Illdisposed - There Is Light (But It's Not For Me) lyrics
Tracks 01. Your Own Best Companion
02. Heaven Forbid 03. Our Words Betrayed 04. The Taste Of You 05. As The Day Rottens 07. Step Into My Winter 08. Rape 09. Sunday Black 10. We 01. Your Own Best Companion
In control I never was
That would take another year - with you But I don't have any more time I'm on my way out your door - it'll never last And I'm going down Don't care at all I'll see you burn in hell Burn - I'll see you burn It's like a fantasy outlived Involved in nothing but yourself And yet again so short on knowledge Guess your brain went away with apathy Burn 02. Heaven Forbid
Teach me, plant the flowers
Embed the dream of you and I Shower me for hours My mind has so many things I wanna see I can't deny my feelings - but I will deny the cross My path of solitude Are spoken by the few Who'll never come to terms With what happened here tonight Heaven Forbid Denial is decay Suffer loneliness Suffer, Souls, closer - to God Flesh, burn, control - by God And his flock They can all rot Feel me - break the chain Important feelings are dead Then again, Heaven Forbid 03. Our Words Betrayed
You call my name
It sounds like Summer My feelings are uptight But they'll survive We speak again Not with each other Though I must admit We shared good times Good, times, Rome were built Words, thrown, fall betrayed Our, faith, just collided We, feel, so alone I need your help Confirm you're frightened Bring down the barrier Of broken dreams 04. The Taste Of You
And when we dream
Converted nightmare Words are shallow You never cared And when we touch I'm never frightened I need the taste - the taste of you When I submit You are my master This is no game We never play I'm so lost Have you noticed? All for the taste - the taste of you There is no love In your heart Forceful emotions I am betrayed And I feel sick There is a cure Inject the taste - the taste of you Let me home Between your legs Where I belong Where I provide No more rejection Never alone I miss the taste - the taste of you 05. As The Day Rottens
Feel me, flirting
Soulless, searching In chaos, hatred Drowning Finding only God And nothing remains In my despicable life As I reach for the cross Carry my name Satan, follow Peaceful, hollow Addiction, needy Fortress Housing only me All my pitifulness We are exposed Another ingredient Rotten my day Heal me, structure Shameful, burning Instructions, whisper Seamen Tearing up my flesh Pouring all my will Into your will Now cease to exist Rot and decay 07. Step Into My Winter
Go
My footprints are bigger than yours In all aspects of life To follow, to feel, to be one I need you to be more than this I need your promise That you will try To see the world Out of my eyes This is my winter - I'm all depressed Be a witness to my decay Don't need to promise me anything Just do this- you shouldn't think No Of evil destruction - you feed from my veins I see that you soon are learning The sentence is above your head Just close your eyes - and fly away 08. Rape
When a girl who never lies
Start spilling from her eyes You better listen in respect Could be the worst one yet And this girl who've never done Other people any wrong Are led to her defeat Revenge what he did From what she said, and all you know, don't turn the cheek He can't escape - revenge, revenge Is all you can bring, - is all you can You need to take a life When no means no And the barrier broken Your time to heal All the pain - don't throw it away And the pig will scream Carry out the plan You shouldn't go Where has been denied And the barrier broken The time will tell Do I let you live Prepare to be - Castrated 09. Sunday Black
15 years ago I saw it coming
The end of things that were - what are we coming to? I saw the evil, lurking in the shadows Protecting me so violently - killing on a Sunday And in this place of mine, you're coming through Laughing, teasing, spitting, biting - all for you To sail away in darkness, is what we do Never cared what others said - killing on a Sunday And when we laugh - we laugh at you Our minds are black - shining through Always together Now and forever You'll never sail this boat of evil will Twisting, turning, slave of me (I pay the bill) And you depend on me - it's what you can Of innocence and mockery 15 years ago I saw my love The end of me, but hard to see - it wasn't all my fault But here came evil - follow my path Sleep with me endlessly 10. We
Music never stopped knowing the way
If lies are planted we weed it out in the Music all we had - all we feared Cigarettes are burning, at night we look so pale So pale as we inhale We care not, better look away This represents all that you hate We - it won't be long This is all we lust The circle starts and ends with us We - we sacrifice All of your normal lives In the need to be together - We Hateful, control undeniable We reap the fruit of what we saw, it's coming back Hateful in silence spoken the words Meant to hurt - and do nothing else To plant the seed of disbelief To implode Where feelings rule - where we take over |