Learning how to smile again
To free my heart
Knowing I can face the things
That used to seem so hard

Learning how to breathe again
I realize
There is so much more to learn
That leads me back to life

There is so much more to feel
The long forgotten part of me
I hear it calling now

The touch of your hand
Carries me away
To a place where only you can enter

Learning hot to smile again
To free my heart
Knowing I can face the things
That used to seem so hard

Learning how to shine again
To feel I fly
Knowing after all the rain
There comes a clear blue sky

There is so much more to feel
The long forgotten part of me
I hear it calling now

The touch of your hand
Carries me away
To a place where only you can enter

To feel I fly
Into the clear blue sky...

There is so much more to feel
The long forgotten part of me
I hear it calling now

The touch of your hand
Carries me away
To a place where only you can enter

Dream of fragrent flowered nights
Of passionate love and sweet delights
Such wishful moments
In my life to say

I lie within my mind
Each day and every night
Could search my whole life through
And never find another you

I got secret passion for you
And it's burning out my heart and soul

Days are passing by eventually
Maybe my chance of a lifetime
Reduced to nothing

But the more I thought of
What I might have had,
But still I know
I will never find another you

I got secret passion for you
And it's burning out my heart and soul

Could you stay in my dreams
If you can't be real
While I sleep forever
In your arms

Hold me, hold me,
Don't let go

I got secret passion for you
And it's burning out my heart and soul

My skin fractured
Cause of all I kept inside
For so long got out in the open
Like a snake changing skin

I'm fragile
I'm so fragile within

What was before
Is everything now
Here I am
Without my skin in flesh and blood

Crawling along the highway of life
Was filled with pain
It left scars, that fractured my skin
I'm so fragile within

I'm fragile
I'm so fragile within

What was before
Is everything now
Here I am
Without my skin in flesh and blood

My skin fractured
Cause of all I kept inside
For so long got out in the open
Like a snake changing skin

What was before
Is everything now
Here I am
Without my skin in flesh and blood

Can you tell me
Who I am
Could you touch me
Just so I know I'm still here

Could you walk with me on my road
Could you cry my tears along with me
I beg you

Alone, don't want to be alone

My heart was open
But you closed it once again
My hopes were clear
But it all went out of sight

When you see I'm hurt
Would you take the pain for me
When you see I want to give up
Would you carry me through the heardache

When you see I'm lost
Would you leave it all
To find me back to you
I beg you

Alone, don't want to be alone

My heart was open
But you closed it once again
My hopes were clear
But it all went out of sight

My heart was open
But you closed it once again
My hopes were clear
But it all went out of sight

Into the dark I see
Into the light
I want but I can't find myself

Hiding away from the real world
Scared I am
While the forest hides me

She wanders, she wanders around
Whit her hear held high

Let down, let down
By the people all around me
And I reached out for heaven's warm embrace

Let down, let down
And I wipe my own tears away
Little girl cries to heaven
Enclose me in your grace

For the safety, she needs
The warmth she wishes to feel

Face to the wall
I don't want to see
What's behind
I turn my back to it all

She wanders, she wanders around
With her head held high

Let down, let down
By the people all around me
And I reached out for heaven's warm embrace

Let down, let down
And I wipe my own tears away
Little girl cries to heaven
Enclose me in your grace

She wanders, she wanders around
With her head held high

Let down, let down
By the people all around me
And I reached out for heaven's warm embrace

Let down, let down
And I wipe my own tears away
Little girl cries to heaven
Enclose me in your grace

Imagine a voice
To say it will be okay
Fold my hands and pray to God

Nothing changed
So I decided not to believe
I don't believe in God
The last hope was gone

I reach out my hands
Imagine someone there
To guide me to a safer place

Violence
You are not in my life anymore
Violence
You have been there
From childhood til now

Feeling so small
Towards the world in front of me
Feel I'm nobody at all
While everything is changing around me

I just want to hide
Feel strangled inside, just want to hide
If guardian angels really exist
Then where are they

I reach out my hands
Imagine someone there
To guide me to a safer place

Violence
You are not in my life anymore
Violence
You have been there
From childhood til now

Can't seem to find
What makes me happy
No matter how hard I try
It all comes back to me

Like rain,
Today you comfort me
You cry more than I do
Silence you are my only friend

I just can't stop my tears from falling
I just can't stop my tears from falling down

Like rain, rain
Feeling lonely
Like rain, rain
Wonder where you are

I'm looking left
Then looking right
But it's all emptiness
Even inside

Like rain,
Today you comfort me
I see the light of the stars
Do you see the same

I just can't stop my tears from falling
I just can't stop my tears from falling down

Like rain, rain
Feeling lonely
Like rain, rain
Wonder where you are

I just can't stop my tears from falling
I just can't stop my tears from falling down

Like rain, rain
Feeling lonely
Like rain, rain
Wonder where you are

All the pictures in my head
Make me fall in the dark tunnel
Like a carroussel, carroussel

When someone is laying cold
In the grave while everyone else
They are smiling around me

It drives me crazy
So fucking crazy

Suicide
It must be heaven to me
Suicide
Let me fall into your relief

I'm not good for any at all
Broke the mirror on the wall
Cut myself to feel alright

I smear my own blood in the face
Watch the big disgrace
Covered with my own pain

It drives me crazy
So fucking crazy

Suicide
It must be heaven to me
Suicide
Let me fall into your relief

My wings embrace the sky
Demons are the only thing
Left behind with a grin

Demon takes the angel's breath
To an end in silence
The angel cries tears in blood
As they disappear into the sky

It drives me crazy
So fucking crazy

Suicide
It must be heaven to me
Suicide
Let me fall into your relief

I know you're going through a rought time
Don't be afraid, I've been there too
I can't tell you what to do, but after all
I will be right behind you to catch you if you fall

Hold on, hold on
Life is a gift, don't you dare to throw it away

If you could see yourself from my eyes
That would put a smile upon your face
You would feel strong enough to make it through
And you would walk on with your head held high

Hold on, hold on
Life is a gift, don't you dare to throw it away

Thoughts of you in the air
Now that summer is here
Laying on a field of flowers
Looking forwards the clouds
They picturize you and I

There's no hope for us
There's no love left for you
My heart is telling me
There's no love left for you

Greed, only greed with everything
Sacrifice at last
Heart broken
Can't be whole again

Summerbreeze, touch my cheek
With shiny eyes and smiling face
Kissing a flower

Hold it to my chest
And close my eyes
And fall peacefully asleep

There's no hope for us
There's no love left for you
My heart is telling me
There's no love left for you

And so it all goes on
Like a movie without an end
Til it's all over staying
A forever romanticer
Knowing it will always
Slip out of my hands

There's no hope for us
There's no love left for you
My heart is telling me
There's no love left for you

Greed, only greed with everything
Sacrifice at last
Heart broken
Can't be whole again

I have been waiting in the distance
Maybe the right one had been knocking at my door
In the meantime I've been missing it all
Passion, caresses and love

I fly like the butterfly I am
To find my place where I will survive

Need someone to lift me
To say everything is gonna be alright
Someone stronger than myself
To guide me along the way

I fly like the butterfly I am
To find my place where I will survive

I better turn around, can't stay
Have to find back to my own way
To find the things I've been missing for so long
While you have been gone

I know it's better
If I would be one my own
Because you constantly hurt me
By your words and what you've done

I better turn around, can't stay
Have to find back to my own way
To find the things I've been missing for so long
While you have been gone

She looks like a gift from God
With her big blue eyes
Deeper than the ocean
With the colour of the skies

Her face is just as peaceful
As a summerbreeze at night
And I hope you dream of happiness
As you sleep deep and tight

I love you more than life
Little Angelchild of mine
I will always be by your side
To make sure your eyes still shine

I'll give comfort when you cry
I would give my life for yours
You should know that everything I do
I'm doing just for you

My little Angel
Who lay here
In my arms

My little Angel
I hope you will
Dream in the light of your halo

She looks like a gift from God
With her tiny hands
That reach out of the world
So full of joy and innocence

She takes life as it comes
She's full of trust and knows no fear
And a bit of that comes back to me
When I can hold her near

So if I only could
I'd freeze this moment as it is
And I'd make it yours so you could live
In there in endless bliss

Where life would never find you
With all the trouble and the pain
This secret place would always give you
Shelter from the rain

My little Angel
Who lay here
In my arms

My little Angel
I hope you will
Dream in the light of your halo

Dreaming

Dreaming

You are all mine this night
You are my tool to please me
And all I want, whip me, use me
And all I want, whip me, use me

But I'm just dreaming
When I open my eyes
I see I'm just dreaming
When I open my eyes

My master, I beg you
I will be good okay
And do as you please

Do you know what you will do?
All I see is dark
But I feel, oh God I feel
Rip my wings so I can't fly
As you enter inside me

And I'm just dreaming
When I open my eyes
I see I'm just dreaming
When I open my eyes

My master, I beg you
I will be good okay
And do as you please

My master
When you're done with me
I will turn into your mistress

Harder, even harder
Faster, faster
I want more

But I'm just dreaming
When I open my eyes
I see I'm just dreaming
When I open my eyes

My master, I beg you
I will be good okay
And do as you please

My master
When you're done with me
I will turn into your mistress

It would be nice
Come here my slave
Make me feel, my slave