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To/Die/For - IV lyrics



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01. Autumn Forever

Here comes the dawn of a new day
Comes without a light, it's grey
Grey as yesterday
The frozen ground keeps sleeping

Under my feet
Everything feels cold
It's my inner fear

Could you save me

Break the chains around my heart
Set me free
Let me breathe and let me fly
Away, away

Faces look cruel in the twilight
No smiles for anyone
Darkness has captured my mind

Eternal autumn
It lives in me
No place to hide
No place to escape (I've tried!)

I'm not strong enough to run

Break the chains around my heart
Set me free
Let me breathe and let me fly
Away, away

I'm not strong enough to run

Break the chains around my heart
Set me free
Let me breathe and let me fly
Away, away

02. This World is Made For Me

Can't lay my heart to rest
I'm filthy and unkind
I'm heartless
A disbeliever and unclean
Nothing is what it seems
I'm a liar

I'm here in the right place
This world belongs...

...For the restless
For the anxious and for the hopeless
For the heartless
...this world is made for me...

Quiet conscience sleeps through thunder so they say
But I'm alright
I'll be punished later so they say but why should I care
I'm a winner right here

I'm here in the right place
This world belongs...

...For the restless
For the anxious and for the hopeless
For the heartless
...this world is made for me...

03. Lies (For Fools)

I think it was true when someone said
Happiness fades away faster than pain
But you fools, you're breathing lies
Your sweet lies
You're looking for something you cannot get
Your hearts are lost in the vale of hope
Desperately you are waiting for
A miracle

But who'll catch you
When you fall?
No-one's there, you'll fall and you'll fall
You'll die with your sins
And then you're alone

Where is your god when things go wrong?
Again he leaves you alone
But still you fool
You believe he'll save you

With your religion you think you're saved
And blessed blood runs in your veins
Living in fear hoping that you'll find your promised heaven

You believe that you're better than me?
You believe those lies 'cause you're weak
I didn't find my peace but I can tell
I'm stronger than you!

But who'll catch you
When you fall?
No-one's there, you'll fall and you'll fall
You'll die with your sins
And then you're alone

Where is your god when things go wrong?
Again he leaves you alone
But still you fool
You believe he'll save you

But who'll catch you
When you fall?
No-one's there, you'll fall and you'll fall
You'll die with your sins
And then you're alone

Where is your god when things go wrong?
Again he leaves you alone
But still you fool
You believe he'll save you

04. New Year's Day

All is quiet on New Year's Day
A world in white gets underway
I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes on New Year's Day
On New Year's Day

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

Under a blood red sky
A crowd has gathered in black and white
Arms entwined, the chosen few
The newspapers says, says
Say it's true it's true...
And we can break through
Though torn in two
We can be one

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

And so we're told this is the golden age
And gold is the reason for the wars we wage
Though I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes
On New Year's Day
On New Year's Day

I will be with you again
I will be with you again

I... I will begin again
I... I will begin again
Oh...
Maybe the time is right
Oh... maybe tonight...
I will be with you again
I will be with you again

05. Chaotic Me

Salvation what it is?
Quiet conscience and creed?
I'm too lost to be saved.
I've done what I've done,
Never dreamt about babylon I've built my own heaven!

Save yourself if that's what you want?
I feel powerful to be chaotic me!

There are no gods in my nights and days
I'm my biggest lord and I always will be
Your religion in not for me!
I've built my own world
Sweet chaotic me!

I'm guilty alone,when something goes wrong!
It's not the punishment from gods.
Conscience doesn't bother me about yesterday
...I'm proud of myself

Save yourself if that's what you want?
I feel powerful to be chaotic me!

There are no gods in my nights and days
I'm my biggest lord and I always will be
Your religion in not for me!
I've built my own world
Sweet chaotic me!

I'm too lost to be saved...
Lost in my nights and days
I obey my own rules
Sweet rules that I've made
Salvation what it is?
Nothing but a piece of shit
My heaven in real...
My heaven is real!

06. Little Deaths

Can't find a reason you should respect in me
You're happy when you get me on my knees
Hate me, hurt me, kill me
Do whatever you want
Why should I care?

I'm not the one who'll lose
I'm not the one who surrenders

I am what I am
is it so hard to understand?
I'm the king on my land
Hate me, hurt me, kill me
Think about me what you want
You cannot trample me under your feet.

Hurt me once, hurt me twice
I'm not the one who cries
Later it's you who feels pain
Kill me once, kill me twice
I'm not the one who dies
My life is full of little deaths
I will be born again.

07. No Turning Back

No turning back
I will fall
No-one can catch me
I'll break my own bones
My soul is ruined can't you see
I'm dead like a stone
Living dead as they say
Show me how to live
No... still you can't save me
(Even you can't stop me)

Watch me now
And how I'm sliding down
Into the stream of eternity

Someday
You will follow
You'll fall like I do
Like I do now!

Can't find a thing that I could respect inside me
My innocence was too fragile
It withered away
I don't want to paint life in rosy colours
No turning back
How sad... it is not what I wanted

(Even you can't stop me)

Watch me now
And how I'm sliding down
Into the stream of eternity

Someday
You will follow
You'll fall like I do
Like I do now

Even you can't stop me

Watch me now
And how I'm sliding down
Into the stream of eternity

Someday
You will follow
You'll fall like I do
Like I do now

08. Fragmented

Dead like a stone
A withered rose
A weak soul
...and broken bones
Fragmented in the middle of the crowd
Do you know the feeling I'm telling about
When a peace of mind can never be found?

I ran too close to the sun
I flied too high
The threshold of life is too fragile
I'm fragmented and lost

My blood still runs
But it feels too cold
Should I give up, give up, give up?
Should I be gone?
Burning fast from both ends
The racking hours come again and again
Fragile that's all I am

I ran too close to the sun
I flied too high
The threshold of life is too fragile
I'm fragmented and lost

My blood still runs
But it feels too cold
Should I give up, give up, give up?
Should I be gone?

Burning fast from both ends
The racking hours come again and again
Fragile that's all I am

I ran too close to the sun
I flied too high
The threshold of life is too fragile
I'm fragmented and lost

Was I born to suffer?
Did I ask to be born at all?
Life is ripping my heart out!

09. Endlessly

Life is like a poison in me
Destroyed my innocence and dreams
I've been told life is the gift
Oh, that gift makes me sick!

Smiling faces, those happy ones
I feel nothing
I'm totally numb
But in the silence of the night-time with you
I can feel momentary warmth

You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
My blood still runs just because of you
You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
You're my shine
You're my rain

I'm unafraid to face my fears
I'd take it all as it comes
But in these rains comes agony
Life is like a poison in me

When comes the day of my destiny
Without you I won't leave
You're the shining light in the middle of the dark
You're the rain in my withered heart

You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
My blood still runs just because of you
You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
You're my shine
You're my rain

10. Last Breath

The last breath of life,
It seems like ages when I really tried.
I wait, I wait for the night in daytime
I just can't see the light.
I'm awake,
I still the same.
I embrace the pain and walk through the rain.