I know that
I fucked up
I'm sorry
You should know the truth

I used all
My life up
Thinking how
To end all this pain

If I had one more chance
I would do it again
But I'd be here to stay
I wouldn't give it away
I would've put down the knife
I wouldn't drain out my life
In this death I can see
Just how much you mean to me.

The last moment of life
I know I don't want to die
But now it's too late for me
In death I finally see
goodbye...

Things went well that night
I said something right
You saw the best in me
A view I could not see

Then that fateful night
The pain I could not hide
I had to be set free
From this life's misery

Every time I see,
my eyes,
in my reflection...
I can't help but be disappointed,
at who I am...

And everytime I feel,
my skin,
breaking on metal...
It helps me be quiet,
and quiet's where I need to be...

Scars on my skin...
Scars on my heart...
Scars on my soul...
Reminding me of myself...

Scars on my skin...
Scars on my heart...
Scars on my soul...
Reminding me of myself...

And if I let you in,
You'll tear me apart...

Every time I feel alone,
and left forgotten,
I have to believe in something...
like angels,
to breathe...

And every time I see,
my pain,
beating in rhythm...
I need to be silenced,
In silence where I hide my fear...

Scars on my skin...
Scars on my heart...
Scars on my soul...
Reminding me of myself...

Scars on my skin...
Scars on my heart...
Scars on my soul...
Reminding me of myself...

And if I let you in,
You'll tear me apart...

So just hold me,
wrap me in your arms,
don't let me fall again...
teach me,
so I don't have to learn anything more from you...

Isn't my pain good enough for faith,
in you?
Isn't my pain good enough for faith,
in you?

So just hold me,
wrap me in your arms,
don't let me fall again...
teach me,
so I don't have to learn anything more from you...

Isn't my pain good enough for faith,
in you?
Isn't my pain good enough for faith,
in you?

How many deaths must I endure
Before I see the light?
Always awakening in darkness
Where hope's a diminishing light
...where's the light?

In my heart no time exists
Yet to my skin, age still persists
Even when cold and still I lie,
My love for you shall never die

The days I weather
The nights I cry
I'd rather hope forever
Than live a lie...
I'd rather hope forever
Than live a... lie!

I'd never feel a flame
Nor see a light
That burned as warm
Or shone as bright, as you
I've all I never wanted
And nothing of what I do
All I want is happiness
All I want is you.

Tempted by your taste
I knew that from the first time I met you
I can't be the force you need
When you're broken down
How come I always reach
And yet I fall behind you?
I guess I'm
Falling again

Silently dreams, lord knows the sacrifice
Silently screams lord, I know the sacrifice

Waking after sleep
In peace I find no interest in knowing
Where I am inside your heart
So just hold me down
How come I always reach
And yet I fall behind you?

I guess I'm
Falling again

Silently dreams, lord knows the sacrifice
Silently screams lord, I know the sacrifice
I made, I've made

Innocence is lost
To tear apart is to be inside you
Wasted by the course you lead
Why not break it down?
How come I always reach
And yet fall behind you?
I guess I'm
Falling again

When I found you, you were innocent
Hiding in the wounds
Heaven though you were an angel
Desperately concerned
How did you know you weren't the one for me?
It's my choice to be alone now
Sick inside

How can I turn away
With every tear that you offer?
How can I let you go?
When I need you to
Lie with me
Cry with me
Die with me
Stay with me
Dream with me
Confide in me
Bleed with me

Confused in silence, innocent
Holding onto the inside
Of the wound
Heaven left me to my torment
Sent to die
When you're waiting, I'm nothing
But an empty prayer

How can I turn away
With every tear that you offer?
How can I let you go?
When I need you to
Lie with me
Cry with me
Die with me
Stay with me
Dream with me
Confide in me
Bleed with me

I never thought
I was never taught
I could not see
This empty vessel I call me

And now I know him
I realize, I can't control him
So let me be
To wallow in my own sick, depraved misery

How could I ever let you go? - Come back to me
How was I ever meant to know? - In my arms
Since then my life has gone so slow - I need more
I need and end to all this woe - Want you back

I think you're all that you cared for me - Go far from here
When things were good, you closed your doors - Don't come back
Now that I'm gone, you need me more - Stay away
And now it's you I will ignore - I've lost you

Speech
Light only makes shadow
Is only for hearing
Do you understand?
Words
Night is all I know
I do not know
I don't understand
Blood
Hope is born out of struggle
Is only for bleeding
Can you read my mind?
Endure
Endure and then you go
And then you go
Tell me what I know