to pray
You know the preacher
Likes the cold
He knows I'm gonna stay
All the leaves are brown
And the sky is grey
If I didn't tell her
I could leave today

And I see who I
Came to be
In my sleep
I crossed the darkest river
The darkest sea
To be free
Guide me out of nowhere
Come over me
Kiss the blindside of my soul
And burn for me
In my dream
My golden ages
Are far away
And I sleep