The Autumn Offering - Requiem lyrics
Tracks 01. The Curtain Hits The Cast
02. Narcosis 03. Venus Mourning 04. Worn Out Wings 05. Fixed Like Medication 06. Obsidian Halo 07. Light Of Day 08. Requiem 09. Bleed Together 10. Smut Queen 11. Portrait 01. The Curtain Hits The Cast
The walls come crashing inward
We bleed from an open wound We feed upon the broken Saturated with fears As were stricken by years Stare idle to lifeless oceans I won't be defined by failures Of the hypnotized Fade into desperation Cast out and ostracized The rapture so relentless From the mouths of serpents falling I watched tomorrow die All hope is buried in the past Bleed for the absolution Desire tears at the will I can't be forced to empathize with the masses The son of apathy I won't be defined by failures Of the hypnotized Fade into desperation Cast out and ostracized The rapture so relentless From the mouths of serpents falling I watched tomorrow die All hope is buried in the past So look down the end of a barrel Pray for an escape Before the curtain hits the cast Grieve for the death of creation While you bleed for the depth or your illusion From the mouths of serpents falling I watched tomorrow die All hope is buried in the past So look down the end of a barrel Pray for an escape Before the curtain hits the cast 02. Narcosis
Submit to the numbness of narcotic sleep
It dulls my eyes and dilates under the expanse of grey skies The dark comes to surface In my dreams the world burns Falling like prisms Turned numb to the pain Like my father spit on me Tell me how worthless I am As daylight filters leaves She wept so many tears for me Of desperation Forgive me father Forsaken have been left to die The walking dead surround me The hubris of our shame Sleepwalkers and the lemmings of modern day ...and I'm sorry I always pushed you away Please let me go Cradled in its grip with a gun up to my head Stomach aches Skin is white I'm always back for more You wanted to live Time lapsed while I couldn't breathe (couldn't breathe) Inspiration has died (you cannot open my eyes) ...and nothing makes me feel alive (for years of the torment left covered in shame) Time lapsed while I couldn't breathe (cut from your pride, born from your pain) As we slowly fade away In the end your all buried to me If callous hearts collide Could I re-open the wounds left scarred? To let those emotions bleed Of the ghost that's left of me Cradled in its grip with a gun up to my head Stomach aches Skin is white I'm always back for more You wanted to live Time lapsed while I couldn't breathe (couldn't breathe) Inspiration has died (you cannot open my eyes) ...and nothing makes me feel alive (for years of the torment left covered in shame) Time lapsed while I couldn't breathe (cut from your pride, born from your pain) As we slowly fade away In the end your all buried to me 03. Venus Mourning
These words drip of deceit
Leaving trails of my convictions Your words eat me alive Or merely kill my will to go on Her sweat It tastes of contempt How I hate you for your beauty Your lips taste of poison Breathing lies on to your skin Rip me open In moments of epiphanies I won't condemn you tonight Nothing I have ever said to you Could bring me back to your life So I'll re-collect the lies you whispered My heart's on fire So discarded Thrown to the starving wolves By the hand of Venus I should have left you there Too pretty to waste Too soft on my lips Too sweet not to taste I can't see it as anything but tragic Drenched in sorrow Lighting highway fires I'm tasting dissonance inside a moment I'd cut out my heart and bleed without you All we love will leave us All that's gold will rot and wither As we melt away to nothing We won't be remembered In her eyes are dying embers So many tears for fading beauty When my hand was reaching I could count on her for giving in Why can't you just forgive me? Rip me open In moments of epiphanies I won't condemn you tonight Nothing I have ever said to you Could bring me back to your life As I was the seasons Changing The dying leaves fall without you 04. Worn Out Wings
Take up the hammer
Strike the iron Silence is filling you now No escape for your misdealings Misery guides the vines that twist and choke inside you Seize the day Drop the blade The end is truth I'm living proof I watched my future die Through all the burned down bridges Wasted years spent chasing demons There's nothing left to regret Not even a fool like you should go on Fly into the sun I'll laugh when worn out wings burn Through all the burned down bridges Wasted years spent chasing demons Another burned-out town Acidic Dried-out Starving Desolation dealt in spades Kill yourself Let there be no lies between us Trephination of the will Kill myself Let there be no ties between us Another chalkline for the till There's nothing left to regret Not even a fool like you should go on Fly into the sun I'll laugh when worn out wings burn I haven't shed a tear It's been so long through bitter years Maybe I'm the one who'll die when worn out wings burn Temptation baits the addict gene Familiar places Empty spaces Hereditary path of destruction Coma-white riddled with sickness Through all the burned down bridges Wasted years spent chasing demons Abandon your hope For no one is listening Turning a deaf ear to you Excess of this unfit king I am To this earth flesh I'll deliver There's nothing left to regret Not even a fool like you should go on Fly into the sun I'll laugh when worn out wings burn I haven't shed a tear It's been so long through bitter years Maybe I'm the one who'll die when worn out wings burn 05. Fixed Like Medication
These pills that kill the pain
As I wander through pitch black corridors Neck-deep in stagnant fog To the rhythm of this disease I'm but a slave to the muse that will kill me Addiction seeps within my bloodline The only thing I need is killing me As the concern passes for me You're giving up Out the door as you said your last goodbye Fixed by this medicine Beaten and dragged Sunk to new lows Amongst the buzzards, carrion, and crows She eats my flesh and bleeds me slow Take me to my solitary gallows My darkest love How far we've come I'll let you kill me Just take away my pain The concern passes for me You're giving up Out the door as you said your last goodbye Spiritual failure Cut from absent concern Rising like the tides The flood weighs heavy In her tears I'm drowning I knew her masquerade Yet I dove in anyway Now I'm sinking in fathoms Stand amidst the oceans roar Under tormented skies A grain of sand Of a kingdom built on lies The concern passes for me You're giving up Out the door as you said your last goodbye As the dirt falls on my grave Just say goodbye Turn away Walk away You did all that you could You can't fix yourself with medication 06. Obsidian Halo
I thank you for the scars
They are the lines that grace my wrists today Have you come to collect the heart Of the ghost you left of me? The purest cloth drapes sinners Fetid shroud if lifeless need In my heart she lies embedded Yet I know she'll never set me free Fire burns my blood when I touch you Your heart bestowed upon me How I prayed for a fallen angel With worn out wings and a vampire's smile I was sent a broken angel Yet I'm still alone on this crooked mile She's beauty and death Take my last breath I'd gladly give it away She's wet on my lips The scars on my wrists Inflicted by her misery So I'll speak in fragments My daily crucifixion You can't hold on anymore Fire burns my blood when I touch you Your heart bestowed on me You tell me that its art and your tears Are made of lies Lies Hanging from your halo Fire burns my blood when I touch you Your heart bestowed on me You tell me that its art and your tears Are made of lies Hanging from your obsidian halo The problem with the dead They always come back again Choking on your obsidian halo Save your screams for savior scenes Hanging from your obsidian halo The problem with the dead They always come back again The dead come back again 07. Light Of Day
Instrumental
08. Requiem
I'm searching for the answers
None are written in the sky Through all the hurt and pain of my life All I ever felt... Like I was dying for a reason Yet the darkness left me blind Rotting with the passing seasons These times they undermine us Tyrant of the individual Beckoned by the lepers smile We turn our eyes to an ethereal sky My wounds were covered up by pride Yet time always wins I feel the emptiness The misery haunts me I remember holding on to anything you gave Once again made a liar Twisting the knife in my heart You're choking my breath Descend unto me Old man Weak and frail Dying under newborn skies They'll sing your requiem Legacy of wasted time Tyrant of the false spiritual Cut out your eyes to spite reflection I remember the hate in your eyes You're choking my breath Wounds cover my pride Filling with emptiness Misery haunts me You failed me Final requiem My wounds were covered up by pride Yet time always wins I feel the emptiness The misery haunts me I remember holding on to anything you gave Once again made a liar Twisting the knife in my heart You're choking my breath Descend unto me 09. Bleed Together
For all the promises I broke to you
I can't collect the pieces ...and I don't want you to see me again I could dream you never left before You're next to me but far away In the crossing of these paths of sorrow ...and I'm a little less than broken This time will be forever (I'm falling down) This time we'll be together My love for you cannot die Our wounds will bleed together (I'm falling down) This time we'll be together My love for you cannot die So won't you write me letters on your tattered dreams I'd catch every tear that you ever shed for me I'm dying Trapped inside a moment This time will be forever (I'm falling down) This time we'll be together My love for you cannot die Our wounds will bleed together (I'm falling down) This time we'll be together My love for you cannot die 10. Smut Queen
Not a vestige remains
Of the naive, misled girl This place will claim your soul Spit in your mouth Bind and gag you It's easy to lose your mind Then blame it on apathy (Denial fits you well) The medication that you pray for Leads back to your misery From the cradle of emotional wounds To the floor of physical scars You fuck the liars who deliver nothing Yet promise you the stars I'll pray for endless fires for endless days Burn this fucking place away Burn the corpses and spit on the ashes Of a faded memory From perfect skin to ashen gray There is an art to the pain of your life With every tear that falls It's a part of you that will forever die It's easy to lose your mind Then blame it on apathy (Denial fits you well) The medication that you pray for Leads back to your misery Is it worth the sin? Does it relieve the pain? On your knees again Queen of the charlatans Xanex and a loaded gun Smut queen, watch you run They'll shed no tears for you They'll watch you die unloved Search for the missing pieces Cut away by those you trusted There is an art to the pain of your life With every tear that falls It's a part of you that will forever die It's easy to lose your mind Then blame it on apathy (Denial fits you well) The medication that you pray for Leads back to your misery Now you're immortalized Queen of the gutter Relinquish yourself from live To spite the ones that suffer 11. Portrait
She's draped across the bathtub
Or lying on the floor So cold her pale white skin I'll touch her to be sure Blind redemption The words were draped in broken embers Regret is all that I have I can't seem to sleep Without her face The lines under my eyes Foretell my sleepless nights Why am I holding on? Denial of frail wrists The words were draped in broken embers Regret is all that I have I need you to paint this portrait in my mind To take away my pain ...and she's pure and silent Crawl back into the womb Premortal emancipation The scars ripped across her neck Mimic the holes of trephination Throw her back The words were draped in broken embers Regret is all that I have I need you to paint this portrait n my mind To take away my pain |