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Tracks
01. Digital Deceit
Come enter, here's my world
Closed off from pain and cold
Come enter, come inside
A secret place of light
'Cause in this world I'm rid of you, you can't get through
So here I am and I'm beautiful
and all my friends would say the same
So here I am; and you cannot deny that I am someone you'd embrace
I am the queen; I'm pure and loved by everyone
Come enter, here's my code
Through the world wide wire you'll know me
The queen of her own world
My story; meet my life
So now you see, there is another me
Not someone insecure and strange
My father's will in here, it doesn't mean a thing
And I don't fear his violent rage
I am the queen; you know I'm loved by everyone
Come enter, here's my code
Through the world wide wire you'll know
The queen of her own world
Stop dreaming and wake up
Your silly world is not what's real
This world of fake friends
and computers - digital deceit
This cyber wall (this cyber wall)
is built to break out or hold
The choice is yours (the choice is yours),
will you dream or see what's real?
Oh...no, no more
Just let me be alone with myself
These conflicting thoughts increase my doubts
I am the queen, I must be loved
This so-called 'wall' is there to protect
a life controlled by keys, closed off from pain and cold
Digital deceit...
digital, digital, digital...
02. Eccentric
(Verse) What do they see when they look at me
Who are they to judge me if they never spoke with me
never looked without laughing, never tried to see, see me
I can't believe that it is only me, the person to hate,
the only left out.
I can't believe how they can be so mean;
if they could feel the brutal stings of their words
and the bitter cold when they laugh
once more I'm
Running, running away I must hide
Can't take it anymore
A fight, to free me from an endless struggle with life
Running, tell me how far should I go if they're all the same
This fight, I am fighting my way through
(Verse) I don't really want to be like them, the way they behave.
the way that the live
I don't really need someone, no people like that
But someone in a world with warmth and respect.
A world without the feeling I must be
Running, running away I must hide
Can't take it anymore
A fight, to free me from an endless struggle with life
Running, tell me how far should I go if they're all the same
This fight, I am fighting my way through
03. Sins Of Idealism
(Child) Hello Father, hello mother
There is so much I don't get
Please don't be mad at me; I will try harder.
I'll really try the best I can
(Mother) That's not enough
You're the cause of my domestic captivity
(Child) And I will close my eyes and fantasize
of a world that's not so cold
(Mother) That's how it will be
Suffer the causes of my personal misery
I've sacrificed my beauty
my freedom, my dreams
the independent me
(Child) Hello Father, hello mother
don't blame me
for things I didn't do
Yes I will go now and I'll be silent;
please stop screaming, and love me.
(Mother) That's all you can see
Speak of love while you've ruined
what's meant to be
(Child) And then I'll close my eyes
to fantasize of a world
Where I can be free
And free to be.
(Contemplative, Chorus)
Sinner or righteous,
the line is so thin
can you condemn it
Can you be the one to judge it all
Or accuse yourself if the sentence is your life
(Child) Hello Father, hello mother;
forgive me for standing in your way
I just wanted somebody who'd hold me and listen,
are these illusions are they.
(Mother) Only fantasies? Imagine how my life could have been
I would still have my beauty, my freedom, my dreams,
The independent me
(Contemplative, Choir)
Our Course in life is a path we must take alone
No one can choose what to do.
only you, so the sins we commit are the struggles within
There is no judge to decide what is right, what is wrong
Tell me, can you live in freedom
knowing that your choice hurt someone
(Father) Once we had a life and now we have you
The saviour of love is a catastrophe
I'll leave you both if I must give up my dreams
My chances aren't here with you
I won't be chained because of this
The sins of all, the sinner in me
I follow my dreams, you call it blasphemy
If my ideals are sins
Yo me they are the strength within
Then I shall stay a sinner
(Contemplative, Chorus)
Sinner or righteous, the line is so thin
Can you condemn it
Can you be the one to judge it all
Or accuse yourself if the sentence is your life
04. Blind Pain
(Child) Everything keeps getting worse
The terror at home, the dread at school
I mustn't count on much support,
I'm still locked out; it's up to me,
how to face the teasing and the pain
Hate, one thing we have in common
Play your game
Beat me, hurt me
A physical release from mental pain
Don't make me explode in your way
(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother's care
(Child) Rage, it burns all around us
Blind pain
So abuse is only weakness
It feels more like a cry of distress, an act of incapacity
Feel the threat
Feel the oppressed ambience of having no place to go,
no one who'll take care of my salvation
(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,
a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel
This is the rebel in her, the torment from him,
the absence of help, the mother's care
(Child) Here comes the final episode
of terror and pain, abuse and hope
Here comes the fight between us all
A fight between a love long gone
I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain
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