Swarming in doubt, you suffer of being
Sculpting a spirit, carving a soul
Your every fiber is infiltrated by pain
Not the last time I will torture
Not the last of my attacks
Sole on this surface
I will slip between the cracks
...and sever!
Free to heal you
Free to kill you
All your fear could not destroy
My source of power unwithstood
This current through the nerve
Sectioning the endless cycle of life
Free to heal you
Free to kill you
Free to heal or to kill

Seeing your submission
Overwhelm the acid taste of life
Nothing more to offer
Consumed, diluted in the sky
Glow above the horizon
In a slow descending motion
Deeper down towards the heat
Liquid crumbles underneath
I once believed

Heartlessly abandoned
At the highest peaks of chaos
Staring at the only path
My only path goes nowhere
A loss so overshadowed, so in vain
An atom spiraling through darkyears of pain
I'm on my way to meet hell deep below
Gracefully I am devoured
I see her break and crush and bastardize
Sudden escape from the upheaval
Leaves like porcupines pierce her skin
Soft, warm juices pour on my palms
Her contagious sensual mystique
Overwhelms me
I can't assimilate
Just cannot comprehend
This Essence

Darkness nor helplessness
Have ever bloomed so lustfully
And feasted at the sight delicious
Of my lifeless substance sprawling
Softly I caress death
In this godforsaken hole
Cringe as it cruelly hides
The shattering wisdom behind
How the masters wander
How in self-esteem they bathe
How their misconceptions
Set all respect ablaze
Remains of my conscience
For the lowest bidder
Pumped onto plains unknown
I am the Seed Unsown
Vast knowledge is my loan
I am the Seed Unsown
How the masters wander
How in self-esteem they bathe
How their misconceptions
Set all respect ablaze
I am the Seed Unsown

I recall a city of soil
Vision of order and hierarchy
Improbable creatures in a stone court
Punishing me for mistakes I cannot remember
My body's different, newly moving
Heavily into this space
A wave of unknown feelings rolls,
Collapses violently within
I recall a stellar junction
Universal sentinels
Throwing me into banishment
Like worthless gravel into the sea
My head is full of confused thoughts
This New Dawn tears my spirit apart
Or is it only just a common conscience?
This life will be an unreal leprosy I can't control...
Sorry for the things I do but I can't control myself

Best to crawl and leave no trace
These dusty paths call for a chase
Escape the sweet machinery
Thrusting oil like blood to burn in me
It cooks and boils and strives to prosper
Passive, I submit to failure
As I sense the sudden strength
Of one who knows and longs to hold my hand
Plummeting beyond control
Captured, force-fed, overruled
Stretch your arms and pull me back
Before clarity invades my eyes
Grab for gold that glows and gleams
And caress a truth beyond belief
A freight to dump on virgin grounds
To remain sealed and never to be found
Told about the paths you walked
Stolen, trampled, left behind
Bring your light astonishing
And once again be part of mine
...But better crawl and leave no trace
And shut your ears and hide your face
The sickening truth I've given birth to
Is dwelling with fury, is out for you

What if we were not
(Tools by a deadly design)
What we hoped to be?
(Pieces to be inclined)
Sneaking after dusk
Banishing the perception
Of those cold breaths in the air
We gather courage
At night, our eyes are told
About suffocated places
What if we were not
(Tools by a deadly design)
What we hoped to be?
(Pieces to be inclined)
Don't know what we'll learn there
But our dreams have been insisting
And we're not resisting our need to know
Their care in secrecy is so convincing
We don't need to look far
Their breathing's frozen still
We only want to see
We don't need to look far...
Sneaking before dawn
Still remaining on our feet
Our questions are precise now
We need to look no further
Our eyes already know

Wade through the mud
On this misty winter dawn
With the future only thoughts away
Ecstasy uncontained
At the sight of her sweet silhouette
Bathed in the humid morning mist
Alone
The cold breeze flows softly
Over her naked body...
I Plunge into her Flesh
Dark the emanations
Of her stream towards relief
My spine chills with passion
Doubt is a sickness
That spares the spirit
But relentlessly devours the soul
Delivered of all my fears
I shall doubt no more
And be who I am!
Forever out of sight

All the way in oh so deep
Digging to the core
Sickening being, vital seed
Always back to make me bleed
I am the murderer (in my dreams)
Just don't have the will to be
Someone pull my claws away
Help me please for it remains
A pointless twist
A shrieking cry
A Kingdom of Sins to rule
A living lie
Tremble
Tremble to the bone
Can't feel hatred leaving me
The blood of ends infinity
Surreal but right here in my hands
I'll leave you buried once again
My touch is the whip
That rips your flesh to shreds
A pointless twist
A shrieking cry
A Kingdom of Sins to rule
A living lie
I dream my will to life
I sink in sin tonight