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Disarmonia Mundi - The Restless Memoirs lyrics



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01. Across the Burning Surface

I am descending
Towards the burning me
He lies awake in slumber
Cradled by lustful dreams
I need fuel to feed my fire
Blood shots of gasoline
Fulfill my self-destruction
'Til flames burn within

'Cause I won't wait another day
I don't need your foul salvation
All I want is to burn away
And I won't save me from myself
I don't see a better solution
All I want is to feed my pain

I don't need to be immortal
I just want to burn away
I can't see a better solution
All I need is to feed my pain

Do you lack the words to say?
You will miss them anyway
Face first right in the dirt
Force-fed by broken hopes
Another time, a better ending
Your life sucks, stop pretending
Tomorrow's just a step away
Face first right in the grave

'Cause I won't wait another day
I don't need your foul salvation
All I want is to burn away
And I won't save me from myself
I don't see a better solution
All I want is to feed my pain
I don't need to be immortal
I just want to burn away

I'm sinking further in my guilt
Fueled by the wave of sin
My flame is burning so dim

Still sinking downward
Inside a broken shell
Through streams of burning magma
Across this living hell

02. Flare

A single spark of ignition
Yeah, this is all you will get from me
I guess it must be frustrating
To watch me stand where you'll never be
A casket built by your own hands
And I know damn well who's sleeping in
Ain't gonna show no compassion
A light for all to see as motherfuckers burn

Flare, on the edge of hypocrisy
I can still see the truth
Behind your mask of sanity
There's still the same old pigface
Flare, I don't need your apologies
So just stay where you are
Despite the damage you tried to do
I still ain't fucking impressed

You know how I feel
So just stand aside
There won't be no second chance
Before I strike
And all the words I've said
You better read them twice
For I won't wait another day
To get rid of you

And I've never lost my way in all this time
I'm sorry
Too simple to ask forgiveness
It's all in vain
And I've never lost my way in all this time
I'm sorry
Too simple to ask forgiveness
It's all in vain

There ain't no tomorrow
Not even today
For as much as I care about
You could be dead for sure

Alone you stand in your silence
Witness the fall of your fragile world
A face beyond recognition
Shall bear the scars as my fate unfolds
No, you ain't worth my forgiveness
For all I want is to watch you burn
Who gives a damn about morals
Crown myself a king as motherfuckers crawl

03. Kneeling on Broken Glass

Hey
Your generation looks so lame
Such a bunch of spineless worms
Media-fed ignorance
Numb and stupid

To be a part of it
To learn how to bleed
Let yourself fuckin' go
No! No!
Ain't a thing u can do
Hey! You!
Go to Hell / No regrets

Going down to see how bad sins can be
Gambling with the dead and the prize is me
Feeling all my senses fade away and die
Nothing lasts forever hope you enjoyed the ride

Slaughtering, vanishing, tie the rope and fuckin' bleed
I've gone too far within my scars lies a truth that you will never find

To feel the fire glow
Inside your empty soul
Emotionally lost
A pale and broken ghost
And every scar I bear
Can't bleed enough to tell
How deeply I despise
This curse is called mankind

A swarming mass of useless pawns scattered all around me
Unable to think, walk, talk or even breathe by their own

Low
It's the only way to go
Led by such pathetic whores
Money-run travesty
You are disgusting

04. Spiral Dancer

Lick the wounds that still bleed
Need a reason to surrender? The answer's here
Your whole life is a failure
But I have the solution, get rid of yourself

And still I crawl like a rabid beast beneath your skin
A spiral dance, pitch-black romance, you're welcome in

Take a look into my eyes
All I need is an excuse to dispose of your life
Set myself beyond morals
Decadence is an infection, surrender to guilt

Slash my soul
To the core
Rip the skin
And feed upon my heart

Skin after skin still you crave to come back for more
This bitter lesson always goes unlearned
Need a reason to remember?
Close all the doors and ride on my pulse to be sure I'll stay with you for a while
Oblivion's black as a matter of fact you're a slave to my conception of life

Kiss the wounds of another day
In a meaningless addiction you're only a slave
Strip the mask of sanity
Pay the price and collapse 'coz nothing's free

Time to witness all your fuckin' lies
And to be the slave of your own denial

Like an infection I can't control the seed of hate has grown too strong
A raven's heart bleeding just for me inside my shell a monster breathes

06. Ghost Song

As the sorrow is an open invitation
And my story is done, and the character is gone
As the moonlight is nothing but a memory
And my story is done, and the character is gone

[whispering]

As the sorrow is an open invitation
And my story is done, and the character is gone

And they're crying in my soul

Sense your freedom
Together you pretend
Sense your freedom
You're learning for yourself
Sense your freedom, forevermore
Could that be my brother?
Could that be my sister?
Could that be my brother?
Could that be my sister?

Sense your freedom
Together you pretend
Sense your freedom
You're learning for yourself
Sense your freedom, forevermore
Could that be my brother?
Could that be my sister?
Together forevermore