Depressive Age - First Depression lyrics
Tracks 01. Awaits
02. Beyond Illusions 03. The Light 04. No Risk 05. Autumn Times 06. Transition 07. Innocent In Detention 08. Never Be Blind 09. Circles Colour Red 01. Awaits
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02. Beyond Illusions
We know some things are true and believe it is a lie
At first we smile and when it's too late we just cry We know it's a lie and believe that it is true Oh what a stupid thing to do No God will save or condemn you, set a goal for your life And find the way to reach it, so you can try to strive for Intensity and brightness and depth in your life To get the strength to live To live beyond illusions We swallow all the bad facts like bitter medicine And live conveniently in world built on sand Carrying on to excess, going to extremes Real good ideas falling on deaf ears No God will save you condemn you, set a goal for your life And find the way to reach it, so you can try to strive for Intensity and brightness and depth in your life To get the strength to life To live beyond illusions Short sightedness don't look against the present Loss of all honesty ruin is declared to progress Adaptation the law of the crowd Manipulation sneaks into all brains Indifference gains the upper hand Ignorance is no excuse 03. The Light
Hear the whispers through the trees
A giant scene senses this cold breeze No moon, no star looks through blackened clouds But a light waves in water now it's out Come, come to me You can trust me what is this I can't believe? Behold the waves Through the trees only a light which I have seen? Men in the villages talking with fear Mysterious tales about this rivershore here More than ten fishermen misguided by a light Claiming its victims before the sunrise Come, come and see What's within me are you the light which I have seen? The secret thing In my warm sphere this fatal voice wants to take my will Extinguished fire's smoke has not yet disappeared Fire's wiped out by wind and the drops of wet leaves Now it is still, shyly falls the rain And the light in the water is shining again Don't trust your feet cause it makes you insane Behold the waves Through the trees are you the light which I can see? The secret thing In my warm sphere this fatal voice takes my fear Imagine new Reality you shine so bright I feel the heat I am your guide Follow me hypnosis, I fall asleep The secret thing In my warm sphere this fatal voice takes my will I am your guide Now follow me it pulls me and I move my feet 04. No Risk
Hello my friend, listen to me
I've got a woman and you know her very well You must help me, yes you will call Put on a strange voice and tell her I'm dead There's no risk my friend Cause I'll come back soon to her I will be gone two weeks and you must bring the news To a secret place where we meet Watch what is happening, visit her at home Say that you're looking for me, be careful! There's no risk my friend Cause I'll come back soon to her Nice to see you my dear With innocence in my face Knocking on her door Forever closer than before So it will be And so the woman is in despair Goes to the police, they cannot help For her the only possibility: tablets And be free suicide There's no risk my friend Cause I'll come back soon to her Nice to see you my dear Madness and pain races my fear Standing at the coffin side Can't look your parents in the eyes Nice to see you my dear I remember the day when I found you there The suicide letter is a secret in time Nobody knows a reason why 05. Autumn Times
Walking through my brain who's leading?
Can I pass these moments here These sleepless nights at full moon I am worried about my way I fear future, I fear past In this sadness is no rest I must sleep, I'm tired of those Thoughts that had filled my head Twenty six years you would be Died so young, forsaken fast I fear future, I fear past In this sadness is no rest Can't stand these sad and depressing Memories of autumn times To which sphere have you gone my sister Thirteen years and you escaped Then the smell that comes from outside Brings the sleep I need so much So afraid of these darkest hours When I'm dreaming of the past I fear future, I fear past In this sadness is no rest Can't stand these sad and depressing Memories of autumn times To which sphere have you gone my sister Thirteen years and you escaped 06. Transition
With intend to die I move onto the roof
I await this fall bringing peace after all I will cross the border, set my life out of order Dissatisfied from the superficial frame of mind A magical attraction disperses fear of height In sudden ecstasy gravity embraces me Shadows cross my mind, my inner eyes are blind Now I try to cry, laughing while I fly Avalanches of incredible presentiments Break walls where I left all reason behind I am like a bird flying south in winter But for me it is never to return I will stop brooding, no remorse at all Finally time for self deception is past I enjoy this marvelous trip of my body My spirit flies to an unknown destiny In the air suspended I look at what's below Deadly frightened eyes staring into mine If there is an entry to a new dimension Can I make any move or am I just a toy? Was it intention or who threw the dice? All I really getting to the bottom of life? After day will be night, after dark shall be light Who says that those axioms will ever be right? Can you tell me where's the place of conception? Can you tell me where's the place of death? Who decides what, who, how we will be? Is there anywhere an ultimate goodbye? I lift my face, seize the expanse of the sky Welcome to this journey, destination's free For a moment it seems I could fly forever But now I feel how the impact broke my spine I am like a bird flying south in winter But for me it is never to return If there is an entry to a new dimension Can I make any move of am I just a toy? Was it intention or who threw the dice? Am I really getting to the bottom of life? After day will be night, after dark shall be light Who says that those axioms will ever be right? Can you tell me where's the place of conception? Can you tell me where's the place of death? Who decides what, who, how we will be? Is there anywhere an ultimate goodbye? Can you tell me how to get to heaven? Can you tell me how to get to hell? I wanna tell you but my voice grows silent Maybe when you die you will know it too 07. Innocent In Detention
Oh how I hate the leader's voice
A prisoner like me Quick looks through the window show me Gas towers in the dawn They seem to hang about the prison wall Seem to hang about the prison wall And when the columns marching To the place where we work so hard Out in the cold, I am so tired This wintertime has no end The sound of the boots is always there It keeps waking me up The short hair that I wear is frozen in the wind And my brain feels the same My moves electrified by rail track work all day I'm longing to kill the time I blame you for my misery This little, little misery I don't fear the tears that gather in my head They mean the sadness of this place I laugh and wonder about the good things deep within me Oh just a little misery And when the columns marching from the place we work Out in the cold I am so tired The sound of the boots is always there If keeps waking me up I blame you for my misery This little, little misery, I don't fear the tears that gather in my head They mean the sadness of this place I laugh and wonder about the good things deep within me Oh just a little misery I blame you for my misery This little, lithe misery A few years later lurking in my dreams Winter, pounding from the boots At every step they take a smell of gas and coal Under the command of stupid guards 08. Never Be Blind
I see love and I see hate
I see pleasure and I see disdain I see hypocrisy and sincerity I see famine and gluttony And I will never be, never be blind I see torture and I see cure I see patients and freaks very cool I see mockery and sympathy I see greed and I see modesty And I will never be, never be blind I see yesterday and I see today I see sunlight and I see dark night I see meanness and generosity I see misery and luxury And I will never be, never be blind 09. Circles Colour Red
When the circles start to dance
Before my eyes they dance again I must hit them in the centre until the circles colour red Blood streams under my eyelids, I wake up in red tears and sweat I cried Where chasms of ice fill my heart Incurable inner war starts I shudder with my insane pain When madness takes the reign Running through the masses Running through the streets Running through the centre Out of sight, out of mind Waiting for a break Inside I have lost My last bit of Brightness, brightness Feel the gun under my clothes See a child run across the road Jerking hands, a flash in my mind Think I know this fatal sign I'm fed up with false Mercy, try to set My captive heart free See in me an evil plat Searching for What I am here for See the world through timid eyes Only lies, only lies Feel the gun under my clothes See a child run across the road Jerking hands, a flash in my mind Think I know this fatal sign When the circles start to dance Before my eyes they dance again I must hit them in the centre until the circles colour red Desire to kill loads the gun, 'til. they catch me I'm on the run Feel the gun under my clothes See a child run across the road Jerking hands, a flash in my mind Think I know this fatal sign |