Twisting All That I'm saying and doing
Abandonment
Burning even in pleasure
I'm burning
Melting away
Impact
Taking the impact
Look back
Take time to look back
Die in my own way

Conquering
In time I'm conquering

Growing
The urging and needing are growing
Rotting in me
Over
It's happening over and over
Die in my own way

To the nines
Prepare myself fro drowning
Anytime
I made my own world
Losing it
I rob myself of everything
Destroying my body and my mind will fail

I drawn to the sound of broken glass
Drawn to the taste of broken glass
Stillborn again

Enemy
I see my own reflection
Look at me
I made my own wounds
Live alone
Survive in isolation
Poison my body and my mind will fail

Speak Not
Blind Eye
No Will
No Mind
In Time
Somehow
Someway
You'll Find

I never thought you could sink so low
A slave to the dying

Turn Away
Turn Away

Breath
Below
Frozen and cold

Looking at me smothering you
Destroying all
Looking at me punishing you
Destroying it
Pushing you down
Pulling you down
I'm crushing all
Pushing you down
Pulling you down
I'm dragging you under

Your time is coming sooner than you will ever know
How does it feel to be so far below?

I know you never thought that I would rise again
Just know I'm stronger than you'll ever be

Eating away at my body and soul
So tired of all that you've taken
I've always known that I'd be on my own
Not knowing how hard I'd fallen

In your arms
(Destroying all I ever wanted)
Now it's gone
(Losing all I ever needed)
Been so long
(Destroying all I ever wanted)
It's all gone
(You've taken all I ever needed)

Believed in all I'd ever known
Left me to die here on my own
You took it all and left me
You took it all and left me (nothing)

If I survive long enough to come back
Won't you forgive me for falling?

Your fear
Your weakened shallowed emptiness
All that is beckoning me
For years
I've seen your lack of everything
Pushing me far beyond you
To hold
In my hands all I'll ever need
Turning the gears in my head
The sweating

I'll have to deal with it now
The Strength
I've always known that I possess
Scratching and tearing at me
The pain
In knowing all you've ever done
Turns into dust at my feet
Your end
The churning hallowed nothingness
Driving you into your grave
The sweating and bleeding
The growing and feeding
On all that is beckoning me

Beaten man
Blinded fool
Wash it all
Wash it all
Wash it all away
In the dirt
In my filth
Smothering
Smothering
Took it all from me

The tortured earth I tread
Forever all I dread
The burning in my head
I am forever

Hand that bleed
Dying need
Pushing me
Pulling me
Taking all I had

Destroyed
In leaving I took the truth
I've learned
Never could I trust in you
Wasted
Those years are lost in my head
No more
In ashes now you lay

Before I end my time
I shall rise
Before I end my time
Rise above it all again

See you
You're crawling down on your knees
No tears
You'll never see tears from me
Long road
Still losing the apathy
I've learned
Learned how to walk away

I chose the long hard path
I'm wandering
In self-denial for so long I bled
To find the truth in all I say and do
My darkest hour
I'm upon the suicide wall

Still I condemn myself
Look for the answer now
All I've denied myself
Kill me
In the end you know I'll live again

Remember all those things that passed me by
In looking back thru hate I lost my way
I've fallen low before but now I'm there
Just give me strength to overcome my fear

Sunken eyes
Look of death upon me
Feeling cold
Feeling tired and empty
Still I long
Can't find what I'm after
I can't sleep
Slowly die in my own world

Learn thru me
I've done it all before
Learn thru me
I've done it all

Feel the strain
Veins are lined with poison
Laid to waste
In my time of dying