And she sang a beautiful song and then passed from here
Like a swallow through the sky
And over the bodies of bloody trees...

Don't say that was a dream, a handsome wraith
Or the last screen of a termless scene
For the shines of a morbid sun in fall
Horizon is a dungeon to naught

So I searched for my burned wings
To flay, to escape from here with the mourner winds
-But- why all my prays will turn to curse against
Myself?...against myself...

Her divine spell had a feeling so vague
Such inchoate story of ashes and dust
A rapture such sinking at eternal dream
By the end for depression and fading in dusk

Now vailing is no more my calmness and rest
As torn soul has bleeding, the wings are too broken
Then I've searched for a window to escape from myself
-But- she wrote on my skin that suicide is the way...

I've a secret among all secrets
Like a blue rose among all the red roses

I'll show you a pathway to return to the timeless moments

Mourner queen of sorrow, watch the youthful blossoms
And its mortal vernal hopes, at the depth of coldest ground
Where the roses are plaintful forever...

Through a velvet night I heard a song for twice
about a dreamy tale of a land with a graceful sky
there was no war, no fear, no lie
no hell, no torments to deserve to die

but he came from the depths of putrification
with the eyes that are covered by blood
he told them about the true salvation
and evoked them to burn all the nature's creations

hear the inversed truth, these words are fed to to your ears...

I'm the holy redeemer,
your deliverance from the sins and disasters
the sacrosanct river from heavenly seas,
join me to attire your souls by the shedding of unholy blood...

the day was so grim a day
and sullen clouds were pellmell
the new child of hatred
could be felt in the womb of the insane

the seeds of downfall were growing one by one
by the name of darkness the hopes turned to dust...

You look to your skin and your veins front the mirror
And you always think to a reason for stay
But it seems you can't find that...

Whispers are playing their games inside you and your mind
Everywhere and every time...do you need something to fly?
you try to make your own way and keep ears and shut your eyes
But all things will return until you fall in sleep

How can I see the colors and beauties
Under this gray sky without any dreams
Tell me the meaning of our destiny
Time is running out empty from our wish

Watch the dying leaves of autumnal trees
Their weak bodies is a sign for you and me
Who can show you the truth behind the insane?
'till the truth has not exist when you seek



I have a question...
I have only a question from my mother and my father...
Why you brought me to this life?
To see the pains?
To see the wars?
Or to see so many derelict children alone in this truculent world?

Show me a peaceful place...show me...

I need the painkiller, to kill myself..to rest...
I'm pest...like the tintless wings of a painful pain
Watch the nightfall tears,
I'm the last corner of solitude
Such a grave, so cold
Where the wishes in grief will be shed

When the mourner moments walk to silence
And dying flowers smile in gloomy sadness,
How could shade sorrow by calmness?

Withheld beauty!
All these kisses will be your salve
For the wounds and your shoulders...

I wish we were far away from all this sorrow
In the world that pain had no place, had no meaning,
Even in our dreams
I still remember the wailing of trees
Their wailing, to live beside the sinister humanity...