Once you're touching the glory even for a little instant
I know what you're giving to let it last a while
Try freezing these moments silently at midnight
Eager to become the master of all time

I suffer so much fear as I close my tired eyes
To wake up and can't see tomorrow

Riding on upstairs the tiny twisting stairways
Searching for a dealer to feed my dying hope
Buying cheap memories of long forgotten ages
When I was challenging my destiny

I suffer so much fear as I close my tired eyes
To wake up and can't see tomorrow

Everything I desire?is dying
Falling and vanishing down to the ground
Everything I believe in?is dying
October leaves at my feet

I suffer so much fear as I close my tired eyes
I have horror to fade away
I'm afraid if dark is passing by too slowly
To wake up and can't see tomorrow

One day I knew a fallen angel
Who was too much human to bare his sorrows
He lost his wings while falling out of heaven
Falling way down straight into misfortune

You know well there is no return
Out of this cruel paradise of pain

He just forgot to search his heart for true love
He lost reality in hot nights of confusion
He wasted precious time he kept on hunting ghosts
Walking on and on towards the point of no return

Riding on the road to ruin
A diamond born of bitterness
Like a hungry wolf with fear of its own pack
It's so sad to see you how you're trying to escape

Damned addiction
Let your heart fall in decay
Don't pretend
As a coward you lead your life
Rare was the occasion
That I've seen you smile
Damned addiction

Beloved angel so full of kindness
See how the doors of heaven are closing
An angel is burning in the hells prison
An illusion where the truth lies hidden
An angel is burning in hells perdition
An illusion where the truth lies hidden

I feel how her voice drifts away from here
Like a cold wind is taking it from me
All of our sweet passion has died
Nothing's left no remains of the past

Long lost memories keep holding on me
Metal chains hanging heavy on my feet
I'm loosing credence the pain eats me up
Leaving behind seeds I sow in the past

By far too old, my heart has grown
So many battles I lost in my life
Always giving everything nothing's left for me
Now there's no hope to believe in

Her caresses are scratching my skin
Her constant look nailed into my head
The expectation to restart again
Is going up in flames burning like hell

By far too old, my heart has grown
So many battles I lost in my life
Always giving everything nothing's left for me
Now there's no hope to believe in

I never found a reason and I never will
Why do I have to stand this pain?
Always I've been trying, crying out for love
But all this cries tell where did they go?

There was a time when we were friends
Where nothing ever could tear us apart
But then the story made a change
We made our choices to risk a new start.

Leaving our past behind
We sat the sails and were gone with the wind
So many years for better luck to find
Vanished away no memory remained

While our river has run dry
And time keeps passing by
See our lives get burned away
No wind blows in our sails
The attempt was made to fail
See our lives get wasted

When we believed to have arrived
We were mistaken our home was far away
There was no way back to our kind
Out of this lost world we were condemned to stay

While our river has run dry
And time keeps passing by
See our lives get burned away
No wind blows in our sails
The attempt was made to fail
See our lives get wasted

So many days and sweeter nights
So much love, too much to hide
We lived our dream without a lie
We promised us love until we die

Nothing will stay forever we heard them say
But we denied the fact; it can be us some day

Reclaiming the past - but now it's gone
Reclaiming the past - our love has gone away
Reclaiming the past - what did we wrong
Reclaiming the past

Over the years the things got strange
Again and again we had to rearrange
Slowly but sure our relation changed
Love faded away and reason gained

Nothing will stay forever we heard them say
But we denied the fact; it can be us some day

Reclaiming the past - but now it's gone
Reclaiming the past - our love has gone away
Reclaiming the past - what did we wrong
Reclaiming the past

The will to go on made us endure
We could not fail it was for sure
After every war we made peace again
Restarted once more and continued to fail

When things went worse we still don't wanted to see
The pain increased but we don't wanted to flee
The hurt insight finished corrupting our hearts
We loved each other but that was the past

Nothing will stay forever we heard them say
But we denied the fact; it can be us some day

I slept alone last night and I dreamed of
All the great things that we've been through
Over the last 5 years and now

Now we're alone and I ask myself
How could it happen without a real reason
What has caused this change of season

I have never seen you sad
Remember the good times we had
There is still no need to cry
There is one thing we could try

Another time another place
Another try another chance

Even if this night is gone
And our sadness feels so strong
We can take another chance

Even if this night's too cold
And our memories seem old
We can take another try

I met an angel from heaven, when I was drowning in sadness, in fear and in pain
She gave me the will to go on and turned my life around and showed me the way

She whispered in my ear you should not have to fear
Just follow your way and you will be ok some day

Not everything's easy in life, not every step you take is like you wish it to be
But any decision you'll take, might be wrong or right but there's no time to regret

Come look straight ahead there's no use to be sad
The ocean is wide, raise the sails don't you hide today

Don't step back if you're not fighting to win you will lose everything
Raise your fist up to the sky in the night and you'll be all right

As tissue paper creases
My skin shows my age
And time keeps passing by

The red carpet I've walked
Twig-light sun through I stalked
Yesterday we were so high

Lie to me if it's not true
Betray me again before you go

The taste of your sweet lips I can't stand no more
I'm a phoenix burning to fly

Even old I'm standing tall
Let my wounds bloom red once again
Without will to convert the pain
I'm instinctively turning to joy

And then I'm loosing track
When I don't think of winning
As my life escapes in the train of happiness

I gave a thousand stars
Though they weren't mine to give
Love is only a fairytale
Never after happily lived

Promising the whole universe
Just to see you naked

Free you now from your disguise
Leave behind your solitude
I'm a life form condemned to die
Take my hand be my ally

Sweet little madness lay down in my arms
Come on let me caress you make me fly

There's just a thin line that divides the truth
From fantasy to my reality

Who could one day have imagined?
Now I'm not what I used to be
That I've jumped the fire form the pit
Where we remained not being able to see

The very best thing would be going straight insane
To wake up and live this unreal dream

To open up our eyes and see sincerity
To let us take away by his mighty will

Who could one day have imagined?
Now I'm not what I used to be
That I've jumped the fire form the pit
Where we remained not being able to see

Who couldn't say he isn't different?
Always watching out to the sky
It really doesn't matter what they're saying
Everybody has his right to fly

Before my anger leads me to ruin
Your elbow crushes me to the ground
Before I'm buried by the landslide
I close my eyes and I count to 10

Before I take another wrong step
Before hitting blindly around
Before spitting on your rejection
I close my eyes and I count to 10

Before I cry and feel despair
Before I go and wake the hurricane
Before I follow blindly the stream
Before I fall calling for retreat

Before going out on stage
Before our song begins to play
My blood is boiling in my veins
Adrenalin becoming addiction

I feel that I use up my powers
I see that the doors are closing in
I tumble shaken by the storm
I see you're going away far from me
Without reminding our made promises
Loosing every chance

I breathe?so deeply
I leave? this world behind
And I count to ten to not go insane
Before I awake before I begin