For you I got lost
For you I left everything forever
You called me I came
I got stabbed in a heart
I feel broken empty
The tears won't fall anymore

I got the rests of your life
I was like a dog at your command
I humbled in the name of love
It's the end of Your love

How could you humiliate me
You betrayed everything I believed.
Adversity and fear of loneliness
Kill me slowly every day

For you I got lost
For you I left everything forever

It was the last phone I answered.

You left me all alone
I'm not your friend anymore.

The last time I heard
No one was talking
The last time I saw him
No one was there
A part of me that I knew
A part of me that was alive
Cries filled with blood
Free me and I'll be myself
Nice and understanding
I'd like to have clear account
To start a real life
A part of me that I knew
A part of me that was alive
Cries filled with blood

Again alone it's not fair
I tried so hard to be myself
People are disguessed of me
They are acting strangely
An old sister has reminded me
Person known from older ages
That maybe loved me
But only till friday

I heard from old sister
The words of strange songs
Her scream has stopped long ago time
Sentenced for silence in blood
Old sister isn't here anymore
In my heaven you can hear screams
I think about that sometimes at night
In the morning they'll free my hands again

I saw her face
It was illusion of evil
Evil was her name
Evil was her identity
I remember scream
Hands filled with blood
I became their prisoner

I was good blind idiot

I'm worried for all souls lost in time
I'd like to get out of here to free them

Again alone it's not fair
I tried so hard to be myself
People are disguessed of me
They are acting strangely
An old sister has reminded me
Person known from older ages
That maybe loved me
But only till friday

Old sister isn't here anymore
In my heaven you can hear screams
I think about that sometimes at night
In the morning they'll free my hands again.

Vanity it is your name
Vanity it is your life
Please let me help you
I want only one thing
Destroy your pride
Possess your life

You met me I'm a beacon
You think of what I want
I'm the pilot of your life
You've found paradise

Vanity it is your name
Vanity it is your life
Please let me help you
I want only one thing
You'll cry and beg
You little girl

Real decompose of body
The stink of your own sloth
I don't know any mercy
I found my paradise

My treasure
A little butterfly
My treasure
Only for me

I need your blood
I need to wash my face
I wish I could start again
I need your blood
I need to wash my face
I wan't your vanity

Looking back I am thinking of pleasant moments
Your smile back to me from an old photo
I was a fool believing it is going to be alright
Relativity turned out to be cruel and I was pathetic

My Vanity

I need your blood
I need to wash my face
I wish I could start again
I need your blood
I need to wash my face
I wan't your vanity

In my arms she was safe
Do You Believe in happiness
When you are in my thoughts
I can see your death
I set you free

Nothing looks the same anymore
Only a picture
Of forgotten days

Look at my face
Can you see me
Without the future?
Without illusions?
I scream in fury
I ask for help
Won't you leave?
Won't you forget me?
I listen only your advices
And following them
I go straight to abyss.
Don't go away.
I scream in fury
I ask for help
Won't you leave?
Won't you let me down?
Don't go away.

There when I saw her first
I've chosen freedom
There when I saw her first
I've chosen death.

Do I know?
Do I trust you?
I don't know
The answer
I don't know
The destiny
I don't know
The answer
I don't know
The destiny
I don't know

But the way of truth is so close
I'm getting closer towards the truth

I see you

You betrayed me
There is nothing left

Nothing looks the same anymore
Only a picture
Of forgotten days

How I was wrong.