The Curtain is Up
Naked Thoughts approaching
Beginning
Facing Truth with The Boiling Blood
Journal of Pain is Written
The Curtain is Up
Naked Thoughts approaching
Mind is Calling
Sands of Time
Headache Grows
Please take me
The Beginning
Feeling Warm
Affected
Pain is like a Perfect Symmetry
Over and Over Divided
Unnamed, Unwritten
Undone
Earth
Wind
And Fire
Walls are Closing in
Walls Are closing in
Worlds are Closing IN

Facing Truth with The Boiling Blood
Journal of Pain is Written
Cluster Headache Lack of Relation
Facing Truth with The Boiling Blood
Journal of Pain is Written

With Helplessness I Cursed God...
And Wept in Terrible Silence
Everything I Loved
And Everything I Lived For...
Gaze into Inverted World Where Drowned Sins are Cycling
Deranged by Agony
Madman staring back At Me

... born from oblivion, bear the children hellbound
As ourselves, go into oblivion and God was not there.
Cold overwhelming dark goes on forever and we are alone...

Rotten
Timeless
Misdirect

Never pretend it does not exist

Mother
Shadow
Spiral

Never pretend you seen this one before

I see Them Bursting Into flame
I see them One by One
Limbless bodies will fall by Shapeless Ghosts pushed into Abyss.

White, gray
Visual phenomena
White, Blue
Waterfall illusion
Textures
Background
Illusory replacement
How to find an Order
How to find an Order

Pay attention when I show you Symmetry
Organize your gaze perception Symmetry
It's Fearful Symmetry

It's Fearful Symmetry

And it's itching my eyes: dust and sand
And it's itching my eyes: dirt and ash
And it's itching my eyes!

Animals climbing out the outsides
Faces pointing toward one another
Touching hands with each other

Pay attention when I show you
Symmetry
Symmetry
Symmetry

Life giving trees grab the Sun
Take away the light
Take Away The Light

And it's itching my eyes: dust and sand
And it's itching my eyes: dirt and ash
And it's itching my eyes!

Bleeding Through... my Scars
I'm save Now... my chilling Gods
Reach out... to come out
Oh my chilling Gods

My intense images
Laughing and dying
Hysterical depression
Soul on drugs waiting for overdose
Character disorder soul on drugs waiting for overdose nailed to the cross of impotence

Fears and doubts
United against
Becoming in shape
Hating and spitting

Identify
Abnormal
Specify
Condition

It seems there is no
Escape from This

It seems there is no
Escape from This

Seal me
Seal Me in you
For I have structured
My spirit in cascades of flowing molecules
Seal me now for this is what your regressed mind is absolutely dreaming of

Invite my essence with your lustful wrists and fatigued eyes
So I can teach you how to feel I shall descent you
From your personal asylum into sanctuary of Senses with sweet bitterness
Flowing lust
Overwhelming calmness let me lead you
To the open horizon of Clarity

And illogical fulfillment
Through the sensual deprivation
And illogical fulfillment
Seal Me now and collect chaotic molecules

The foreign wealth
Straight into your inward mind
For the pleasure of
Starving life

Invite my essence with your lustful wrists and fatigued eyes
So I can teach you how to feel I shall descent you
From your personal asylum into LUST

Unless you won't have
Ability to feel
Lust
Unless you won't have
Ability to feel
Lust unless you have ability to feel lust

Never ending highways
Are extended gutters
And the gutters are full of scarlet
Time grinding clock is devouring
My alcoholic freedom

Drop by drop
Minute after minute
Surrounding
Echoes

Hollow river is burning
Eyelids
And there is nothing to see
Hollow river is burning
Eyelids
And there is nothing to see
Hollow river is burning
Eyelids
And there is nothing to see
Nothing

Silent
Being
Become
Stronger
Inhumane

Artificial mind
I have constructed
Become more dominate
Every passing day
Such a radical change

I must wear a mask
With a face in my hands I am drowning in smoke.
Painting your lips with sins and sick guilt

Into dreams I run achieving desiring calm
I am floating in steam
I experience hallucinations but I am convinced they are justified
Exploring your soul
Forget
Forget what I have done and rest
Forget and rest...

By monumental drums
I walk
By hypnotizing words
I swim
By monumental drums
I walk
By hypnotizing words

into freedom
into freedom

By monumental drums
By hypnotizing words
By monumental trance
I have my own heaven in my mind

Freedom
Freedom
Freedom