My only wish's to die

Nothing could be more worst
My sin is to be born
My purest deepest mistake
Is to have broken soul
This living crawling creature
Who lives inside my walls
Smothers me this smut
My life soon will be cut... cut!

I have to pay for nothing
Living is suffering
Graves waiting for me
My mother is lying
Death prays on me now
While I'm lying in
I want to commit suicide
But my hands not reaching

Lights shines through my heart
Now I'm falling down
Sirens resound clear
Something calls me in
It feel's like drowning
Lights off my sight
Blinding, Blinding light

My heart bleeds of scars
This world is full of lie
In this vacuous life
My only wish's to die
Wish to die

My only wish's to die
My only wish's to die
My only wish's to die
And now my time has come