Waiting on Death Row
People coming in overalls
Taking me to the gas chamber
Scuffling of feet
They took him down the hallway
Feeling everyone's heartbeat
The central control of the soul
Batons and retro-tons
Ingrown toenails
One time all around you
All round you, bump-bump
Save my air, save my air
My air, my air
Air, water, trees
Machines eating the night
Energy moving
Nuclear fires
Burning reactors on my gate
Fires of hell are burning
Come home
Can you see
Can you say
That you say
That you really love this place?

(The) shaft of daylight melts dirty panes
(The) stench of life pulls them out from (their) dreams
Those living wastes on the streets outside
Woken up again with no place to hide

Daily food like shit and beer
Daily bread as tough as steel
(and) this taste is stronger than heroin
I open cardboard door to see
An empty face flowing by... like a stream
As a river of shit pours over me
(The) secretions of city mass machine
Sewers running through my veins
Acid corroding remains of my brain...

Floating in this world of satisfaction
Contentment for an immeasurable time
Echo's vibrated my universe
The universe of endless dreams... dreams... dreams...

All objects complete in themselves,
Many worlds buried in them,
Each world as worlds and objects endlessly,
Everything continuously in flux,
New things from new they born.

Exhausting in a timeless pulsation,
Reached many eternities
Akin with infinity, akin with death
I'm breaking all barriers
(Revelation of existence. Eternity...)

Unknown peace descended over me,
Not that I was familiar with,
The peace that descends when life transcends to death.
Death... the beginning of eternal silence.

Sodium sunrise burns my eyes
Electric charged reanimation
I must recombine my (scattered) mind
After techno-crucifixion

Growling engines
Transmitting praise
Audio sensors detecting wavs
The factory
Reanimates me
As a post organic form of life

Vacuum breath on the surface
Of my positron skin
Covered by the barbed wire
And life-proof membrane

I'm the factory's newest product
Son of serialized destruction
Perfect body - perfect soul
Reborn in a post organic form of life

Oxygen - no longer needed
Brain - lobotomized
Heart - pumping cyanide
Arms - mechanized
Eyes - throwing x-rays
Tissues - mummified
Erased - my memory
All the rest is vaporized

Baptized in a lake of acid tears
I am resurrected in a toxic soul
Hardware body - software soul
In post organic form
Appeared

I've seen the android god preaching
Radiating his nuclear love
I've seen the world around
Bewitched in a pill of mescaline.

Bastard, Lizard! lick my wounds
Lucid dream, (our) world turns to chaos
Demonic shadows floating in blood
Waiting for me to fall asleep

(they whisper... deep...)

Inside my head an outstanding pain
Millions of voices screaming for help
Their/venom poured all over me
An essence (of hate)
So powerful it destroys

(help me!!!)

My visions all flounder in the whirl
Of blood storm. see, feel, smell
I see plastic Jesus nailed to the cross

The black hole of nothingness absorbs all...

(I) see, (I) feel, smell...

Doom, nihility, holocaust comes
The cataclysm I have feared... comes
Doom, nihility, holocaust comes..

ORGANIC HALLUCINOSIS
ORGANIC HALLUCINATIONS
Organic... visual delusion

Stench of rotting flesh
Melted seas of human hate
Doom, nihility, holocaust comes
The cataclysm I have feared... comes
Doom, nihility, holocaust comes..

Why must I be born?
Why must I to be born to this?
To feel my heart and limbs torn
To see and dream through these fears
And shed my poisoned tears?

Cut myself, release the blood
My time has come
Why must I be born?

ORGANIC HALLUCINOSIS
ORGANIC HALLUCINATIONS
Organic... visual delusion

Cutting my veins, infecting my brain
Burn my throat burn my eyes
Throbbing pain throbbing brain
Heavy lids heavy thoughts

Bitter throat pumping blood
Oh fuck.....!!!!!

Black worms and exclamations
Challenge of spoken lies
Holocaust - filled greed and ignorance
The betrayal of human laws

Eruption of pain
Infection of sensual sickness
What are our secret fears?
Black in snow of ice tears...

Screams of lust echo through the earth
Striving for that final truth
Beckoning it with our call
Ignored by pain and misery

Beyond the bounds we flow
Searching for the exit
Goats under mass hypnosis
(only) symbols of rape rema

Faceless faces in the "net"
Sleepless watchers of mankind (us)
The society of "chosen ones"
(No) traces left behind

Masked by mist and mystery
Dim lit heads, the masterminds
Transparent faces - silent control
Yet knowing - the unknown

Motionless spawns, governors of life
Hold sway over the earth... (eternally)
Hidden faces, superior command
Owners (of the) portal, of mass control

Rulers of this planet. Lord of the flies (us!)
Raging wars, spreading lies, in control, over mankind.

We the slaves. We the mass (We the flies)
Knowing nothing in the hands of imaginary gods.

Rulers of this planet. Lord of the flies (us!)
Raging wars, spreading lies, in control, over mankind.

Blinding void veils colours.
All features melt into one vision.
All-absorbing and all-swallowing time
The singing of the black hole is calling.
The shrill silence of universe
Blows up all minds from inside.
Desire of your own death makes flesh burst into flame.
Another moment of senseless reasoning
Opens the gate to the real existence
That is not for the eyes.
Inexpressible pain of the ripped flesh
Releases so far unknown senses.
No chance for losing consciousness.
Suffering in the thickening void.
Stop! Human defect is triumphing.
The passage into fourth dimension
Is passing out of sight.

Forward on! Just go on!
Directionless rush, for close by, before
Species specific-motion
No change for equilibrium-stop!
Fetid, persistent stench of the race
Rushes in every slot
Sticking all together into a mass
I hate you!
I hate us!
You know what I mean? Fuck off!
This world stigma cries out on your forehead
Anti-god prepares your own personal void
The only way to equilibrium
Kill yourself! But...

You are the ones that will free us from colors
That will free us from words
Squeezed in the rock of existence
We never experienced anything else
Mind, moment, spark-there's nothing
The weight of this world breaks my spine
So maybe emptiness completes existence?
Does something that never was exist?
Destroy, change- you are unable
Hatred, fear, frustration- laughter
Is it possible to be in the temple of nothingness?
World is you, you're the eternal everything
Never-always, one- nothing
You think that destruction is the way
Let your own pain be the answer
For nothingness, for non-existence in emptiness
Being for not being, religion of black hole
Did we find already:
Can something that never was give us an answer:
What you truly hate is a part of you
World without move, we flow in substance
Devoured by perfect entirety
Homogeneous millions of perfect shape

No! Catharsis through scream
Too many ways, too many truths
The myth of the reward
And the punishment
Still feeds our fear.
No to all of the masks of this world!
No to the empty words!
Open eyes look, yet closed can truly see
Creeping vermin still cross their traces
Seeming movement of the elements
Does not chance the vision the throbbing whole.
No to those that have seen,
And thus have believed!
No to those that have not seen,
And yet have believed!
Global negation of the visible existence
Is thedelusion in itself.
Yet the truth the animal eyes look to
Dies at the closed eyelid glance of spirit.

Pathetic is the species being it's own negation.
Big words locked in the holy books.
Flame in the eyes fixed on heaven,
And the stench of decaying bodies
That have lived to see the answer.
Another word spat out from under the mask.
No meaning, no goal.
Doomed to cling to each other.
They laugh crying and lie sensing their weakness.
Clotted human mass struggles
Trying to rise and run away from themselves.
It's time this jest reached it's end.
The church of the black hole will fulfil the sacrifice.

On bigger than everything
In the crown of your own self you preach darkness
Yet would you be able to obey the lack of light?
Darkness, light, word, existence
Could it be false?
Salvation is nothing- nothing is salvation
The great fractal of existence sinks into itself
Nature calls for destroyer, desires
It's the highest time for zero to come
Collapsing reality craves for the end
Everything rots in itself
Maybe its time to stop worshiping the own image
So non-existence is the only sense?
I rise in spheres of madness
In darkness of unknown I perish
To see, to remain in all time
Eternity in second, not!

Satisfaction is the seed of hunger
Beginning of the circle is its end
There's no center-emptiness in between
And perfection is not always in the midst
Living for a moment? Being a spark
And there's no light but flame
Middle state leading to boundlessness
War is the order of this world
Harmony of the earth is always and never
Everlasting order is illusion and deceit
War is mother, fight is harmony
We're burned to burn
Word is nothing without silence
What is your god without infinity of zero:
Father destroy to create
Father burn to be forever
Father fade to burn again
Father don't be but change