Slave of a life that I never asked,
I listen to the heartrending screams of my soul,
imploring for the end.

Falling limbs weary of an existence full of illusions,
let me taste the pain.

Destroy what is left of me,
and swept away with me all the lies..

Silence. Now I savor my fall.

Heat, on my bloodred hands,
I can listen my decline, embraced by darkness,
my eyes now can see beyond the deception.

Now..
See no more.
Heat no more.
Dream no more.

Just.. cold.

My lifeless body will be the painting of this fleeting moment of lucidity.

I fell a better taste from a long time, and a weigh of a life that not mine..
I follow a way that has no return, a trip, that I will take in solitude.

My thought walking through the ruins of this life,
searching for escape..
In this moment, suicide is leading me,
with its cold arms welcomed me.

My eyes begin to see nothing but darkness..
Is nice, a strong emotion, never proven..

Suicide is leading me to a better reality.

Dolore e agonia mi rivelano la salvezza
il suicidio ormai mi accarezza
il sangue scorre, sul mio corpo agonizzato
sono lacrime, che piangono,
il mio spirito liberato.

I will not resurrect from the ashes like a phoenix,
these are my last moments..

And after the dark, I can finally see the light...

The bland taste of blood,
In the mouth, teeth that tear,
Lips that have no more words,
Eyes with poison injected that cannot find rest,
Clouded mind
And bloody
...Craving a new day.

The ghosts of the past are reflected in me,
Cradling could their reflections guide my blade...
The faith of hope where once trusting, is now reversed, desecrated...
It remains only whisper deep loneliness
And I hope you find them to crack
...And shatter into a thousand pieces.

Sterilized my soul - rape my body.

I am a creature of the night, with my hand I will give the relief in this life,
Full of darkness I stayed alone in a silent abyss,
Stretched on a cold and empty tomb,
I dwell in a dark emptiness,
A black flame burns on the labyrinth of my dark heart,
That has consumed my spirit and my human form... Give me the knowledge...

Pain and suffering has now become my virtue,
Stabbing, tearing, rape, kill,
Over and over again,
Within this world, the evil may just fortify.

No one can escape his destiny.

I am the bearer of salvation,
I go crawling like a snake in your divine world.

The evil now has become a part of me..
My blood.. My resurrection.. My salvation

The shadow falls upon us,
The ground dries up, the sun dies,
And the forest smiles at me..
The torment take me (mortua)
To contemplate the pain and suffering..
To be able to inject into myself,
They should not die but amalgamate at my damned soul..
A futile human enslaved by the hypocrisy of this world - carve my heart, never so bright.

...I don't feel carnal pain, the dark spirit that rises from my opened flesh covers me.
...And collects every drop of blood.

That my poor heart had poured in vain by following a false light...
Frost materializes and cradle me in this state of deep relief,
Oh, mighty lord of the night,
Darkness emperor, praise to you and your kingdom...
I give you the red tears of my heart, my last tears,
Because don't pour ever more...

Protect me, take me, love me... in eternity...

And I become the guardian of your kingdom.

Show me your world and I will destroy it,
Reveal your sources of joy and I will kill.

Slaves plagued, by this hypocritical greater identity
Crowned be a wreath of blood, clutching their heads
Walking slowly and looking down, they were afraid of God...

Now they are dead shame, beneath their feet heaven cries,
Faith and their loved ones were taken to the cemetery,
And damned dark days will come,
For those that hold themselves blind to see God,
My vies has nothing to be fixed, only to chase the dark places in my head,
And I contemplate my self... my self... my self.

And then run away to places where silence reigns
And now, where no life can grow...
The only thing that now remains is a thick suicide fog, surreal or maybe not,
As a harrowing dream materializes,
Where I can feel the cold blood gushing from my flesh,
Accompanied by the sweet pleasure of destroying all hope,
My old stinging mental, wounds that never heal are still, open and bleeding,
no consolation, no hope, no future, only the pleasure of a gruesome death,
and a look off to the world, a world that is not mine, but that will soon change...
Will remain only one of me insane, sick and perverse creature.

Finally now I can hand me over sin and curse like a law...
We must go back to being the soul of the Earth,
While waiting for the arrival time, the dried flowers of compassion slowly wither,
The night will be my... and in the darkest depths, I infiltrate more and more,
Until you reach a level of knowledge unknown to Christianity.

The lies of the Messiah were destroyed.