You are the fucking disease
Another day, another memory
But I have fucking failed
I turned another lie into the work of a saint
So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face

Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery

You won't take me
You won't take me
Now it's me
Now it's me

All that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising
Rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes
Sickness fills the air
Another life that you wish you could fake
Your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk that I must fucking take
I must take
So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face

Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery

You won't take me
You will not destroy me
You cannot destroy me
And I'll fight you with every ounce of strength I have left, and I'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss
So look at your
fucking horror
Horror

I want to see your face
Show me your true face
I want to see your face
Show me your true face

My heart belongs to you, so save me
My heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away
Still beats, still beats inside of me

My heart belongs to you, so save me
And my heart still beats
And my heart still beats
My heart still beats, so save me
My heart still beats

I've cursed this day with no regrets, with no compromise
Curse your grace

Shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
Simple love is to blame
I won't lay my head down with this shame
Kiss the sky
I'm always waiting here on the ground, on the ground

Be warned

Shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips

Be warned, she'll kill you
Be warned, she'll kill us all
Be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill us all
Be warned
Be warned, she'll kill you
Be warned, she'll kill me

Walk alone
I stare at the footprints of my life
And I think I lost you, when I began to run away
So far, so far away from home
Your approval, was the only crown I seeked

I no longer doubt myself
Too long, I've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
So was it worth the game to lose our purities?

Won't wear the crown of thorns
Won't wear the mask of judas
I'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty I see

Mark me for death
Mask me for torture
Mark me for death

I stare at the footprints
And you, so far away

I no longer doubt myself
Too long, I've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
So was it worth the game to lose our purities?

Won't wear the crown of thorns
Won't wear the mask of judas
I'll never be who you want me to be
You'll never see the beauty I see

Mark me for death
Mask me for torture
Mark me for death
Mask me for torture

I hope you see my face on your fucking death bed
I hope you see my face on your death bed

You played the role of the angel, now you'll see my face in hell
You fooled my mind with your selfish ambition
Bitch

You played the role of the angel, now you'll see my face in hell
You played the role, you played the role of the saint, now you'll see my face, my face in hell

Walk alone
I stare at the footprints of my life
And I think I lost you, when I began to run away
So far, so far away from home
Your approval, was the only crown I seeked

I no longer doubt myself
Too long, I've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
So was it worth the game to lose our purities?

Won't wear the crown of thorns
Won't wear the mask of judas
I'll never be who you want me to be
You'll never see the beauty I see

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this
Missing you was always one more kiss
Now there's nothing that I can do
One more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you

You always were and always were a simple love story
You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed
Drown me in a pool of my blood
It's getting harder just to breathe
I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't
see me sleep
It's getting harder just to say the right things

I've seen the angel's face, and i've heard her sing to me
From my reflection on this razor blade, I've heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me

The day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake
I've heard this all before, and I've seen this over and over again
Don't let me wake

Drown me in a pool of my blood
It's getting harder just to breathe
I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep. so you can't see me
sleep

The day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake
I've heard this all before, and I've seen this over and over again
Don't let me wake

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this
And missing you was always one more kiss
And now there's nothing that I can do
There's just one more nail in the coffin
There's just one more nail, and it's all for you

I've seen the angel's face, and i've heard her sing to me
From my reflection on this razor blade, I've heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me

The day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake
I've heard this all before, and I've seen this over and over again
Don't let me wake

I've had enough of this
You're all the same to me
I want to be alone
Eat me alive with your sickenss
Hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses though me
So should I let it go?
My veins run sand that won't pass
You were supposed to be my only cure

And I've had enough of this
You're all the same to me
I want to be alone
Eat me alive with your sickness
You were supposed to be my only cure
You were supposed to be the one to take her place

Sorry about tomorrow, I'm not sorry about today
This eats me alive
I'm going to say what I want to say
You were my one true cure, my only love
You were my one true pain, my only hate

You were supposed to be there
You were supposed to be the truth
You were supposed to take her place
You were supposed to be my solitude, solitude

Sorry about tomorrow, I'm not sorry about today
This eats me alive
I'm going to say what I want to say
You were my one true cure, my only pain
You were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate
My only cure, my only pain
I hate you, I love you
My only cure, my only pain
I hate you, I love you

Midnight, we kill
We slaughter the tongue of revolution
To our graves, we are marked by the stain of lust
How many times can I trust in you, my beloved friend?
Because every time I trust, I lose

So I believe in nothing, nothing
Because of you, I still believe in nothing
Because of you, I still believe in nothing

I'll always know my place in this world
No longer fit in your fucking world anymore
Your lust ruins everything
Like a growing target on my
back, I feel the knives are chasing
See my eyes are no longer blind
See my eyes are no longer blind

There is a purpose in life today
Destroying you every step of the way
From this point on, no more friends

I know my role in this world
Don't fit in your fucking world

This once meant everything to me
Now another forgotten effigy
Because only scars remain
Broken bones form a hope that's been left grey
I die every time I hear your fucking name
Been left grey
Been left grey

And there is a purpose in life today
Rise to your feet, as we march to our graves
Fight back

There is a purpose in life today
Rise to your feet, as we march to our graves

I can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart, tearing me apart
Ripping you apart
Tearing us apart

It's fucking freezing outside because I saw you tonight and almost died
Looks like I've seen too many winters in my mind
Your stare is cold
You better turn and run away because you're the evil
We will keep on hunting you
Killing

So what more do you want from me?
We will carry the weight that you can't carry
Talk your shit about us
We don't give a fuck anyway

You'll be the one to cry
You'll be the one to fade
I'll knock you off your high horse
Tonight we fucking burn your dream

Like glass your heart will break
Now who's left to pick up the pieces of your new shattered existence?

I've heard this shit before
I'll await the day to see you fade

So what more do you want from me?
We will take on the weight you can't carry
Talk your shit about us
We don't give a fuck anyway

You'll be the one to cry
You'll be the one to fade
I'll knock you off your high horse
Tonight we fucking burn your dream

Talk your shit about us
You're the true motherfucking fakes
You are the true fucking fakes
You are the true fucking fakes
I'll burn your dream
No apologies
I'll burn your dream
No apologies
We'll burn your dream
No apologies
We'll burn your dream
No regrets

If these pills could, they would call my name
A quick end
Suicide becomes so persuasive and dramatic
A beautiful face that lays quietly beside me

And I'll remember every fucking movement
I've lost control
And i'm losing control of who i am
Nothing seems to fit
These words fill a helpless length of time
They make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose

Into substance
Remember my face when I am gone

I've been dead before tonight
I've felt your grip of eternity, your grip of reality

And i'll remember every movement, and i'll study it like an infection
Curse to your embrace

Into substance
Crushed by your bloody kiss

I've been dead before tonight
I've felt your grip of eternity
Together we sleep in an unmarked pine box

Been dead before tonight
I've felt your grip of eternity
I still remember that first kiss, that first look, that first touch
And how it never made sense
You built me up just to be broken

I've, i've been dead before tonight
I've felt your grip of eternity

I've been reduced to a fucking substance
I've been reduced to a fucking substance

Murder ascends it's beautiful face and sides with me
Everlasting sound is sweet
All i wanted, to not be alone, but still you always leave me

I want your eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream
And you were so beautiful
But now you'll rot
And no one will see your face
And no one will dare speak your name

I won't remember your eyes
I won't remember the jealousy

What choice is left for me?
What choice is left for me?
This is a war i must take, to wash these hands clear from choices that i've made
I'm not impressed
Still not impressed
I'm not impressed
Still not impressed
Now you'll rot
Now you'll rot

I won't remember your eyes
I won't remember the jealousy
I won't remember your face
And I'll forever curse your name
Curse your name

I want your eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream
I want your eyes fixed on me

Just a papercut to spill your blood
Just a papercut to spill your blood

I hear screams come out the window
Maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails
I am the son of rejection
So hold me to the light
Tell me if it's right to feel dead inside

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive
Tell me I'm not alone
Whisper that breath that fuels this fight

From now on, this is my life
Discontent for the rest of mankind
I'll always remember the way that touch felt and how I was so close

Four seconds away from death
Three seconds away from you
Two seconds away from death
One second away from you

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Try to find reasons to resist, and i won't break, not today
Try to find reasons to resist, and i won't break, not today
Bring it

I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with shards of glass
This is what my life means to me
I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with shards of glass
This is what my life means to me

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Fucking coward, does it make you feel big and strong to watch her cry out and bleed?
See the fear in her eyes, won't you kill the weakness in yours
Motherfucker, vengeance comes soon
You won't stand in front of me
I'll avenge my family

Been waiting these four years to destroy you, to erase you from this place so we can breathe
Don't want you as a memory

Shadow, I'll cast you down

You, you're just a bitch you think I'd let you forget?
Someday, our paths will cross, you're the one who will bleed

Salvation from my hate
Won't break my promise to the one who gave me this life

I've been waiting these four years to get you out of my head
You kill the memories, you kill the memories
Won't kill this pain, your pain and memories
Pain inside

Fuck your world and fuck your kind
Go fuck yourself
You're fucking barely alive
I used to think of what you meant to me
I think of you every fucking day
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance
Erase it all and kill my past

Fuck what we fucking said
The memories don't mean shit
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say
The memories don't mean shit, anymore
You're society's whore
Anymore

I'll walk through this wasteland before I'll ever fucking hold your hand again
I'll burn forever before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell
Anymore
And you're society's whore
Anymore

Fuck you forever
I'll despise you for the rest of these days
Fuck you forever
I'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life

Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance
Erase it all and kill my past

Fuck what we fucking said
The memories don't mean a shit
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say
The memories don't mean ashit, anymore
You're society's whore
Anymore
Revenge I seek